His eyebrow twitched in agitation. The only noise that could be heard was the constant ticking of the clock. Sesshoumaru opened his eyes again, 2a.m it now read. he gave off a deep sigh of frustration. 'Where could that girl have gone! It wasn't like she had any other place to stay! Coatless, as a matter of fact!' Half expecting her to be there, he flung the front door open and looked around, resulting with it being slammed shut again.
He stomped around the house, moping, then flung himself back onto his sofa and shut his eyes again, the ticking clock sound breaking the sudden silence. This unusual and pre-teen behavior of a middle school girl continued untill he actually fell asleep, exhausted by his own antics.
But he refused, he REFUSED to go look for her! His own proud ego too much, even from his aching heart. How he wished she would've come back, the same way she would've if he would have said that to her two years ago. Sesshoumaru had a light smile on his lips as he silently dozed, a 14 year old Kagome stomping out of the door in his mind then flinging it back open screamign "LIKE HELL I'D JUST LEAVE!" and they'd scream at each other with such violent passion that at the end they'd be holding each other trying to stop each other from laughing.

But, the sleeping Sesshoumaru still hadn't noticed, good times never really seem to last in reality. But Kagome had matured, and she didn't really act as childish with her anger as she once did, but for Sesshoumaru it wasn't childish at all. It was the only way he could act the way he had, and his cold exterior that he originally had, had rubbed off onto Kagome, and Kagome onto Sesshoumaru.
But this time, he blew it. He knew it too, it was one of the main reasons that he hadn't looked for her. He was so very much afraid of being the stoic demon he had been before, especially when he had a taste of what life was really like. So he slept, and dreamed of her as if she were still beside him dreaming of him as well. But his dreams would've never have let him know that she was sleeping in the same home as another man, and that one day she could choose, 'Another for a mate.'

A/N my thoughts for the next chapter D

As an outsider may look in on the situation, you could only assume that The girl left the guy and found an even better man w/o even trying. But if the guy she already left was nothign without her, do you really think that someone would let themselves turn into nothing w/o a fight?

yah. I think I might have a jealousy thing go on a bit later, hmm? Thank you guys so, SO much! I feel as if I'm writing this story on a whim, no real plot in mind but a think as a go kind of thing. I work off of the motivation you guys bring me. Untill the other day I hadn't written in TWO YEARS. I actually switched off to poems for a while D thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou! give me your guys' ideas, thoughts, etc.. you might help me out with compleating this fanfictin!

sorry for the short chapter, this is only a little piece, I know ) but it's Sesshhhoumarus point of view

who wants to know why she left? a raise of hands?

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