Chapter 3 A Battle With his Mind
Nepeta woke up the next morning with an uneasy feeling. She opened her eyes to see Gamzee staring down at her.
"RISE AND MOTHER FUCKING SHINE" Gamzee screeched as he wrapped his hands around her throat, squeezing the air away from her. Nepeta tried to scream, and thrashed around, but to no avail. Gamzee's face contorted into an almost impossibly large smile as he let out a bone chilling cackle. Nepeta had only one option left. She put her arms between his and forced his elbows outwards, allowing her to bash her head against the bridge of Gamzee's nose. Even with his unnaturally high tolerance for pain he had to admit, that fucking hurt. He let go of Nepeta and grabbed his now bleeding nose.
"THAT MOTHER FUCKING HURT BITCH!" Nepeta scrambled out of the reach of Gamzee's chains, panting uncontrollably. "i'm clawfully sorry nepeta,." Nepeta looked puzzled. "that wasn't very mice of me was it?" Gamzee twisted his nose to each side, as he did there were two loud pops signifying that the small bones had been shifted back into place. "I WAS JUST KITTYING AROUND!" Nepeta was more scared than ever. Gamzee was getting worse and she was unable to help him. Further more she wasn't sure that she could protect herself from him as she had promised.
"Gamzee, this isn't you, please stop acting like this." Nepeta pleaded.
"how the mother fuck do you know who i am?" Nepeta didn't respond. "I SAID HOW THE MOTHER FUCK DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM? i don't even know who i am any more, but the voices mother fucking do. THE VOICES MOTHER FUCKING KNOW EVERYTHING! and now they are getting the mother fucking respect that they deserve. NOW THEY ARE GETTING THE MOTHER FUCKING RESPECT THAT THEY DESERVE! too long have i suppressed them, with that mother fucking poison. THAT SHIT IS MOTHER FUCKING POISON!" Nepeta was unable to process any of this. What was Gamzee talking about? Is the slime poison?
"I'm… I'm not going to talk to you any more." Nepeta stated as she turned the other direction. She then pulled a steak out of her Sylladex and began to cook it. Gamzee began to test his chains by yanking on them. Fortunately he could not break them.
A while later after the steak was cooked Nepeta sat herself down and was about to enjoy her meal, but just as she was about to sink her teeth into the tender meat she heard. "i'm hungry too." She couldn't let Gamzee starve, but she also didn't know if should go anywhere near him after the way he had been acting.
"You can't have any until you say please." Nepeta said hoping to maybe bring back a little bit of the old Gamzee.
"GIVE ME YOUR MOTHER FUCKING STEAK… please." Nepeta sighed then tore the steak in half. She walked over to Gamzee, and held the steak out in front of him. "you know what would go great with this." Gamzee said not taking the steak.
"What?" Nepeta asked exasperated. Gamzee grabbed her out reached hand and yanked her towards him then groped her crotch with his other hand.
"SOME PUSSY FROM A PUSSY :O)" Nepeta punched his temple then broke free of his grip and threw the steak on the ground in front of him. "LEARN HOW TO TAKE A MOTHER FUCKING JOKE BITCH!" Gamzee said while grabbing the temple Nepeta hit.
"What's wrong with you Gamzee? Please let me help."
"you want to know what's wrong with me? I'M MOTHER FUCKING BROKEN! dysfunctional at my mother fucking core. no matter how you try to help you can never change that. BECAUSE I MOTHER FUCKING LIKE IT THS WAY."
"What happened to the old Gamzee?" Nepeta demanded.
"I MOTHER FUCKING ATE HIM! that's right you heard me. I SWALLOWED THAT MOTHER FUCKER WHOLE, AND NOW. and mother fucking now, i am here to take his place, but lets talk about something else shall we. LIKE HOW YOU'RE GOING TO MOTHER FUCKING UNCHAIN ME."
Nepeta shook her head. "That's not going to happen."
"i wonder what equius might say about that, after all. HOW DARE YOU DENY THE HIGH BLOOD! does that sound about right. hell if i say jump, he says how high, and on what. THAT MOTHER FUCKING SHIT STAIN WORSHIPS THE GROUND I MOTHER FUCKING WALK ON! so what do you think your moirail is going to say about you not doing what ever i mother fucking say?" Nepeta turned away and started to eat her steak, trying to ignore him. "oh but it doesn't end there does it? right now that perverted mother fucker is probably masturbating to the thought of you and i trapped in this cave together. all alone, with no one else to talk to. WHY THE MOTHER FUCK DO YOU THINK HE'S TAKING SO LONG TO GET HERE? he wants us to fuck, you know i'm right. he wants nothing more than for you to jump my bone. SO WHY DON'T YOU? WHY DON'T YOU FUCK M-." Nepeta kicked Gamzee right in gut ending his sentence abruptly.
"You are going to stop talking now." Nepeta said, feet and fists ready to hit Gamzee again.
"ha ha and how exactly are you going to-" Nepeta began beating Gamzee furiously and viciously. When she finally finished Gamzee spat out a tooth along with some blood. He stared up at her with a scowl but said nothing.
"Now unless you're going to apologize or say something nice you are not aloud to talk." Nepeta turned and walked away again. Gamzee got back up to his knees.
"you think beating me is going to fix me? NOTHING IS GOING TO MOTHER FUCKING FIX ME." Nepeta sighed and turned around.
"There's one thing I haven't tried yet." She kneeled down to his level staring him dead in the eye.
"are you going to hit me again?" Nepeta shook her head.
"No, you've made it clear, that won't work" Nepeta said as she placed her hand on his cheek.
"what the mother fuck is this, what are you going to-" Nepeta cut Gamzee's sentence short once more, but this time with a kiss. The very second they locked lips, Gamzee's heart skipped a beat. Nepeta then walked away without saying anything. The rest of the day Gamzee sat there in confusion with his head tilted to one side or the other.
That night Gamzee stayed up long after Nepeta had falling asleep. "WHO THE MOTHER FUCK DOES THIS BITCH THINK SHE IS!" Gamzee thought to himself. "why does she think she can help me? can she help me? NO THAT'S COMPLETE MOTHER FUCKING BULLSHIT! then why don't i want to hurt her, and what was up with that kiss. WHAT HAS THAT BITCH DONE TO ME! she can't fix me. SHE CAN'T MOTHER FUCKING FIX ME! why does she even care?" Gamzee glared at Nepeta. Then he turned away in disgust, only to turn back a moment later. He clenched his fists and looked down. "what is wrong with me." He said out loud.
