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CHAPTER CONTAINS MATURE CONTENT!
Three years later
Hey everyone I know it been a while so let me update you on my life. Daniel is amazing and two months after he was born Randy found out and has stayed by us ever since. He is truly amazing trust me. A year later he left Sam and today is our one year wedding anniversary. Life has been nothing short of perfect my father finally came around and we are one big happy family.
YEAH RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!
Two months ago my father pasted away from a heart attack and even though I couldn't stand the bastard I had been staying with Matt. Yea Matt, a year after Daniel birth we got together and nothing could have been better in my life right now. I still over to Amy's sometime but she usually comes over here and never leaves. I swear she thinks that Danny is hers I think I saw him trying to breastfeed him one day. But that besides the point Matt has been all over the road after winning the WWE championship last May and although I am super happy for him because he truly does deserve it. It's just that I miss him …we miss him. It just been really hard, it times like these that I wonder what my life if I had listened to everything my parents had told me. Maybe if I listen I would be in this mess I would be the wreck I have become. But enough with the sad thoughts Matt's coming home today and I have been sitting on the couch watching Power Rangers for the last hour. I wiped the falling tears form my eyes, breaking into a smile when I heard the little voice I heard everyday.
"Mommy you ok?" I broke into a sad smile still walking to cry. Everyday he looked more and more like his father. Those big blue eyes and short brown hair, they were twins down to the funny sneaky personality.
"Yeah Im ok sweetie" I told him, he just looked at me unconvinced before smiling and going back to the TV. I took him drooling face as hint to leaving him and go to kitchen and cook something. Matt called awhile and told me that he was inviting some guys over. Most of them knew I had Danny and were pretty cool with it but no one knew that Randy was the father. Most just guessed he was Matt's which Matt was to mad about. I still haven't spoken to Randy and have successfully avoided him the two times he has been in town. Matt as well as Trish and Amy along with Jeff have been pushing me to tell him but I just could grow the set to tell him. Hopefully I can find a way to tell him this weekend. Yup it's a super show and that means most likely that he is going show up here. NO I know for a fact that he showing up Matt thought it to be a good person and let some of the wrestlers stay here. I was a big house with at least 6 extra bedrooms but still. Dave Batista, Shawn Michaels, Ken Kennedy, John Cena and of course Cena had to bring Randy along which MATT JUST LET HIM!
Two Hours Later
I was finally done and was just putting my instruments away when I heard Daniel scream when sent me dashing towards the door; he latched onto leg and didn't let go.
"What? What is sweetie?" I said panicky
"There is a swtranger at the door!" He said clawing into my leg. I picked him up and walked to the door my heart going faster and faster. I opened the door and in came in Dave Batista causing me to laugh and him to smile.
"ALLYRIEN! COME HERE!! LOOK AT YOU!" I put Danny on the ground, who hid behind my leg as I gave Dave a overdue hug.
"Dave, how have you been?"
"Pretty good still doing the wrestling thing, the kids are doing well and Angie there"
"Things not good between two?" I said sensing his blah-ness.
"Yea but it's not about that now." He then took notice of Danny who was just staring at him. "Who's that?"
"My son"
He looked at me and then back down at Danny surprised I swear he did it for a good five minutes before asking the dreaded question.
"Who's the father?"
My mind started to race hoping that the answer would come to me but luckily Danny saved me.
"Who are you?" Dave smiled at him and bent down to his level.
"Im Dave Batista, your mommy's friend" He looked up at me. "He seems familiar. Do I know the father?"
OK Ally now is the time the lie or the truth. Danny just kept looking at Dave trying to make sense of his presence. Danny didn't know most of the wrestlers because we don't let him watch it. Too violent for a baby
"Well do you plan on telling me?"
RING RING
I walked towards the phone dragging Danny with only because he sat on my foot and grabbed my leg refusing to let go. "Hello?"
"Hey Angel"
"Hey Mattie, Where are you? Dave's already here"
"I got held up at the airport so I might be a late. Im sorry"
"I know baby. I just really miss you"
"I do to I promise you I will make it up to you when I get home" His whispered seductively
"I'll be waiting. But get here soon okay.
"Baby you can live a few hours without me"
"No I can't but really what if he shows up I don't think I can do it alone"
"You won't be alone you will have Shawn and Hunter there with you"
"It's not the same. Baby"
"Look Honey I gotta go. Love you"
"Love you too Mattie" He said hanging up. I thanked God for that one. I looked down and saw that Danny was no longer there but in the living room with Dave showing him his new toys. I could only heard a bit but I could hear go on and on about Matt.
