A/N: So here it is, a little later then I planned. I hope it was worth the waiting. After this there will be one more chapter, I think the story will be ready after that. I'm planning on making a lemon out of it. If you have and more ideas, just let me know, it's always useful. I haven't got many reviews on my previous chapters, so hopefully I'll get more for this. Let me know what you like/dislike. Have fun reading! Gemma xx
Disclaimer: everything about Twilight belongs to Stephenie Meyer, but I bet you guys knew that already ;)
Alice's POV
"Alice! Jasper!" Carlisle yelled from downstairs.
I was a little scared, I can't deny that. But you can't blame me: it was my first time in a fight except from what happend with James (if you can call that a fight). Suddenly I felt two musceld arms around my waist. "Do you want me to calm you down a little, honey?"
All I wanted to do was rap my arms around his neck, snuggle in his chest and never move again. But I had to stay strong, for Jasper. He had other things to focus on right now.
"I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me" I said. I hated lying to him so much. Like he could read my mind, he said: "You don't have to lie to me Alice. I want to help you" "Jasper, you teached our family andthe werewolves how to fight, despite you past. Believe me, you are helping."
He took my face in his hands and kissed me on my lips and said: "I don't mean the fight Ali, I mean you. I want to help you" Suddenly I felt calming waves over me. I tried to ignore it, but as always it didn't help. "Look honey, I don't mind if you calm me down now, but you have to promise me one thing, ok?" He looked at me with a questioning look on his face. "Just tell me darlin'"
"When we're fighting, you just have to forgot about me. You have to focus on other things than protecting me, especially when I can protect myself."
Jasper's POV
No. She couldn't expect me to just forget about her when there would be newborns all around trying to kill her! Even with her visions it wouldn't be save! Alice knows losing her is my biggest fear. She's the only thing in life that really matters to me. Without her I would be nothing, I would just be like I was before: a depressive, sick murder.
"You know I can't" I said, looking at my feet. "I don't mean you can look at me or check on me sometimes, but just not being as overprotective as you normally do" She gently took my face in her hands: "And I promise that after that you can do anything with me what comes in your mind"
I knew she probably would let me do that anyways, althought it sounded good. No, a voice in my head said. This is not the right moment to only think about how much I wanted her body. It's Alice's safety we're talking about! "You know I can't" I said, trying to stay calm.
"You always say you can't do something, you should get les insecure about yourself Jazz" Okay, she definatly didn't get me. "I'll say it different: I don't want do just ignore you and don't care about you. I love you Alice, and I would never let anything happen to you" Why can't she just understand that!? I cupped her face in my hands: "I won't think only about you, okay? That's all I can promise"
"I'll be fine, trust me" She looked to me with her eyes focused on something else and smiled: "and I'm pretty sure everyone will be after the fight"
We walked to the diningroom where everyone except for Edward and Bella were waiting for us. I held her hand the whole way to the field, I couldn't let her go. I knew it was going to be hard to see her fight, but it was worser then I expected.
About an half hour later everyone was ready and Alice said they would be here in another 30 minutes. We stood with a tree together. "Alice, I want you to listen very careful right now. I know you can take care about yourself, but if you would get in trouble or just need some help or something, you know I'm right there for you. I know what you said but I'll be holding an eye on you, just to be sure. And don't forget I love you, okay?" She smiled and said "okay, but you should know I'll be holding an eye on you too" She wincked: "And I love you too" Then Alice kissed me softly on the lips and I knew it for sure: I was ready for the fight.
