!Update!

A/N: Hey guys. It's JJay, and I am so sorry! I haven't uploaded in a while due to some issues. Actually. That's an understatement… I'll make it as simple as possible so I can get to work on the 3rd chapter.

Ok, there were some serious problems with my file and documents… Don't worry, I'm smart enough to make a backup but, it didn't help me at all :I Like at all… The file corrupted during a lightning storm and I couldn't open even the backups to them anymore. It sucked.

I had a raging (don't get dirty on me guys) case of writers block… and to make it worse my entire flow of imagination had completely stopped. Like everything stopped. I didn't have the inspiration to do anything really. I love drawing and making works of art (I sold 3 of them once) on my iPad, it helps my brain vent and clear my mind, but NOPE. By brain just didn't want to work. I couldn't even think straight. No matter how hard I try. I even tried that deep breathing crap!

This is a biggie, so I'm going to make it as short as possible. An old friend of my dad's (not much of mine, but I know him enough) has cancer, and he had given up on fighting it (don't pity me or him please! I personally hate it when someone ever pities me, it kind of makes me feel worthless idk why though). He hasn't died but his state of living has collapsed. Like I said, I never really knew him that well but it caused me to spiral in some kind of existential crisis and couldn't stop thinking of death and what will happen when I grow up so, yeah.

It's been relatively hard to write a story so I hope this gave you some info on why I'm not uploading right now. BTW, I'm still trying to get as much inspiration as possible so I can make the next chapter amazing. Well, I hope it will be amazing. Anyways, hope this shone some light on the current situation and I guess that all. See you in the next chapter!