"And this one is the Red ranger. He is sooo cool"
"Really now? You don't think that Animal is cool?" Dave said playfully
"Umm no. Robert's dad said I look at lot like Rwandy Orton. Do you know him? I wanted to see but momma doesn't let we see westling" He said playing with his Randy and Undertaker toys. Dave's head immediately snapped up and looked at me. My heart really stopped beating. He said it. Damn it I was hoping Dave won't notice. He looked at me waiting for an answer.
"Well?" I was so nervous. Suddenly the floor board became very interesting while I tried making up some lie to get me out of this. Not that I could find one. "The truth, Allyrien, no excuses" Damn it was caught and looked at my shoes in defeat.
"Yeah, you know the father! Look at him!" Dave looked at Daniel closer and I saw his eyes widen to the size of Frisbees. Danny looked nothing like me dark brown hair, blue eyes and an olive complexion. You could tell that was Randy's kid.
"Randy's gonna kill you"
Dave and I had spoken and hadn't taken it as bad as I thought he would. I think he seem a bit happy. I definitely Danny was happy when Matt and Jeff aren't home there aren't many guys to play with that is not counting Amy. A few hours later and everyone was here except John and Randy with I was super happy about. Matt hadn't come home and it was about to be 9 way past Danny's bedtime. I put him in bed rest despite the yelling and pouting and of course those heartbreaking tears. Luckily I had Shawn to help me out. It was now about 9:30 and they were messing around with Danny's play dough while I was dancing like a whore that was on TV, when car lights stopping in front of the house distracted me from my fun. That could be very good or super bad. I got up from the floor and looked through the window at the familiar car…… It was super bad.
"He's here" I said watching Randy get his bag out of the car and telling John something that he just brushed off.
"Breath it's gonna be fine" Ken said rubbing my shoulders.
"Try convincing yourself first."
DING DONG
I walked to the door and the boys stayed still as if in slow motion I twisted the knob letting my past back in.
"ALLY!" John said giving me a hug and his luggage. "Thanks you're a doll"
"Oh yea thank you Johnny I missed you too" I said as he pasted me by. Leaving me and Randy face to face.
"Matt said it was ok. Maybe I should go"
"No its ok. Randy what happened was a long time ago? We can act like adults about this. Hi Randy. How have you been" I said putting on face of strength that I didn't possess, he seemed a bit shocked and anger?
"Fine and you?"
"Pretty good"
"You and Hardy huh?"
"Yea me and Hardy" I said letting the awkward silence seep in. This was replaced by Shawn, John and Dave trying to kick line and Shawn kicking a little too high hurting his manhood.
"SHIT SHIT SHIT!" That was followed by a lot of arguing that really didn't make any sense. I tried to shut them up trying to keep the three year old upstairs sleeping. Unsuccessful as in three seconds later Danny was on the stairs.
"SHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! IM AM TRYING TO SLWEEP PEOPLE!!! MOMMY THEY WOKE ME UP!!!!" I sighed and noticed that Randy immediately turned to me with anger and confusion in his face.
"SEE WHAT YOU DID!" I said going to put Danny back to bed which of course took awhile and getting him to close his eyes took even longer. And was not going to let the arguing downstairs wake up my child.
"IM TIRED OF THIS BULLSHIT!" Randy yelled pushing me out of way and going to music room. I don't think he knew that though. I saw the door knob turn as if he was going to come back out but he probably saw how stupid he would look and stayed inside.
"What the heck happened?"
"Randy was all upset about the kid and started to ask questions and Dave almost let it slip. Ken explained
"You told him!"
"No but im going to if you don't tell him"
"This isn't your decision. I am going to time him on my own time not your so butt out." I yelled
"It has been three years!!! HE HAS THE RIGHT TO KNOW!"
"IT'S MY LIFE!"
"NO IT'S NOT YOU HAVE A KID NOW IT NOT ABOUT YOU" The argument when on and on none of us noticing that Danny had woken up because of the noise and walked towards the most non-threaten thing he heard…the music.
Randy's POV
Those bastard how dare they say that! And now im in this stupid room, I wanted to kill, to hurt someone. How could she do this to me! Not that I had the right to complain I left him. She wasn't mine anymore, yet she was. It's hard to explain ever since Sam came back it wasn't the same I would find a way to think of him. Lately we have just been off and on but it think this time were over for good. The love of my life had a son. How? Better yet Who? Matt? No the kid looked to be about three or four and they just got together two years ago, Matt would never do that. Damn it who was it! I took the guitar that was sitting there and starting playing a song.
"You're good" a voice said.
