Chapter 3

Siena Gilbert's POV

We all sat in the living room with our coffee mugs in our hands. Stefan and Elena sat side by side on the couch, Bonnie sat on the chair facing Damon and Caroline who were squished in one chair while I sat on the floor.

"I can't believe Tanner let you on the team, Tyler must be seething but good for you" Caroline said and Damon nodded"That's what I always tell him, you have to engage, you can't just sit there and wait for life to come to you, you have to go get it" Damon added while Stefan glared at him.

"Yeah Elena and Siena weren't very lucky today, its only because you missed summer camp" Caroline said and I almost lunged for her, I mean she knew we missed summer camp because our parents passed away.

"I don't know how you're ever gonna learn the routines" Caroline continued while Elena and I shared a look.

"I'll work with them, they'll get it" Bonnie cut her off and I smiled at her which she returned.

"I guess we can put them in the back" She said and I turned and fully glared at her.

"You both don't seem like the cheerleading type Siena and Elena" Damon said "It's just because her parents died, yeah I mean they're just going through a blah faze, they used to be way more fun and I say that with complete sensitivity" She continued and I jumped from my place glaring at her and picked up the mugs that were done with.

"Yeah I can hear your sensitivity" I hissed at her.

"Where are you going?" Caroline asked me and I huffed and turned towards her "If I don't leave now your face will be purple, bruised and smashed in a couple of minutes" I hissed at her and she looked shocked and a bit scared since she knew I would do it, she witnessed it when Elena was bullied or her or bonnie and I would beat the bully to pimp and then I would get suspended for a week.

I glared at her one last time and stormed into the kitchen.

I was cleaning up the dinning table and washing the dishes when Damon came in.
"One more" he said smirking while holding up a glass, I forcefully smiled at him and thanked him while reaching out for it when it slipped out almost crashing into the ground when he caught it with a swift and fast move. I chuckled as he handed it back to me smirking.

"Nice save" I replied and took the glass out of his hand.

"I like you, you know how to laugh and your sister makes Stefan smile and so do you and that's something I haven't seen in a very long time" Damon said.

"I heard you speaking before I left, did you mean Katherine and Victoria?" I asked as I re-called his conversation with Stefan as he said "The last thing I want to do is bring them up".

"Elena caught me up on the Katherine, Victoria, Stefan thing you told her" I said shrugging.

"Umhm" Damon replied as I gave him a plate and he placed it in the dish washer.

"How did they die?" I asked and he seemed to zone out for a bit "Fire, tragic fire" he replied. "Recently?" I asked "Seems like yesterday" Damon replied not answering my question.

"What were they like?" I asked

"They are beautiful, Victoria is a lot like you in that department, they are also very complicated and selfish, at times not very nice but sexy and seductive, Victoria is pretty mean and is the oldest and Katherine follows her every word but Victoria can be quiet sweet and a smarty pants" Damon replied and I raised my eyebrow at his explanation.

"It sounds like you loved Victoria more" I replied "So which one of you loved them first?" I asked smirking while handing him a plate.

He chuckled and took the plate placing it in the dishwasher "Nicely deduced, ask Stefan. I'm sure his answer differs from mine" he continued and closed the dishwasher as every plate was loaded.

I smiled and we had that moment of awkward silence.

"I'd quit cheerleading if I were you" Damon said sitting on the stool by the breakfast counter.

"Why do you say that?" I asked "Oh I saw you at cheerleading practice, you looked miserable" he said and I sighed "You saw that?" I asked "Am I wrong?" he asked.

"I used to love it mostly because of mom and dad cheering us on and well I never tried out for cheerleading in the first place Elena, Caroline and Bonnie dragged me into it but it's different this year. Everything that used to matter doesn't anymore" I replied.

"So don't let it, quit, move on, problem solved tada" He said causing me to crack a smile.

"If Elena was here she would say somethings could matter again buutt, it seems a little un-realistic to me" I replied. He smiled "Are you a magician, or a mind reader?" he asked laughing "No, but I guess we have the same thinking" I said chuckling.

