Disclaimer: Roses are red, violets are blue, I don't own Gravitation so please don't sue.
GothicYuki: waves I'm back. smiles Ummm hell I thought I would go for another chapter this week, after all people wanted to hear more when it was only one chapter. pulls out a yaoi paddle But... puts it down I feel a little sick right now... so I will save that for after the chapter. weak smile I always seem to get sick. But that isn't going to stop me from this fanfic, dramatic pose On with the fanfic!
Chapter 3: Where I feel safe...
Shuichi's POV
My feet thumped down as I ran down the hall of the apartment. I couldn't stop crying, couldn't stop running, couldn't stop this pain that was screaming at me. After getting down the stairs, I rushed out the double doors, onto the cold damp street. The rain had stopped but it was still below 30. I shivered as I pulled on the jacket that I happened to grab of off Hiro's couch. I don't even know why I did it, it wouldn't matter if I got worse anyways. It didn't matter if I ended up in the hospital with phenomena. But even though I didn't care about these things happening to me, I wished that I would have grabbed slippers or something for my feet. The cold of the sidewalk felt like needles and it left a burning pain that I felt everytime I took a step. Hiro was going to come after me some time soon, so I turned down the narrow alleyway that was closest to me. I didn't know that the cold could be so painful to the human skin. Not that I wanted to learn this in the first place, but there is nothing that I could do now. I could barely see what was in front of me cause my tears were blocking my view. I came to a stop and tried to wipe my eyes free of them, but they wouldn't stop coming. My hand came down to my cheek and I gasped at the pain it held. The scene replayed in my head, and my body started to shake. Why? Do I really make everyone that angry? Am I losing everyone?!
Once again I tried to wipe away my tears, but, still they wouldn't stop. I felt so frustrated with myself, so confused. I wanted more than ever to cry in Yuki's arms. There it was warm, and his strong arms surrounding me made me feel safe, made me feel like I could take on the world. But without him, I feel like nothing.
I heard foot steps coming from behind me. I guess Hiro found me, and it this point I don't know what I would do. Either he hates me, or I said something that I shouldn't have.
I chuckled, "Well you found me..."
I foot steps stopped and there was no doubt that there was someone behind me. My eyes finally cleared and I saw darkness before me. The night air whispered through the cracks of the tall walls. Before I could turn around I felt something hard hit my back, and I cried out in pain before I flew to the ground ahead. My body bounced as the hit the cement, and a sharp pain flowed through my chest, and next thing I knew I was having problems breathing. I tried to scream but a gloved hand covered my mouth, and I went into a state of panic. This is not Hiro! Another hand tugged at my hair and my hands were pulled behind me. What is happening?! I tried to scream but it was no good, my eyes clouded up once again as I felt something thick snake around my wrists. Then with a swift kick I was on my back. Finally my mouth was free, but I didn't react quickly enough, once again the glove hand returned. I heard a loud tearing sound, and laughing. But I couldn't bring myself to open my eyes. Quickly the fleece hand moved and then something sticky took it's place. Duck tape! I finally opened my eyes to reveal two men crouching beside me. I couldn't make out their faces, but I could see their smiles. Finally the water absorbed all the way through my jacket and my shirt, and the stinging pain started all over again. I felt a hand run down my side, and then I snapped.
NO not again! Not again!
My legs started to go crazy hoping to make contact with one of them. Firm hands gripped my ankles, and I felt nails dig into my flesh. I felt my shorts being pulled from me and I kept screaming "Please stop, no... please!" But all that happened was the tape vibrating against my lips making them feel numb. A cold hand ran down the inside of my thigh, and I panicked more.
"Please stop, I'm begging you!"
More sounds, sounded like a zipper. Oh god please not again!
"Yuki...!" I sobbed more, "Hiro...!"
Please don't let this happen again.
I tried pulling free of the rope that bided my wrists together, but no use. Now I tried my best to scream nonstop. Someone please, please, help me...
I heard a loud cry and then a body fell limp on top of mine. I sobbed more, what the hell was happening? A blood chilling scream filled the night air next and my ears were filled with a loud pounding sound. It continued, then, thud, something hit the ground next to me. Weight lifted off my chest, and thud something hit the ground again.
"Shuichi!?"
H-Hiro! Slowly the tape was removed from my mouth, and the tight rope fell from my wrists. Something warm wrapped around me, and I couldn't bare it. Grabbing a hold of the warmth I started to sob all over again.
"This is all my fault..." More warmth and then I heard sobbing other than my own. His arms wrapped around my body grew tighter, and my arms reached out from beyond the blanket and wrapped themselves around his waist. For the first time that night I felt safe. Slowly he pulled away and wrapped the blanket fully around me. Then ever so carefully I was scooped up in his arms.
The nightmare was over.
GothicYuki: Now everyone say damn, cause you know you didn't see that coming. Why do I have to make things tragic, and filled with drama, I couldn't tell you. But doesn't it make an interesting chapter. By the way I have no hate for Shu-chan, but out of the two boys I think he would be the weakest when it came to something like this. Nothing but love babe, just trying to make it interesting. shrugs See ya next chapter. walks off