Blue eyes stared at me. "Thanks" He walked closer and plopped himself on the couch sitting right next to me.
"I'm Danny. What your name?"
I sighed this kid just won't stop talking. "Randy-"
"Hey you wanna see my daddy? I got a picture, here look" He said hopping off and running to his room retrieving the picture. HELL why the hell why I want to see this to see the man that ruined any chance of me and Ally having a future. He came back with a big smile on his face, making the knot in my stomach even bigger, showing me the damned picture. But then, if I had been an old man I think I would have made a heart attack. It was my fucking face! It was my fucking face in the picture!
"T…That's your dad?"
"Yeah! You look a lot like him. Are you twins?
I watched Danny looking at the picture, longing. I didn't understand a thing now. We used protection. He couldn't be mine! But the more I look at him, the more I could see myself. I got up from the bed. I wanted an answer I was surely going to get one.
"Where ya going, mister?"
"Downstairs, just… just stay here"
She was going to give me an explanation! And right now! I need it right now!
Allyrien POV
I was alone after yelling all the guys. They all left to where I have no clue but it was just me and Danny… and Randy. He was now straight in my face and I was in the position I didn't ever want to come. He wanted the truth so screw it was gonna get it.
"When I found out I pregnant, your ass had already left! When was I supposed to tell you? You slept with me and left the next day!"
"You should have called me!" He was angry I could tell. This was what I was afraid of. What a wonderful reunion don't you think?
"You left me! You just went away and you're blaming ME, because you weren't there! For years I have stared at the note trying to remember what the hell I did wrong!"
"I would have come back if you told me!"
"I tried but then I found you had a fiancé! Yes I know and you know what I don't care! I was not going to feel guilty because I was the one to ruin Samantha happy life. She had nothing to do with this you screw up!"
"Oh don't pull that shit on me! Yes I had a fiancé one that left me!"
"And you thought past it on! You thought I would be your rebound girl! Not telling you was the best thing for all of us and you know! "
"No, it was the best for YOU! A good revenge right? I leave you and you; you don't tell me I'm a father! Bloody hell that was the perfect revenge! I miss almost four years of my OWN son life! Because you were angry!" He slammed his fist on the wall, leaving a crack.
"Want to know the truth? Yeah, yeah I'm happy! You went away like everyone else! But at least you gave me the only person who won't leave me! A son, a child! I didn't call you because I knew you would have told me to kill him! Wouldn't you have Randy?!?"
"I don't know! But I would have come back for sure! I would have come back and take my responsibility! I would have been there for you and Danny!" I swear I most choked when I heard his name come out of Randy's mouth.
"How do you know his name?"
"Because he told me! He showed me a picture of his dad! What a surprise when a saw MY face on the picture!"
"A surprise? Who did you think this kid came from!"
"I THOUGHT HE WAS JOHN'S!"
"John? Are you crazy? Are you blind? She's just like you!"
"YOU FUCKED HIM WHILE WE WERE GOING OUT! YEA ALLY DIDN'T THINK I HEARD I DID! HUNTER TOLD ME EVERYTHING!"
Hunter? Hunter? TRIPLE H!! THAT ASSHOLE! BUT RIGHT NOW I WAS DEALING WITH THE ONE IN FRONT ME. So he thought I screwed John. Well I was gonna make him believe.
"Maybe I did and what? I'm not your property Randy!"
"So you really fucked him?"
"I was so angry with you! He came to me! He was so sweet! He touched me like you never did! So I fucked him real hard! He put his dick into my mouth and I made him scream! And I screamed his fucking name! Happy?"
I was proud! There, the best lie I could get out of my mouth! I was so angry that I said the first thing that came to my mouth! But as I watched his face transformed into pure rage, I got scared. He grabbed me by the waist and put me off my feet. I was back to back with the wall. He put his leg between me and held me there, in rage.
"He fucked you" He said looking straight into my eyes and then doing the completely unexpected. He kissed me hard. I could feel the blood coming from my lips, but I couldn't help the moans that escape my mouth when his hand came between my legs. It had been so long.
"Can he make you moan like that? Can he?"
He kissed my neck; leaving marks I'm sure. His hands were everywhere. I had missed his touched. I moan again.
"Can you feel me" I could feel his cock on me getting me excited as well.
"OH MY GOD! OH LORD IM SO SORRY!"
I opened my eyes to see Dave, taking Shawn by the collar, who was just there with his mouth hitting the floor, all red in the face looking at us. Randy dropped me to my feet and looked at me. Dave went away has fast as he had came in.
"Is he really my son?"
