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Stroking his hair she kissed his forehead
"It's been hard for us all baby" his eyes full with tears he had to be honest with her.
"Darlin it got so tough Vince had to stop me…" How do you tell the woman you love that he hadn't been strong enough without her. That he had try to take his own life. Nat waited her heart in her mouth, she knew something had happened she could feel it when Vince looked at her before.
"Baby whatever it is we can…." Mark looked into her eyes, his finger over her lips to shush her.
"Darlin he stopped me from killing myself" Nat burst into fresh tears, her strong husband, her tower of strength, had tried to take his own life. If Vince hadn't been there oh god it didn't bear thinking about no, she wouldn't have coped without him. Holding him tighter she needed to know.
"Why baby, was it so bad, oh god if you had, how would …?"
"Darlin I " taking a deep breath "I didn't feel strong enough to take it all without you, the pain of not having you next to me, having to go out in the ring night after night as if nothing had happened. NOTHING for fucks sake we had buried our son, my family had been ripped apart and the one person I needed most who I've always needed wasn't there to hold me, there to tell me it was going to be ok"
"You've always been strong Mark, always"
"Not without you Nat, never without you" he stroked her face.
"Mummy, Daddy I'm ready" Sarah shouted through the bar. "Uncle Glenn made sure I packed all my teddies especially that one you had made for me. Look daddy its you" she went to run over but John stopped her. He had seen how upset Nat and Mark were, to see the big man broken was something he wouldn't want anyone to see.
"Hey squirt lets go get you some crisps and drinks to take back to the hotel" Nat looked up giving John a silent thank you.
16 years earlier
"You have what?" Nat thought she had been hearing things, this sexy guy who could have anyone had fallen for her.
"You heard me darlin I'm falling for you." He reached for her and pulled her close. "I'm giving you fair notice that I am falling in love with you, do with it what you want. When these last two months are over, you better run as once I catch you that's it" Nat did a full body shiver the passion in his voice told her he meant every word.
"But you can have anyone"
"I don't fucking want anyone. I've told you how I feel, I've not touched another woman because you asked me to. I've never took orders and before you say anything darlin it was an order" Nat smiled at that yeah so she put a demand in, but with a guy like Mark you had to stand your ground. Looking him up and down he was one wet dream. Mark picked up on her looking at him, never one to let an opportunity go.
"See something you like darlin?" he smirked as he folded his arms and watched her go red. Wow she looked gorgeous standing there. Come on darlin give me an inch and I will take a mile he thought to himself.
"MR CALAWAY" he raised his eyebrow at that
"Mr since when you started calling me Mr Nat?"
"Since you started being an idiot, I'm outta here Mr Calaway I will see you in two months". He pulled her back.
"Don't I get one kiss for being a good boy" she reached up and kissed him on the cheek
"That's all you get Mark".
"That was just cruel darlin." He laughed as she slipped out of his arms, leaving him with a hard on. He couldn't wait now for these two months to pass. Blowing her a kiss he walked back into the arena feeling good about things.
Nat and Mark stayed in touch over the next two months. Mark tried to get the conversation onto sex he needed some release. His cock didn't like it, it had been hard most of the time and ached to be inside Nat's body. Or he had to take matters into his own hand and that just wasn't the release he wanted.
The whole six months was almost over and Mark couldn't wait to get hold of Nat. She had become distant lately, and it worried him. When he had last seen her he had told her he was falling for her, she never said how she felt. He hoped she wasn't having doubts about them, it would kill him if she did.
Nat knew she was falling for Mark , more through the conversations they had almost every night, he had told her his fear, his hopes. Tonight two days earlier than the deadline, she was going to shock him. Dressing in her sexy outfit she had picked up, she wanted to drive him crazy. Unknowing to her that if she just wore a black bag she would still bring him to his knees. Curling her hair, she put on her tight cropped top showing off her navel ring, leather tight pants and high heeled boots. She knew where the WWF were tonight and had spoken to Vince, who had suggested, as a surprise, she could interrupt his match. Arriving at the arena, she met with Vince.
"He's been on about 10 mins Nat, appreciate what you have done to him sweetheart he's a changed man. Now if you go up there to the ramp he will be able to see you when he's in the ring. Might make him loose it " Nat smiled as Vince laughed. He had had a good talk with Mark about this girl and knew that Nat made him complete. Mark was fighting hard, he wanted to get this out of the way and call Nat, for some reason he needed to hear her voice.
