Hello people! If you haven't left me, hurray! Anyway, I might be going into Rin's perspective, and it might get crazier. I recently had a falling out with a friend I've had since 2nd grade, and we're...friends? Schoolmates? Ya know, it wasn't clear. And if anyone out there had YouTube, look up Rachie Circles cover and Jubyphonic Patchwork Staccato. These songs are awesome. Trust me. ('Trust the depressed fanfictioner' said no one ever) Now read on!
My Tears Won't Be Seen
Rin was berating himself. 'Why the ever-loving Hell did I reveal that? Now Mephisto will know how much of a freak I am.' Rin was walking towards the Cram School when he just stopped. 'Why am i even i even going to school. Ooh I should ditch! I'm sure everyone will notice!' Rin changed course and ran to his dorm. He snuck into his and Yukio's room and hid Kurikara in a fake board that no one knew about, then threw on a pair of black cargo pants, worn out sneakers, a blue tanktop, and a black hoodie. Rin then jumped from the window and ran to the fence, hopping over it with ease. 'Now where should i go?' Rin then had a lightbulb moment and said, "Angel's Haunting, of course!"
Time Skip because i have L.A.F. Disorder (Lazy As Fuck)
Rin looked at a building that was once a beautiful church. There was a tall gate that once had the words 'Believers of God are always welcome' but now, with some help, said, 'Not even God is invincible.' Rin remembered when he had met the girl who had put it up.
Flashback
A young Rin, around the age of 6, was staring at the 2 full grown men he had just beat up. Rin walked away, and found an abandoned church, and thought 'Well this is ironic, the 'Demon Child' has found a place of God,' but that didn't stop him from going in it.
He sat on one of the pews, which was made of a frozen blue soft fluffy velvet, and pulled something out of his pocket, 'Rin, no,' he thought to himself, 'you've made it 2 days clean. Just last the week.' However Rin knew that it was a losing battle. "Goddamnit!" he shouted, his shout echoing into the gigantic cathedral, him yanking the razor completely across his arm, blood dripping down at a stunning rate. Rin whimpered, trying not to cry at how long the cut was. It had reached from his wrist up to the middle of his fore-arm.
"What the- what the in the ever holy name of Hell happen to you?" a stunned voice in front Rin said. Rin looked up, and saw the girl. She was beautiful, with an ocean blue eye as well as a rose pink, ice cold looking blue/white hair, and caucasian skin. She had on a black leggings that had grey short-shorts, a red long-sleeved shirt, and black combat boots, which seemed right for her 10 year old looking self.
"Are you an angel?" were the first words out of Rin's mouth. The girl looked shocked, then laughed, the sound like a calming breeze to Rin, and said, "No, but my name's Angel. Welcome to Angel's Haunting."
Flashback end
Rin chuckled, a sound he hadn't heard in a while, and walked into the church. Inside, it was dark, which was to be expected, but still had enough light to see. Rin walked over to the crucifix that stood in front of the church, and walked behind it. 'Hmph, bet they didn't clean up Angel's blood,' Rin thought, and, true to his guess, Angel's blood was still there. Rin had thought he was ready for it, but even seeing it brought back the worst memory in his life.
Flashback
A young-ish Rin, about 10, was walking towards Angel's Haunting, holding Angel's hand. They had just gone out for ice-cream, to congratulate Rin on not cutting for a week, when Angel froze, and said, "Rinny, go through the backdoor, okay? Before you come in, I want you to count to 10, slowly, alright my piccolo angelo (1)?," "Ohhhkkkaaayyyy," Rin said apprehensively, slightly worried about how weird Angel had gotten, "Are you sure Angie?" Angel looked at Rin, and he saw true fear in her eyes.
"Piccolo angelo, listen to me, go through the back, stay hidden, count to 10 slowly before opening the door and coming inside. When you do, stay hidden. Do NOT come out, under ANY circumstances, do you hear me?" Rin nodded, slightly afraid of what had Angel so worried. Angel was about to let go of his hand, but stopped, pulling something from off her neck.
"My beautiful, beautiful piccolo angelo Rin, take this, and don't ever take it off, promise?" Rin was really scared, because the thing Angel had pulled off was a pure gold feather tied with a brown leather string. She had had it before Rin met her, and never took it off, ever. "Alright Angie, I promise," Rin said as he pulled it over his head.
