Disclaimer: non of this is mine. Le Hussie Weilds all the Homestuck power.
if there is any event that you like to happen in the story I will be happy to put it in somewhere.
I walked expertedly over the wires and toward the door.
"If you don't get out I'll kick your ass out." I said in an annoyed tone.
Eridan walked toward me but as he got to my side his foot caught in a wire and he fell into my arms but that wasn't what caught my attention. Eridan's body landed in my arms but his lips were upon mine. I pushed Eridan off and he landed on his ass.
"I-I am so sorry!" Eridan exclaimed.
"Get out! Now!" I yelled at him.
Eridan scrambled up and out the door and ran across the hall, when his door closed I slammed mine shut. I clenched my fists as my mind went back to the last time I had kissed someone.
Two years ago I had the best time of my life with my girlfriend Aradia. We were so happy together but a year ago she was murdered. I was devastated. My habits became worse, I smoked and cut myself more but at the hostpital I was with her when she was on her death bed and I vowed never to kiss anyone ever again. I got so angry when Eridan kissed me, whether it was an accident or not, because he made me break my promise to never kiss anyone ever again. "I'm sorry AA...I broke my promise..." I said as I punished myself by cutting my arms with a small razorblade
Later that night I lay awake, waiting for the few hours of sleep to consume me until about four a.m. My mind kept me awake, wandering around different thoughts tat had happened over the past few days. Leaving my friends back in Washington, the thoughts of my father marring the woman that I despised. Meeting Feferi and Eridan, the kiss. How Eridan's lips were soft and wet as mine collided with his, how much I had actually enjoyed the touch of another human's lips on mine. How much I wanted Eridan's lips to be on mine again.
'Wait...did...did I just think that?' I sat up in my bed and rubbed my face.
I seriously needed a smoke right now. I stood up and looked at the clock on my table to see it was 2:30 already. I sighed and went over to my discarded clothes before I dug in the pocket and grabbed the pack of cigarettes and lighter from the black jeans. I walked over the wires in the dark room before I went over to the balcony door and unlocked the door. I walked out of my room and to the edge of balcony before I opened the pack and found that I was about to smoke my last cigarette.
"Fuck..." I said as I pulled it out and put it between my lips and lit it.
I took a long drag after I lit it, blowing the smoke up into the early morning air. The night was always so calm and quiet, no one bothering anyone else or making loud noises. I leaned against the railing of the balcony and looked out over the garden with sleep deprived eyes, my sight was blurry at the moment since I didn't have my contacts in. As I took another drag from the cigarette my mind wandered again, back to Eridan and his sweet, soft lips that tasted a bit of tuna. I unconsciously smiled as I thought of Eridan. My mind soon went further than just kissing Eridan, having his hands run across my neck and down my chest, over my arms and down my scarred wrists as if there were no scars there at all. His hands going down to my hips to rub circles around my pelvis, rubbing up and down my thighs, touching everywhere except the area that had become increasingly confined in the cage that were my boxers until I wimpered and pleaded. His hand going down into the fabric, his cold fingers grabbing my hardened length and rubbing slightly.
As I was in the middle of my odd fantasy I caught myself palming myself through my boxers.
"What the fuck am I doing? I shouldn't be aroused by thith..." I said as I put a hand on my forehead and shook my head a bit to try to clear my mind.
Even if my mind cleared up I would still have a lingering problem in my shorts. I sighed and finished off my cigarette before I put it out and dropped it into a trash can. I knew I wouldn't be able to go to sleep until I got rid of my problem so I walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower until it was freezing cold before I got in. I jumped at the temperature at first before I got accustomed to the cold and let the water run down my body and fix the problem that I had. Even after I was done with my problem I stayed in the shower and just stood there, thinking about nothing, worrying about nothing, just enjoying the feeling of the water across my skin. Soon I started humming a bit as I stood there and swayed a bit to the tune in my head. I soon sung a bit.
"Shadows all around you as you surface from the dark
Emerging from the gentle grip of night's unfolding arms Darkness,
darkness everywhere, do you feel all alone?
The subtle grace of gravity, the heavy weight of stone
You don't see what you possess, a beauty calm and clear
It floods the sky and blurs the darkness like a chandelier
All the light that you possess is skewed by lakes and seas
The shattered surface, so imperfect, is all that you believe
I will bring a mirror, so silver, so exact
So precise and so pristine, a perfect pane of glass
I will set the mirror up to face the blackened sky
You will see your beauty every moment that you rise."
As I came to a close on the song, I noticed I was crying. Aradia used to always sing that song. She would look so peaceful as she sung the song to her hearts content. I stood there, crying a bit for about ten minutes before I calmed down and turned off the water. I stepped out of the shower and grabbed a towel before I dried myself off and went into my room and grabbed my boxers and a t-shirt before I sat on my bed and layed back, my eyes drooped and I finally went to sleep.
I awoke a few hours later at a surprising six fourty-five. Usually I wake up around four a.m. to about four thirty. I sat up in my bed and yawned before I stood up and went to the bathroom and put my contacts in. Now being able to see I walked back into my room and went over to my closet before I grabbed my clothes for the day. I grabbed my favorite black pair of pants that were really baggy and had multiple chains and pockets on it along with a long-sleeved shirt that hung over one of my shoulders and the sleeves hung over my hands. I grabbed my black shoe and white shoe and put them on. Next I went to my dresser and pulled out my rings. One on my thumb, two on my middle fingers and one on my ring fingers. I went into one of my drawers and pulled out my black beanie before I grabbed my red and blue shades from my desk. Walking over to my door I grabbed my phone from my pocket and texted my best friend back in Washington.
'Hey KK.'
'FINALLY FUCKING DECIDED TO FUCKING TEXT ME, HUH, ASSLICKER.'
'Chiill your non-exii2tant tiits dude. II wa2 bu2y wiith famiily, and other 2hiit liike that.'
'YEAH WHAT THE FUCK EVER CAPTOR. I HAVE TO GO FUCKASS, MY BROTHER IS GETTING READY TO BORE THE FUCK OUTTA ME BEFORE I GO TO SCHOOL.'
'Alriight. Later KK.'
'BYE FUCKASS.'
I smirked a bit as I thought of Karkat receiving another lecture from his brother, Kankri. How he would go completely silent, his mouth gaping and his eyes widened. Just the thought made me chuckle. I sighed and shoved my phone into my pocket as I opened my door and walked down the hall. I went down the stairs and went into the game room before I walked over to the cabinet and checked what games they had. I settled on minecraft and started playing. About an hour later someone walked into the room.
"Sol? Howw long have you been up?" I heard Eridan's voice asked.
I looked up at the clock to see it was close to eight o'clock. "About an hour." I said as I turned off the tv and stood up, I set the controller on the couch before I looked at Eridan to see he was looking off to the side, his face tinted pink.
"Hey, Sol...I wwanted to apologize for last night...I didn't mean to do it..." Eridan said as he looked at me.
"Whatever. Jutht drop it." I said as I walked passed him and out the room.
"H-Hey Sol?" Eridan asked.
I turned to look at him. "Wha-" I was cut short when I felt Eridan's lips on mine.
"Mmm!" Mouth that open when Eridan kissed so he took that opportunity to put his tongue into my mouth. My mind was yelling at me to push him away but my body was reacting by kissing Eridan back, my eyes fluttering shut. Soon we parted for breath.
"You look hot today." Eridan said before he left the room.
My face heated up and soon I realized that I had kissed Eridan back.
I, Sollux Captor, had willingly kissed another guy back.
And thus the end of chapater three. yep. lots of feels in this one. :)
Until next time. Stay awesome bros.
