Santana sat in the waiting room shaking from her melt down. Schue was talking to the doctors and coach Beastie was calling Rachel's dads. After he was done discusing Rachel Schue walked back to Santana and sat down.
"She's being taken into surgery she lost a lot of blood but they say we got her here just in time." Schue said and sighed rubbing his head.
"How did this happen?" Schue asked and Santana shook her head new tears coming to her eyes.
"I don't know she seemed so happy tonight we were having fun." Santana said crying softly. Schue looked at Santana's blood soaked dress and sighed.
"Call someone to bring you clothes Santana." He said before standing up to get some coffee. Santana nodded slowly before dialing a phone number.
"Brittney can you bring me a change of clothes?" Santana asked after Brittney asnwered.
"Sure San. Where are ya?"
"I'm uh I'm at the hospital." Santana said and Brittney gasped.
"What? Why? What's wrong are you alright?" Brittney asked and Santana nodded.
"I'm fine I'm here for Rachel, sh-she tried to kill her self tonight." Santana told her and Brittney fell silent for a moment.
"I-I'll bring you some clothes ok." She said slowly and hung up. Santana sat there waiting for some sign that Rachel would be ok. After a while Brittney came into the hospital with clothes in hand.
"Santana is she alright?"
"I don't know Brittney. She lost a lot of blood and she needed surgry." Santana explained and Brittney nodded sitting next to Santana.
"Does anyone else know?" Brittney asked and Santana shrugged.
"The bathroom was covered in blood so I'm sure someone figured it out." Santana said and Brittney turned to her.
"You found her?" Brittney asked and Santana nodded.
"We were hanging out that night and she went to the bathroom but she was in there so long that I just went to check on her and she was there bleeding all over the place." Santana explained starting to sob again. Brittney hugged her tightly and clamed her down enough so Santana could go change. When she was done the doctor had walked out of the back and called Rachel's name. Everyone walked up to him waiting for him to tell them something about Rachel.
"Which one of you is Santana?" the doctor asked.
"I am." Santana said stepping forward.
"She won't stop asking for you. I told her that she can't have visiters but she said that she wanted to see you. So I suppose we have to allow it to calm her down. Is that alright?" He asked and Santana nodded.
"Yes I'll go back there. Is she alright?"
"She's fine now she needs rest and she is on suicide watch for the next 48 hours." He said and Santana nodded.
"Now follow me I'll show you to her room." He said and walked back to the rooms. Passing by patients and rooms and nurses. Trying to keep her focus and her emotions in check Santana walked into Rachel's room.
"Santana you are here." Rachel said and Santana nodded walking over to sit next to her.
"How are you doing?" Santana asked and Rachel shrugged.
"I've been better."
"Rachel I have to ask why." Santana asked after a moment of silence. Sighing Rachel reached her hand out and Santana slowly took Rachel's hand in her own.
" I read on this website that killing yourself could be very easy. If you tried your hardest you could just go to sleep one day and you'd never wake up. Now I've always hated myself of course everyone else did so why didn't I. I'm a diva I'm crushing I'm clingy I'm over baring. Santana I know things that you would never want to know about people that hate me. What's funny is I learned them while trying to kill myself. Now they want me to be their best friends to keep their secrets." Rachel said and Santana shook her head.
"No body wants you to die Rachel I know I don't I made fun of you before."
"Quinn does she wants me dead but that's because I know."
"What do you know?" Santana asked and Rachel sighed.
"Santana when I get back to school I am going to reveal every single secret I know about everyone in our Glee class. Even some people outside of Glee. It will ruin peoples lives."
"Rachel this isn't Baby gate season you need to unders-"
"And this isn't baby gate Santana these things will tear people apart. I want to know that you will stand by me through this." Rachel said and Santana looked deep into her brown eyes.
"Why me?" Santana asked and Rachel smiled.
"Don't you get it. Santana we've been there for each other. During Baby gate when everyone hated me you supported me. When Finn cheated on me you told me. When Brittney ran off with Artie you came to me and I was there for you." She told her and Santana nodded slowly.
"Fine I will be there for you but don't you ever scare me like that again. When I walked into that damn bathroom I thought that you were dead." Santana said slowly and felt tears coming to her eyes.
"I don't give a shit if the whole world wants to burn you on a stake Berry. All that matters is that you are here and you are alive." Santana said and Rachel started to cry. Wrapping her arms around Rachel they cried together.
"I'd miss your loud mouth if you were gone." Santana said and Rachel smiled.
"I'd miss your awful curse words." Rachel said giggling. They sat there hugging each other until the doctors said visiting hours were over.
"I'll be back tomorrow ok." Santana said and Rachel nodded.
"I'll be here."
"Funny Berry funny."
"I try." Rachel said with a smile as Santana walked out of the room.