Something caught his eye on the ramp, looking up he saw one sexy woman standing there, knowing straight away, it was his Nat fuck she was beautiful. Leather on a woman especially her was his biggest turn on. Mark quickly made short work of the guy in the ring, then looked up at Nat licking his lips, the little girl had it coming. Four years and Six months give or take a day, he had waited patiently now it was his time to collect. Nat watched him stalk up the ramp, shit he looked big, was he this big last time she had seen him. He was almost on her so she slowly walked back, he kept coming, she was his now. Her back hit the wall he stopped in front of her.
"Well well well Nat a few days early to what do I owe this pleasure?" Could she do this, he was so tall, all muscle and she was small petite was afraid, it had been three years since she had any sort of relationship with a guy, and that was non sexual .He would be experienced, of course he would, a man like Mark had slept around with anything before he met her. Would he find her too innocent?, Oh god had she made a mistake?.Her fingers pushed against him , she could feel the dampness through his clothes, he was sweaty from his match.
"Well if you still want too"
"WANT TO darlin I've had a hard on for the last six months with your name on it. That's not including the four years I tried to make it work with Jodie. The day I met you I wanted you." she had to laugh the way he said it.
"Mark!"
"What the fuck do you expect darlin I have been bloody patient. I want you naked in bed with me deep inside you, making you mine. What do you say darlin?"
"Mark, I love you". That stopped him in his tracks, this little thing, who had been his strength over the last few months, no make that the last four and half years, loved him.
"Pardon darlin" he couldn't believe what he was hearing.
"What's wrong Mark something wrong with your hearing. You must have took one knock to many hey baby?" He pulled her to him into the kiss he had wanted to give her two months ago. His mouth crushed hers, his tongue demanding entrance to her mouth. She opened up and he thrust in tasting her, their tongues battling as he pulled her closer. She could feel his cock digging into her, loving that she could make this man want her. He pulled away and looked into her eyes.
"Oh god Nat I love you so much. Do you have any idea? You are my rock darlin you have been for years. When I first met you god you blew me away then. But I don't want to pressure you"
"It's been a long time Mark, since I've been near another man" This rocked him, this little girl trusted him the one guy she really shouldn't.
"How long darlin?" He needed to know, he wanted to make it so special for her. She looked down.
"Nat?" Oh god was she saying what he thought?, no he couldn't even go there. Her eyes looked into his. Fuck. No, there was no way she was a virgin not the way she kissed, dressed, spoke to him.
"Nat darlin have you ever been with a man?"
Present Day
"Baby" she couldn't get out what she wanted to say the thought of him never being in her life again, made her sick to the stomach. She couldn't handle this, getting up she ran to the toilet.
"Darlin" he made chase he hadn't wanted to hurt her. Nat was sick everything she had eaten that day came back. God how her husband must have suffered. At least she had Sarah to focus on, who did he have? No one, friends had been there, but not one of them had been through what they had. Cleaning herself up she went to the sink and splashed water on her face. Looking in the mirror she saw Mark in the doorway.
"I'm sorry Nat, I'm so sorry, I was weak" He let the door shut behind him. She walked up to him pointing him in the chest.
"Don't you dare, Don't you fucking dare say to me you are weak. Mark you had to cope with your grief on your own, your family over here. You had no one all thanks to that fuckin bitch". Nat needed to control her anger hadn't the recovery program taught her that after all these years.
."This time we are together as a family."She went over to him and kissed him with all the love she felt.
"Mark, Nat we need to go" Vince could be heard calling through the closed door. No one wanted to disturb them, it had been an emotional night for them all. Mark held Nat in his arms as they went out, locking the bar up, she set the alarms. Sarah had fallen asleep in John's arms as Mark looked over he saw her teddy. It was a white one with leather pants, a bandana in red on its head, with sunglasses. The t-shirt had property of deadman Inc on and a long black trench coat. Nat saw him smile at the teddy.
"She calls him Undie" he burst out laughing.
"Well I've heard it all now darlin"
"We never forgot you Mark, never" His hand drifted down her back as they got in the car.
"Darlin what is this?" Nat smirked
"A tattoo dedicated to my two heros". He tried to look.
"Oy you two in now!"
"Glenn you were always a bossy son of a bitch"
"Yeah mate and don't you forget it. I always was the better us two. Nat why you ever picked this lazy sod when you could have me" He grabbed hold of her and hugged her to him
"It's good to see you again sweetheart that husband of yours may have missed you, but I missed by best friend" Nat and Glenn had been so close, even when he married Amy they were all close.
"Come here Nat god it's so good to see you hunny" Amy hugged her hard not believing she was back with them all. Nat returned the hug.
"Guys I've missed you all so much, shit I'm going to cry again" Mark pulled her to his chest.
