Chapter Three: Making a New Future

AN: Here's chapter three hope you guys enjoy. Review any suggestions.- Diana

That was so close. I still think it was a bad idea coming back to Dauntless. Knowing that Tobias is now dating Christina, makes whatever I'm supposed to do mentally harder for me. I ran towards the room that I would be sharing with Becca, and I started to cry as I shoved the key into the lock. I shoved open the door. I shucked off the heels that Becca had forced me into and chucked them at the bed.

Becca walked in and saw the tears that were starting to run down my face. She pulled me into a big hug and let me sob in her shoulder. Ruining the makeup she had spent an hour on. "This party is just what you need, Cissa" Becca said.

"Why do you say that?" I questioned.

"Because you need to let loose and have some fun. Now come on I need to figure out our outfits for the party," She said getting off the bed,"And don't object because you're going to that party even if I have to get Nix to help me drag you there," She told me before I could object

"I heard you say my name were you guys talking about me?" Nix asked as he walked in the door.

"I your dream pretty boy," Becca said

"You know they were, Bex," Nix said.

"You know I hate that name Nicky," Becca said sweetly.

"If you two are done flirting and calling each other what ever other name we could go to Zeke's party sooner," I said.

"We were not flirting," Becca and Nix said at the same time.

"Sure you weren't," I said, "Now if I were you, Becca, I would pick out my outfit while I am still willing."

"Tris do you want to wear a dress or a skirt," Becca yelled rummaging through her closet, "Because you are not wearing pants to the party."

"Don't call me Tris," I hissed." I'm Cissa remember."

"Right Cissa I'm pulling a dress for you alright," Becca asked waving off what I said.

"That fine," I said, "As long as it doesn't show any ass."

"I'm okay will that," Nix said sitting on couch.

"I'm not, you perv," I said as I threw a pillow at him. It hit him in the face as Becca came out with a strapless deep purple dress that had a sweetheart-neckline.

"Come try it on," Becca said handing me the dress, and shoving me into the closet.

I put on the chiffon dress. It fit perfect hugging my figure making me look like a woman and not the little girl I was two years ago.

"Tris," Becca gasped as I walked out of the closet.

"You look hot Cissa," Nix said with a smirk.

"Thanks Nix," I said with a laugh.

"Do you want flats or heels?" Becca asked from the closet.

"Heels," I said because no matter how much I wanted to wear flats I need to stay out of my comfort zone. I wouldn't be recognized as Tris no matter how much beauty hurts. "Do I look like Tris?"

"No, you look like Narcissa Goode. You look stunning Cissa. If I didn't know that you were Tris I wouldn't be able to tell," Becca said. "Tris would never be as confident as you are."

"Good, no one can recognized me as Tris," I said my old name like a curse.

"After you ran off Tobias told Christina that it wasn't you," Nix told me.

"Tobias is stubborn. If he even for a moment thinks that I am Tris he won't stop until he knows that I'm not Tris. I'll have to be anyone but myself if I'm going to make sure that they don't recognize me," I said pulling on the silver heels Becca gave me.

"If you can't be Tris then why don't you pretend to date Nix," Becca suggested .

"What?" Nix and I asked.

"Every hot dauntless chick has an attractive badass boyfriend," Becca explained.

"Did you just call me attractive?" Nix asked raising an eyebrow.

"Yes I did. Just because you're an arrogant ass doesn't mean that you aren't attractive," Becca said playfully eyeing Nix.

"You mean my beautiful ass," Nix joked.

"No I meant you're arrogant ass and you should date Cissa. If Cissa has a boyfriend there is less of a possibility that the other will think that you are Tris. You would haven't dated someone like Nix, not then," Becca said, "come on you guys know I'm right."

"We know. That's why we are so annoyed," I said proving Becca's point.

"Come on I can't be that bad," Nix joked. "I'm not that bad am I Becca," Nix asked in all serious. We both burst out laughing.

"No you aren't that bad," Becca said through her laughs. "You might be an annoying ass but you aren't that bad," Becca said. "And don't say anything or I'll kick you where the sun don't shine," Becca threatened when Nix opened his mouth.

"Okay you win. I do want to have kids one day you know," Nix said in defeat.

"Fine I'll go out with you, but don't think that it's anything serious, or I'll make sure that you won't have kids," I told Nix.

"You know that I don't like you like that. You're family, like a little sister to me," Nix said.

"Well then we need to show that we're not to be messed with. That Tris is no more that Narcissa Goode stands in her place," I said confident that I was no longer Tris that it would no longer threaten my stay at Dauntless. I am so different but I know still deep down I am the girl from Abnegation that no matter how hard I tried to be wasn't a perfect selfless being. I was and still am too brave, like my mother, to be categorized with the Abnegation. "I am no longer Tris ,the Selfless, or Tris, the Brave. I suppose that now, I must become more than either. Now I am Narcissa Goode and I am different like Tris but I am not like Tris anymore," I exclaimed confidently putting my arm around Nix's waist like a normal girlfriend would.

"Right you are Cissa. You are much more that selfless or brave you are Divergent and you can't be controlled," Becca said.

We walked down the hall in a comfortable silence as we heard the music we knew that is would be no ordinary party. This party would change us forever.