I had troubles writing the start of this series. So, I looked at a story called "Don't Make Me Stop" and sort of used it as a template. However, it was only temporary and I still changed it up quite a bit from the template! A lot, in fact! The ending of the last chapter and the rest of the story from here on out are all mine (no more template)! This is completely all my writing!

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My eyes simply stare at the door that had been closed right in all our faces. For a moment, we are all deathly still. No one daring to say a word.

However, that was short lived.

I grab the door handle and twist it, but to no avail. Rin must have locked it from the other side.

"Rin?" I shout. "Rin! Open the door!" I plea, my voice sounding almost broken. The rest of the cram students seem to snap out of their daze.

"What the hell was that?" Bon asks, his eyebrows furrowing. At first, I thought he was going to say something snide.

"I- I thought demons had no feelings." Konekomaru speaks, although he seemed to say what was on everyones mind at the time.

I had stopped shaking the door handle. I step back and kick the door handle repeatedly until it broke off. The dorms were pretty old, so it didn't take much force. I look back at the rest of them.

Shiemi's eyes shone with tears, but said nothing.

Izumo seemed to look nervous, or distraught, which honestly surprised me because she is usually devoid of emotion.

The Kyoto group seemed rather shocked about the event. They probably hurt him the most, but they refuse to see that. Konekomaru in particular seemed to want to get out of here more than before.

I push the door open finally, "Rin?" I call out again. However, he was nowhere to be seen. I turn off the faucet and look around the bathroom.

"The window, he must've climbed out the window!" Bon exclaims, which again surprised me. Was Bon starting to care about how Rin was?

As if he had read my mind, he says: "Maybe we were an asshole to him. Even a demon doesn't deserve to be treated like that."

"You guys are all ignorant like the rest." Izumo finally says. "Even though he is a demon, he is also half human. He has human emotions like the rest of us." She says.

"Okay!" I say, knowing that would probably lead to bickering between the two students. I peer out the bathroom window.

Shattered, completely. I look up and see blood on the roof overhang.

"He must have climbed up on the roof!" I say aloud to the rest of them. "I'm going up, I want everyone else to stay in the kitchen until I return." I say, quickly jogging out of the bathroom and heading towards the stairs to the roof. I hear grumbles behind me, people saying they should maybe come too.

I open the door and step onto the roof. Looking around, I see no one. "Nii-san?" I shout out. I walk forward a bit and that's when I finally see it. The huge amount of blood puddled in the middle of the roof.

I bend down, it's still new. I look off to the side, tears welling up and threatening to fall down my face. I grit my teeth and wipe my eyes quickly. Then I see the trail of blood and where it leads to.

The edge of the roof.

"He couldn't have... Nii-san?" My voice comes out barely a whisper. I stand and slowly walk towards the edge of the roof.

Even from here, I can see it all. Even from four stories up in the sky, I can see the amount of it.

The crumpled body...

The tree he lay under...

The amount of blood...

My voice hitches in my throat and I suddenly feel like throwing up. "Rin!" I shout, sprinting inside and down the stairs past everyone. "Shiemi, come with me!" I say, thinking he familiar could be useful.

However, everyone else comes too.

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My body aches, my head feels like someone took a sword through it, my leg feels like there is something lodged in it.

Oh wait, there is.

Those were the thoughts I woke up too. I couldn't open my eyes yet, but I could smell the grass I was laying on and all my blood.

"I'm sorry, grass. You don't even deserve to be tainted by the spawn of Satans blood." I say, delirious. Thats when another smell hit my nose, well, more than one.

I open my eyes to see Yukio standing in front of me, his face riddled with concern.

"Hey Yukio, lunch is in the fridge and the-" then I realize the open area I was in and the crumpled position I lay.

"Rin, did you just... try to commit suicide?" He asks, his jaw set firmly. However, I can see he was fighting back tears.

I sit up with a huge groan, the bleeding had stopped at least. My body still felt like someone had hit me with a wrecking ball though.

"Did I what?" I ask, then I remember what happened.

The bathroom.

The cuts.

Everyone saw.

I jump to my feet, but my legs buckle and a fall back on the tree. I lean on it, seeing everyone from the cram school.