"Let it out darlin, Sarah is with John in the other car, let it all out" Amy and Glenn sat in the front leaving them to get their shit sorted. It took about half an hour to get to the hotel. Nat had fallen asleep against Mark, she was exhausted. He carried her up to his suite settling her on his big four poster bed. Letting her rest he went to get Sarah from John. As he hugged her she awoke.
"Daddy can I stay with Uncle Glenn?" she asked sleepily.
"Come on then lets go see if it's ok"
"Daddy don't forget undie" he had to smile ,bloody undie he bet that was Nat's idea. She always teased him about his wrestling name. He may be tough and hard in the ring, but at home with his family he was just Mark. The man who loved and adored her, had for 20 years
Glenn and Amy were happy to have their niece with them, they knew it would give Mark and Nat some much needed time together, before the shit hit the fan. Mark was drained when he got back to his suite. The last few days he had been living on adrenaline, caused by the excitement of seeing Nat and Sarah again. Walking slowly to the bedroom, he lay down next to Nat watching her sleep. Moving her into his arms he fell into the most peaceful sleep he had had in two years.
16 years earlier
Nat went red. He stared at her more in shock, she was 24, how the hell had she lasted so long?. Ok daft question, not everyone was like him, He was a highly sexual man and enjoyed sex had done for years. He may be older by 7 years but at her age, well he couldn't remember how many women he had fucked.
"You don't want me do you Mark?. Its ok I understand who would want an old virgin like me"
"darlin I'm fuck you are so…" he didn't know what the hell to say. She should have known this would happen he wanted someone more experienced, not an innocent. That's why he went with that bitch and the whores over the years. They could give him what he wanted, not her. Never her, god it hurt , she had wanted him to be her first. She pushed him away, her heart felt like it was being ripped out. He didn't want her, she had to stay strong, she could cry when she got home. She didn't get far, Mark pulled her back to him.
"Where you going darlin? There is no way I am allowing you to walk away with my heart". She turned in his arms he kissed her. Nat almost fainted with the passion she could feel coming off him, he lifted his lips from hers.
"I want to feel you naked in my arms Nat, as I make love to you. I don't understand why you want me to be your first, but darlin. I won't allow anyone else to have you, do you know how much it turns me on that I'm going to be the first to make you cum, the first to taste you. It makes me want you more" He took hold of her hand and put it on his throbbing cock.
"That's what you do to me darlin. Let's get the fuck outta here".
Nat was on edge, she was nervous again would she be good enough for him. Mark took her to his locker room grabbed his stuff and they headed to his hotel. Nat drove finding it hard to concentrate, arriving at the hotel she put the car in park and followed him to his room.
"I'm getting a shower darlin call room service get whatever you want. If you don't mind order me a steak, potatoes and salad please" he kissed her softly on the lips, It all felt surreal to Nat. Mark came out of the shower, just black sweatpants on, the water still glisten on his skin. He jerked her into his powerful body and bent to her mouth before she knew his intent. His warm hard mouth bit into her lips as his arms pulled her completely against him. He felt his cock swell ,as it always did, when he has near her. He groaned against her mouth deepening the kiss. He felt her hands on his chest they were cold. He pulled away to look at her, she was nervous but excited.
"I won't hurt you darlin" his hands moved into her hair pulling her back into his kiss and against his body. He felt her shiver when she felt his cock against her hips. It turned him on that he was the one to bring these emotions out in her. Walking her back to the bed he pushed her down his hands going under her top taking it off as he lightly kissed each piece of skin he exposed. He had to go slow, which was difficult when his whole body was screaming for him to slam into her. His fingers traced around her breast gently he took it into his mouth. Her nails bit into his scalp through his thick hair,crying out as she arched into him.
"Oh god Nat I want you so bad" His teeth opened and nipped her. She drew back suddenly as she felt his teeth. He soothed it with his tongue.
"It's ok darlin" he whispered, her body was on fire for him. She pulled him into a deeper kiss.
"I want you Mark"
"Nat darlin" his voice hoarse as her hands stroked down his flat belly to his cock. She touched him and Mark was totally lost. He pressed her harder into the bed, knowing it was too late to pull back, he was going to have her tonight. Touching him where she had only dreamed, her body was aroused with pleasure as he touched her body. She loved the feel of him, then realized her clothes were gone, as his fingers moved down to her pussy, he shouldn't be touching her this way but it felt so good. He caressed her where no man had ever been, his breathing became heavy. His skin felt damp yet hot to her touch, her hips moved and her legs opened, as he continued to stroke his fingers along her clit. He felt her wetness and stroked once, twice her nails biting into his nape as she felt the hot sensation rip through her. It felt so good tears came from her eyes, she had her first orgasm and he was the one who had given it to her.
