Chapter 3:
(Mika)
It was night time, and i was laying in the top bed with Lizzie under. I kept feeling wierd around her, i felt a stinging feeling in my gut. Like it was warning me or something. And i couldn't help but feel terrefied around her. She made me nervous, as if i always did something wrong. I probally did in her point of view. Just like Carol, whenever Lizzie or me called her mom in a mistake she got this look a sad look.
Maybe she had a daughter or son? That she lost or something. And even weirder, Lizzie somehow keeps calling her mom and she now just lets her. But when i do it she gets so mad. I rolled to my side, and froze when i heard the bed under me creak. Why was Lizzie getting up? Is she going to kill me? Oh god i'm scared.I held my breath when i heard her footsteps going out our cell. I than let go of the breath and tried to relax.
But in the back of my mind i knew that i wouldn't go to sleep again. I probaly never was going to sleep if she keeps sleeping in my room. Maybe i should move out? But with who could i move in? With Beth? No she keeps talking about how she going to get Carl. With Carol? Nope she scares me too. Eryn? No she shares her cell with her brother. So with who than? Okay i'm probaly just rushing this. I need to relax and try to get some sleep. If i still think the same tommorrow i could talk with someone about it right?
(Zach) LOL yep i'm going there
I woke up from another nightmare. It kept going to same way, seeing my family die again. The way the governer slit her wrist. My poor sister just 11 years old and HE killed her without any reason. I tried distracting myself by flirting with Beth but it didn't work. And she's in love with Carl anyway. So i tried drinking which only made it worse. I tried smoking it only made me feel sick. And i don't want to cut myself. My mother already did that to her self. And it would only remind me of her.
I got out of my bed. And walked my way out the prison. Letting my feet guide me to wherever i went. I didn't care. I just wanted to clear my mind. And walking or running was an easy way to get my frustration out. I felt numb, my mind not reaction to my body. My body just walking without warning me where i was going what i was going to do. And i wanted it too end. I wanted to think but i couldn't. Nothing was reacting. And i didn't know what was going on. I probaly shouldn't have taken those muscle relaxers. But how would i have fallen asleep? Suddenly i collapsed and fell asleep.
(Carl)
I woke up for the first time in forever from a dreamless sleep. I sat up and got dressed quickly. "You wanna play go fish?" Beth voice said. I turned around to see her with cards in her hands.
"Yeah sure" i said and sat down on the ground while she sat down on the ground. She started shuffeling the cards. After that she gave me five cards.I had two threes, a five, a 4 and a 2.
"You first" she said.
"You got any threes?" i asked and she nodded giving me one three.
"Do you have a 2?" she asked and i handed her my 2. After a while of playing i won 2 out of 3 times. And she suddenly had a serious look on her face.
"Carl i'm embaressed to ask this but did you ever kiss?" she asked, i was a little taken back. I shook my head letting her know that i hadn't. Why would she ask me this anyway?
"Do you want to get it over with?" Somehow she looked desperate. And i barely know that expression. So seeing that in her eyes made me wonder. Why did she wanted to kiss me? Did i wanted to kiss her? Probaly, but i'm not in love with her. I'm not in love with any girl around here. The girl that i once loved was gong and i was never going to see her ever again. Maybe if i kissed her i could feel the same again.
"What do i do?" i asked feeling nervous.
"Just relax and let me do the work" With that i shut up and watched her expression go from desperate to calm and hopefull. She slowly leaned forward. Scince this is my first kiss i didn't know what to do. I closed my eyes and it felt like forever before something soft touched my lips realising it where Beth lips. The sound of a gunshot flowed through the prison followed by a high pitched scream and hard sobbing. And i knew it was from Mika….
OMG i'm so sorry for not updating i really didn't know what to write but now i do and i am fully writing again. So i will try to update ASAP. Hope Ya'll enjoyed until the next time ;)
