Ciel heard his door oppen and looked up. After last night, he wasnt sure what he should say to Sebastian.
'Does last night make us a... Couple?'

"Goodmorning, My Lord." Sebastian said oppening the curtains.

Ciel ignored him, not sure of what to do. Knowing that he would be taking a bath in a few moments, his skin tingled and he got really nervous. It got worse the more he thought about it. By the time the water was done and Sebastian was undressing him, he thought he would explode, wether it be his heart or his mind first. The whole time he didnt speak or look at Sebastian, worried what he might say or do.

'God im going to go crazy' he though, trying not to think about last night.
But no matter how hard he tried, he couldnt help it. Was it possible for someone such as himself to love a servant? No, Sebastian was more then a servant, he was a demon. His demon. His love...

"I'll be in the garden" He said after he was dressed.

Sebastian was a little supprised his master actually said something to him.

"Of course, My Lord" Sebastian said, kneeling into a bow then rising.

When he was finally outside and alone, he sat down. Sighing in relief.

'What should I do?' he wondered. He remembered Sebastian saying his name...
'Ciel.. Michaelis' Sebastians voice echoed through his head.

'Even if I wanted that... Could it happen?' He knew it wasnt allowed in England, or anywhere else, but what if they did it in secret...
'But does Sebastian love me? Or is it just my soul he loves...' If only he knew.

Tears started spilling from his eyes and down his cheeks. He wished Sebastian was around..

"Sebastian.."

Sebastian was there, throwing Ciel off guard. He didnt realize he had said Sebastians name out loud.

At the sight of his Masters tears, he pulled out a hankerchief and wiped them away.

"Young Master, what is it?"

The tears got worse, and it took a while before Ciel could stop crying.

"Is it me you want.." He said. "Or just my soul"

"Master.." Sebastian said, putting his hand on Ciels cheek and turing his face to look at him.

"Answer me Sebastian... Its just my soul you want, isnt it? Nothing more." Ciel demanded, glaring into the eyes of his butler as he said it.

Ciels sudden anger supprised him, and for a moment he couldnt speak. When his butler didnt respond Ciel understood.
"I knew it." he slapped Sebastians hand away as hard as he could and turned, not wanting to even look at the demon.

"Young... Master..." Sebastian said, his feelings hurt.

Tears began to well up in Ciels eyes again so he closed them as tight as he could, trying to keep them in.

He was aware of being pulled then he realized what was happening.
Sebastian put his arms around Ciel and pulled him close, off the bench and into his lap, holding him as close as he could.

"Master.." Sebastian struggled to say. "I love You..." he whispered. "All of you"
Ciel clung to him, crying.
"Why didnt you tell me,.. Why?" He asked through his tears.
Ciel kept crying. Not only was he crying, but he was crying because of him... He felt his heart breaking.
He lifted Ciels face to his own, kissing him over and over, trying to quiet Ciels sobs. With each tear that fell Sebastian heart broke more. Eventually the tears stopped and he started to return Sebastians kisses, slowly pulling the demon closer untill they were clinging to eachother as if they're lives depended on it.

"I.. I love..." Ciel tried to say.
"Marry me.." Sebastian whispered.
Ciel heard his name again.
"Ciel Michaelis"