"I'm sorry" I sighed and he looked up with curiosity and confusion while he raised his eyebrow "About Victoria and Katherine, you lost them too" I said and he looked shocked and I noticed he wanted to say something but his mouth was moving like a fish, it was opening and closing and opening and closing.

"Hey need some help?" Bonnie and Elena asked as they came into the kitchen. Damon recovered from his shock and smiled at them "Sure why not" he said and after a few moments he went back to the living room.

"I'm worried about Jer, Siena" Elena said and I nodded.

"I know you are but just remember he just lost his parents both" I said "We needed you Siena and you weren't there" Elena said tearing up. I sighed "Where were you?" she asked angrily "It's none of you business Elena and this soo not the right time to talk about this" I said and Bonnie bit her lip from saying anything.

Suddenly Caroline came in and started doing the dishes. I looked at her with wide shocked eyes.

"Are my eyes deceiving me or is the Caroline Forbes doing dishes" I said and Bonnie laughed.

"I decided to see if you needed help" she replied in a monotone voice. "Uhuh" I replied.

"Bye" I said as Stefan, Damon, Caroline and Bonnie left our house.

"Is it time to talk yet?" Elena said and I sighed "Yeah, we wanna know where you've been" Jenna added.

"Tomorrow" i replied "You keep doing this, you keep postponing it" Jeremy replied.

"Jer I'm tired" I replied and headed up stairs to change in my pjs and got to bed.

I heard someone throwing small rocks on my window causing me to get up and I saw Tyler grinning up to me which made me laugh.

I tiptoed downstairs and opened the door for him.

We started making out by the stairwell and I removed my pj shirt leaving me in my bra and he removed his shirt and suddenly it was Damon instead which causing me to scream and jolt from my dream.

I sighed and drank the glass of water beside me and fell back on to the fell as darkness took over me.

I got out of my shower and wrapped a fluffy towel around my body securely and quickly towel died my hair. I got out of the bathroom with my hair dripping wet as I looked down at my newly made bed where my cheerleading uniform sat.

I noticed a crow perched up on my open window and I noticed it yesterday as well when I jolted from my dream.

I looked at it and suddenly felt uncomfortable to change in my room. I grabbed my sailor shorts and a striped red and white shirt. I used my lovely diva red MAC lipstick and Maybelline mascara while I added a bit of foundation from Benefit. (What she was wearing is in the picture above).
I added my lovely and favourite black biker boots and my black leather jacket to block the cold during the game which is at night.

"You too?" Jenna asked as she came into my room "What do you mean?" I asked as I picked up my bag "Elena isn't wearing her cheerleading uniform as well" She replied "Really? I knew it" i said chuckling.

"I guess twins think alike huh?" Elena asked with a smile on her face as she leaned on to the door frame. I noticed the bathroom door was open and I could see Jeremy taking out a small bag, that looked like pot from his shoe.
"Jeremy" I warned storming into his room and slammed the door behind me so Elena and Jenna won't see.

"Come on Siena, please I need to get my buzz" he said slightly pouting and then cracked an innocent smile.

"No that innocent smile isn't gonna work on me Jer" I replied glaring at him with my arms crossed.

"Ugh, don't be like Elena" he replied rolling his eyes as he stuffed the pot in his pocket.

"No, enough is enough Jer, you're gonna get buzzed but it's gonna wear off. The pain will still be there and you'll feel it no matter what okay? This isn't a solution I don't want you to end up as one of the creepy kids memorial page in a year book because of an overdose Jer. You mean the world to me, you're my little brother, my little Jerbear" I said and cracked a small smile at the nickname that I used to call him when he was little.

"Then why weren't you here?" he asked me angrily I sighed and sat on the bed and patted an empty spot beside me for him to sit on.

"Look Jer. I found a letter from mom and dad, it stated to leave and study in a school just outside Mystic Falls. I don't know why they asked me this but I did because I needed some kind of closure and Dad used to go there when he was my age.

Now do you get why I had to leave, I had to leave because I was getting suffocated I couldn't handle it and if I couldn't handle myself how am I supposed to help you and Elena?" I said and grabbed him into a hug.

"I didn't leave because I didn't want to help you guys, I just needed to leave Jer" I whispered into his head of hair.

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