I could lie to him anymore. It was time for the truth. "Yeah" He just nodded before walking away and stopping.
"Did you really fuck John?"
"No" He nodded and finished walking away leaving me crying on the floor.
Randy's POV
I watched Danny from the crack in my door. I wanted to come in and hugged him, try and know him, but I was scared. Was he thinking like Ally too? Did he think I abandoned him? I was nervous, would he want me has a father? I took a deep breath and came into the room. His big eyes met mine and smiled.
"You my daddy right? You not his twin" He was brilliant. He must have got that from Allyrien. He was nervous too, I could tell by the way he couldn't stop playing with the picture and looking around, like his mom. I smiled at him. I was still standing in the doorway.
"Yeah. Yeah I am" I was proud to say this, I didn't even know why. Maybe because he was beautiful and brilliant... no, it was because he was my son. He smiled at me; a huge smiled and ran to me, he hugged my leg. I didn't know what to do. So, for once, I followed my instinct. I bent down and took him into my arms. I hugged him tightly. I closed my eyes and tasted the moment. He felt so fragile. He was so little, I was scared to break him, just like him mom. I towards the couch and he looked at me sadly.
"What's wrong?" I found myself asking.
"W...did you leave mama because of me?" I stared at him, not believing what he had said. How could a three years old thought that? How could he, my own son, think that? How could he think I leaved because of him? I didn't even know he was coming!
"No, I didn't even know you were come..."
"OK"
"Why do you asked?" He seemed unsure, like he was going to tell me something he wasn't supposed to tell me, but if he were anything like me, he would say it. I really hoped he would.
"B..Because I heard mama cry all the time and Allyrien and Twish was always telling him that you would come back." I could see the tears in him eyes now. How could he feel like that? He wasn't even supposed to understand why him mom was crying! My heart gave a beat of protestation seeing my son like that. I felt bad, really bad for all the trouble, questions I cause him...the pain I cause Allyrien. I took him into my arms, but still, he didn't cry, just like me."
"If I had known you were coming, I would have stayed, Danny. It wasn't your fault, or your mother. It was mine. I had a dream and I wanted it to come true. Don't cry over this baby, everything's fine now, I'm gonna stay."
"Promise? Promise you won't leave again?"
"I promise." He smiled at me and hugged me tight. I was happy right at the moment. My fight with Allyrien was long forgotten. All that matter now was this little thing clutching my shirt, like if I was life itself. I was a dad.
"Daddy?"
My heart gave a beat of appreciation. I liked being called ''Daddy''.
"Yeah?"
"Can I sleep with you?"
"Yeah." I carried him to my room and put him into bed and looked at him. I knew he had questions and I was going to answer them, all. But I closed the lights; I didn't want him to see my face when I answered.
"Papa, did you love mom?" Did I love Allyrien? Did he really ask me this? Hadn't Allyrien told him about our time together?
"Yes, I love your mom a lot." I could picture my son smiling at this. But it was a long time ago, I didn't know if I still loved Allyrien.
Allyrien POV
I was downstairs, in the spot were Randy just left me. The bastard, I was not the one with the entire fault! It was all his for God sake! He had leaved me, never leaving a fucking note, like a coward! He didn't care! He was too much preoccupied by himself!
I started to pace, knowing he was with Danny. He was surely asking all of him questions to him now, and those I couldn't answer.
He had hurt me, hurt me really badly.
He had left me a child to remember him. I love my son with all my heart, I'd give my life for him, but he was so much like him. It hurt just seeing him. The way he talked, the way he laughs, the way he frowned, everything! Not that I would admit this to anyone but I hated him when he first opened him eyes. I didn't want to see him for a week. Why? Because he had stared at me with his eyes. Eyes more blue then the sky itself. Fantastic eyes. If he would have had my eyes, I could have taken it, but no, he had his. Now I know it was stupid, but then it wasn't. With his eyes, it would be his soul too. My mom always told me that when you have your parent's eyes, you have their soul in you.
Take me for example. I have my freaking father eyes. Each time my mom looked at me when I was young, she always cried, she keep telling me my dad was in my eyes. I thought she was stupid. Not now. Randy was in Danny's eyes. I walked up stairs and stopped at the door looking at how Randy looked down on He was looking at him with so much love that my heart almost stopped. A tear felt from my eyes. What I've I done? I kept those two apart because I was angry and too proud. I was too proud to let Randy go. I stole Danny from him. I stole Randy from him. I walked back into my room, falling on the bed crying.
(Well there we go ladies and gentlemen chapter 3. Thank Dragon for help me with this. Please review)