Angel breathed a sigh of relief, and started walking into the church, while Rin took to go through the back doorway. He counted to 10, slowly, then eased open the door and hid behind some boxes Angel had placed there to keep anyone hidden from view, but could see the whole church, which Rin was grateful for, until that very moment. That moment he wished he could forget with every fiber, every nerve, every cell, in his body.
There Angel lay, her arms and legs bound to the ground, in what looked like a crucifix shape. She had blood coming out of her mouth, her 'Good Morning, I See the Assassins Failed' t-shirt ripped, her jeans, once a sky blue, now a dirty brown, and her hair out of its usual hair-tie.
There were three adults, one kid around her, and Rin recognized them all. They were the people at his church, Ryoko, Kai, and-. Rin had to suck in a breath when he saw the third person, who spoke to Angel, "I will ask one more time, who are you Demon!" Angel looked to where Rin was hiding, and said, "I am one who could have been a mother, who could have been a father, who could have done so much more, if she was never born." Angel gave a smile to Rin, then said, "I am the child of both a human and a demon. I have soul, yet have horns. It seems like you idiotic dumbasses of Exorcists forget that, don't you, Shiro Fujimoto?" Angel then looked at the kid, and said, "Oh, you brought a kid to see you kill a half-demon. Sorry piccolo angelo, but this kid is Oikuy."
Rin read the name backwards and thought, 'Yukio, no please God, Satan, no,' but Rin's prayers were in vain, because there was Yukio, with a poker face on. "Demon, we'll be sending you to back to Hell, so no need to torment any human any longer," Yukio spoke then said, "Father, can you do the exorcism now, we have to get back to the church soon, Rin'll be back in a half hour." Father Fujimoto then nodded, and said, "With the wings of God, may you feel your soul leave the Earthen Plain; May Raziel take pity and send you back to Hell," here Fujimoto, Rin could no longer call him 'Father', put his gun on Angel's heart, finishing the verse, and pulling the trigger.
Five minutes after all the exorcists had left, Rin ran from his hiding place and straight to Angel's side. "Oh dear God, Angel what do I do? What do I do?" Rin was in hysterics, when Angel said, "You listen to me Rin Okumura." Rin bent down right next to Angel and tried to remove her bonds, but couldn't. "My piccolo angelo-" here Angel coughed, more blood joining the huge puddle around her body, "-you keep that feather. Never show it to anyone, and never take it off." Here, Angel coughed again, and was starting to gasp for breath. "You- you are my successor, and if- no when I come back, meet me here. I'll- I'll see you then." And Angel took one last breath, and let it go.
Flashback end
From that day on, Rin was too afraid to go back to Angel's Haunting, because the memory would keep resurfacing. Rin walked back down, and sat on a pew facing the front, where the crucifix was that hid Angel's blood. "When are you coming back Angel? You said you'd come back, so where are you?" Rin spoke aloud, tears falling silently to the ground, him closing his eyes, looking up at the sky. So he didn't notice someone in front of him until they wiped his tears. Rin opened his eyes, and asked "Who are you?" he asked the girl, who looked 18 or 19. "Aww piccolo angelo, I didn't think I was gone that long," the girl said, her words ringing a bell in Rin. "Angel is it really, really you?" The girl, who looked just like Angel, but with longer hair, and different clothes, said "Yeah, how've you been, Rinny?"
Oh my god, I wanted to run away while writing this chapter. I love my Angel, and the fact that i had to kill her hurt. It physically hurt so fucking bad! And a shout out to TrinityAngel, who i got my Angel's name from, for being my best online friend. How ya doin' by the way? And thank you to all my wonderful wonderful reviewers who have continued me to write this story, Arigato! And thank you Hime of Hearts, because now i can get into Rin's persona a little more. Grazie!
Was little angel, as that's what 'piccolo angelo' means in Italian
And i don't know the church people's names so i made em up.
And if you like yaoi, or anime in general, look up Yuri! On Ice. The last episodes made me TT^TT cry so fucking harrrddd! And can you get me more anime? I'm afraid i've ran out and now i feel so alone. WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