Everyone seemed genuinely worried for me, well some more than others. Konekomaru still looked like he could shit his pants any moment.

Probably all a lie, they're probably faking it. Yukio probably told them to try and look worried so I wouldn't feel bad.

"No, I didn't try to kill myself. I tried to escape from all you." I spat blood on the ground in front of them and glare at all of them.

Yukio looks hurt from that remark, oh well. He told me I should kill myself on the first day of cram school. He's probably secretly wishing I did.

"None of this is your business." I state, feeling more stable now. My body still hurt like hell, but I could probably get away if I wanted. "None of you cared, and you probably still don't. This is all a charade isn't it?"

There was no answer, just shocked faces. Of course, because I was right.

"I knew it." I mumble. "None of you will ever understand what I've been through. Don't even try. Just leave me alone, like you have been for the past month or so."

I look at them all. Wait, where is Bon? Probably didn't care enough. Yukio finally had tears brimming in his eyes, which made me feel bad immediately.

I need to get out of here, I need to escape everyone.

I turn to leap away, but instead I was pinned down. Bon had me lying on the grass on my stomach, restraining my hands from myself.

"Let go!" I shout, squirming. My body felt like actual Hell.

"I'm sorry, Rin!" Shiemis soft voice spoke, after hearing all that she had started crying too. Her familiar, Ni on her shoulder. She got her familiar to summon some herbs to help stop bleeding and infection.

"Get away from me!" I shout, squirming again. Someone had taken the makeshift bandages off my ankle and arm. However, everyone ignored me. Just as fucking usual it seemed.

"There's still glass in his leg." Shima observed.

"I'll tend to his arm while you take the glass out, Yukio!" Shiemi says, already tending to his arm.

I can't see what Yukio's response was, I was looking over at Bon. He seemed to be struggling keeping me pinned down. Good.

I guess Yukio agreed, because my ankle suddenly felt like it was being sawed in half.

Half an hour later

After many, many cuss words, mutliple screams of agony, the occasional combustion into blue flames, I finally got the glass out of my brothers leg. Everyone seemed worried to go near him now, especially after setting Bons pants on fire.

Bon was the only one who approached him with ease and no worry. That may be because Rin had passed out though. I don't think so though, I'm sure Bon is actually worried for him.

"Come on, help me get him back into the dorm." I say, lifting up one of Rins arms. Bon loops his arm around the other side of Rin and hoists him up. Everyone trails behind silently.

The sun was setting soon, I should let everyone return home.

After getting Rin into new clothes, we set him into his bed. I stand up and look at everyone. "When Rin wakes up up he probably won't want to talk to anyone." I say, pushing up my glasses a bit.

"Thank you for coming over to apologize everyone. I'm sorry you all had to witness this. I'm going to have to ask that Fridays class be cancelled tomorrow." I say, them all nod miserably.

Everyone files out without a word until it is only Bon and I left in the room. "Thanks for restraining Nii-san while he was bursting into flame." I say, genuinely meaning it.

"I should be the one apologizing to him, I didn't understand how far he took this." Bon says. "With your permission, can I stay in one of the dorms here?" He asks.

I look back at my brothers sleeping figure and sigh. "I don't see why not. You might be able to help." I say, nodding my head. Bon closes the door, sticks his key into it to go back to his dorm and disappears into it.

Now alone with Rin, I turn to him.

"Oh, Rin. I'm sorry I didn't do something earlier. I must truly be the worst sibling ever." I sigh again.

"I'm so sorry."

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"-for restraining Nii-san while he burst into flame."

Huh? What was that?

My hears faintly pick up the noise. Did I do that? Did I burst into flame again. Did I hurt someone?

Oh, fuck it. They hate me anyways. Not like it matters.

I keep my eyes glued shut, pretending to be asleep still.

"I should be the one apologizing to him, I didn't understand how far he took this." Whose voice was that? It sounded like Bon.

Why would he apologize to a demon? I grip the sheets in my good hand into a ball.

He doesn't mean it, that's why. No one would ever apologize to me. Go to Hell, Bon.

"With your permission, can I stay in one of the dorms here?" He says again.

