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And I did…. I told her everything I saw and she understood how I felt. She even started calling him some pretty explicit names! But for some reason I just couldn't rap my head around this whole Rosalie-Edward thing. After I became a vampire I thought he would love me even more since I would be prettier….. What about Emmett? I thought she loved him. How could she do that to such a nice sweet guy like Emmett?

But most of all how could Edward Cullen, the guy I saw as a perfect god, do such a thing to me?

"Bella", Alice says. "Huh. What!" I say irritated that I was snapped out of my deep thinking.

"Why are you staring at that tree like you want to murder it!" she says.

"Oops. I didn't mean to I was just thinking about how messed up my life is" I say glumly.

Alice then starts to get angry. "Bella! Grow a frickin ass backbone and stop acting as if Edward is the fricken center of your mother frickin universe!"

I'm just staring at her flabbergasted. I couldn't believe she said that! But then again I couldn't believe it was so true. I do act as if Edward is the center of my life. I gave up my family for him not being able to see them after being turned into a vampire sucks and I did it all for him! This is how he repays me! I promise myself no more will I be the weak Bella. I am going to kick Edward Cullen's finely shaped ass he won't even know what hit him. But first I need a plan…

Alice and I then decide to sit around the trees and just relax but then I remember something, Alice said she loved Jacob but what about jasper?

"Alice", I say "Why are you with Jasper if you love Jacob?"

"Oh", she says "I broke up with him about a month ago he is more like a friend to me though he is great in bed!"

"Bad mental images!" I say disgustedly. "TMI"

She then giggled "Sorry", she says.

"Sooooo what made you love Jacob?" I say. The words sounding so foreign in my mouth.

" Well during the whole Victoria trying to kill you thing(Eclipse) we talked a lot and soon I started falling for him but I don't know if he feels the same way", she says as soft and delicately as a breeze on a dandelion.

"Well you should tell him", I say softly.

"I'll think about it" she says undecidedly.

We then decide to head back to the Cullen house. "Race ya" I say. Alice then smiles "Of course", she says.

When we get back to the Cullen house Alice then decides to go to the spa but I decide to stay at the house. It seems nobody is home except Jasper who is reading a book on the couch.

"Hey Jas", I say happily. "Hey Bella" Jas says in his southern accent.

I then sit next to him on the couch and starting thinking of my master plan of revenge on Edward then I remember jealousy! And who better to help me to make Edward jealous than Jasper!

"Jas could you do me a huge favor", I say. "Anything Bella" he says softly.

"Help me make Edward jealous", I say.

He gapes, shocked that I suggested such a thing. "Why!" he says.

I then tell him everything I saw and end up crying at the end (newborn vampires can cry and become pregnant in my fanfic) of it. Jas then hugs me and holds me tight to him while rubbing my back.

Jas then looks so angry he looks murderous "How could Edward do something so disgusting especially to such a beautiful girl like you! And how could Rosalie do that to Emmett!" he yells. He then calms down and says "Of course I will help ya Bella", he says.

I then tackle him and land on him on the couch while hugging him and kissing his cheeks saying" thank you" and he starts laughing. "Its fine", he says softly. And I say" thank you so much Jas you don't know how much this means to me" and I look him straight in the eye.

Even though the way I'm on top of him might look wrong it wasn't.

"Jas can I do one more thing" I say. "What exactly" he says curiously.

"Can I run my fingers through your hair" I say. He then starts cracking up and says "Sure"

I then run my fingers through his luscious dark brown hair. "Wow! It feels so good."

"That's what she said!" we both say at the same time and start cracking up.

Jas then wraps his arm around my waist and we start playing "would you rather".

It was all fun until Edward walks in and sees us laying on the couch together with my legs on the apart one on each side of jaspers waist with his arm round my waist with my fingers running through his hair and says "WHAT THE HELL!" looking murderous.

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