Who Needs Tomorrow?

Part Three

There was guilt. Even as she stood before him, letting him give her what she wanted, what she had asked for explicitly.

His mouth leaned down, kissing right above her breasts, as his hands cupped them both. She had urged him on with words, not afraid to tell him what she needed. Alexis didn't beg, but her tone revealed more of her heart, and her ache, for him than she intended. "Now...yes...there...yes, it's been too long...oh, God..."

Still she wondered was it right?

To feel this good while her friend lay buried in the ground. It wasn't fair, she decided, just as a the first moan escaped her lips. But it was life. It was a fact. She did need this...right or wrong.

Sonny had been a part of her from the first time they kissed, she needed that other half tonight, if she had any chance of staying whole.

His tongue swirled around the tip of her nipple. He took his time lavishing each one with attention, before sucking one into his mouth. Her hands gripped his hair.

Alexis never wanted him to stop. This was bliss for her, his lips suckling her till her knees nearly gave out. He knew just the moment to stop, guided by the sounds of her sighing and moaning out her pleasure.

He straightened and met her eyes, as his hand slid down to her waist to slide beneath the only clothes she still wore, a tiny slip of silk he pushed aside, causing her to call out his name as his finger found her clit.

As he moved first over her, coating himself with her wetness, and then into her, she caught his lips into another kiss. Alexis wanted to taste his lips as many times as she could before he left her again, for that is what she missed most of the years, the feel of his mouth against hers, and them being connected in that simple way.

She kept getting closer and closer and wanted him to come with her.

Into his ear, she said "Sonny, now."

She wanted Sonny inside of her and by the small groan he gave, he wanted that too. But not yet.

His fingers increased their pace, until her hips were frantically riding his hand. He moved his head to meet her eyes and there was that damn grin again as spasm after spasm hit her, dragging her over the edge without him.

"Now," he said and within a minute she was flat on her back on the bed, naked and waiting for him. Her hands dug into the sheets to keep from touching herself, she wanted him to be the one to do that, but he would have to hurry because she was still aching for more.

He stripped off the rest of his clothes, while keeping his eyes on her.

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My God, look at her, she's...everything...so gorgeous...so fierce...so intense...mine. She's mine tonight, he thought as he entered her.

Alexis was holding nothing back. Her legs tightened around him, taking him in as deep as she could, and she told him she wanted him deeper still, she needed all of

him"Sonny...Sonny...Sonny...harder...more...I'm so close..."

Every word went into his heart instead of his head. With other women he tried to figure out a way to impress them, and he usually did. He didn't get his reputation for no reason. But with Alexis, he only wanted to please her, in whatever way she wanted. He took his pleasure in hearing he was giving her what she needed.

"I'm coming," were her soft words and a moment later he said "I know."

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Later, they lay on their sides facing each other, moving slowly now as every thrust was feared to be the last one they would ever share. Tears started to fall down her cheeks. She turned her face toward the pillow.

"Hey," he said in that same tone he used earlier. It was like his heart was open to her when he spoke that way. The heart that had been closed so long, off limits, was exposed for a fraction of a second.

Alexis looked at him. Her hand moved to his ass, forcing him ever closer still. It would be over soon, she could feel him increasing the pace, almost as if he had to end this before they both broke down...but she didn't want this over...not yet.

"Please," she finally said the one word she hadn't before.

"What?" The way he said the word told her he would do anything she asked.

"Don't stop." Her hand roamed up his back, over his chest, caressing him, feeling him while he was still here and she could, trying to memorize what was long ago etched into her subconscious.

A moment later, Alexis realized her eyes had given herself away again. He saw her love and that's when he could hold back no longer. A sob shook her whole body and he caught her mouth in a kiss, taking the sound in, and trying to make her stop all at the same time. She tightened around him, holding him in her for as long as she could, as her body reacted to his and wave after wave of pure ecstacy hit her.

But her mind couldn't turn off, like it had earlier, for he would be leaving soon. Then she would be without him again.

She refused to close her eyes, keeping them staring straight into his, as she tried to make this moment last a little longer, a little longer, she needed him still...

END OF PART THREE