It takes all my willpower to not get up and punch him as hard as I can in the face. That sounded like the worst idea in the world. Oh well, Yukio won't allow it anyways. The only reason we sleep in different dorms then everyone else was because I'm a threat.

Yukio would never allow that, I grin internally when I think of Bons disappointed face.

I hear a sigh. "I don't see why not."

...

What?! He didn't just-

"You might be able to help."

I can feel the tension, the anger, the worry and the anxious feeling all come back. I don't want to deal with anyone right now.

Why Yukio?

Yukio is the real demon here. I release my grip and grit my teeth, and feelings building up in me made me want to rip my arm open again.

"Oh, Rin. I'm sorry I didn't do something earlier. I must truly be the worst sibling ever."

What bullshit.

"I'm so sorry."

I wanted to open my eyes and say something snide to him, but I could already feel my body get heavy with sleep. My mind eventually faded into dark.

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I wake up before my alarm goes off and I slide a pair of my glasses on. I look over to my side to see Rin still fast asleep.

It's Friday, I cancelled cram school classes. I should probably stay home to watch over Rin and try to talk to him a bit.

I stand up and turn our alarms off. Walking out our door, I walk into the newly cleaned bathroom.

"Who cleaned this all up?" I ask to no one in particular.

"I did, I thought I might as well help clean up if I am staying here." A voice behind me says.

Oh yeah, I forgot. Bon was staying in our place for a little bit.

"Thanks, Suguro." I say, still addressing him like in class.

"Oh, come on teach." He mocks. "Just call me Bon for now."

I nod and open my mouth to say something about breakfast and lunch in the fridge.

"Don't worry about Rin." He says, before I can say something. "I'll stay back from school today to watch over him. I finished my tests yesterday so I won't be missing out on much today."

I consider this, I do have tests to take today. Rin waking up to someone he hates right after yesterdays events? Probably not the best idea.

"It might be best if I stay with him today." I point out, but Bon shakes his head.

"I want to speak to him personally. I want to... you know," he sighs. "Apologize. I know the rest of the cram students still doubt him and are scared of him. I want to try to help though."

He looks pretty sincere about it too.

"I guess so... but phone me if anything happens." I'm still weary Bon will explode at Rin and yell at him, but I have to trust him.

"Sure." He says.

We go to the kitchen and eat breakfast in an awkward silence. I go into the washroom and wash my face, Bon doing the same in a different bathroom I'm sure. I slip my glasses back on.

I bid farewell and good luck to Bon before leaving the dorm. I glance up to the room Rin and I share.

Weird, I don't remember opening the window...

My eyes widen a bit in realization.

I turn around, walking back into the dorm. I walk up the stairs to our level. Bon sees me in the hallways.

"Forget something?" He asks, I merely shake my head.

"No, I just noticed something a little weird." I say, Bon follows behind me. I stop at the bedroom door.

I slowly turn the handle in case Rin was actually still sleeping. I push the door forward – well I try to. It's stuck, something seems like its pressed up against the door from the other side.

"Damn it, Okumura!" Bon shouts. I flash him a look and he immediately realizes he can't go around saying that kind of stuff anymore.

"Nii-san? Open up please." I ask calmly.

No response.

My mind suddenly starts to think the worst case scenerio.

What if he's hurting himself again?

What if he's going through my anti-demon weapons?

What if he's suici-

"Hey!" Bon shakes my shoulders. I shake my head.

"Sorry." I rattle the doorknob again. Definitely stuck. I kick the door several times, but the object on the other side keeps the door shut firmly

Panic slowly starts to make its way into my chest, slowly spreading through my whole body.

I don't want Rin to hurt himself any longer.

Bon looks at the door, obviously thinking.

"I've got an idea." He says, running into the kitchen and returning with a meter stick. He sticks it under the door until he finds something hard. Giving it one big shove, something falls forward against the ground.

My hand shakes a bit as I turn the door knob, pushing the door open. My eyes scan the room.

Bloody bandages scattered amongst the ground, sword gone, window open...

Rin ran away.

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A/N: Hope you enjoyed the new chapter. Please review, it helps a lot!