The last few days had been pretty hard Haibara thought running into the BO indirectly then having to deal with her blossoming feelings towards Shinichi,it was not something she was adept at dealing with.For so long she had kept her feeling bottled up that she had almost lost that sensation that made humans well humans.Her life in the BO had left no room for feelings or people ,she had to be ruthless and tough as most people only understood the language of fear.She was monitored like a golden goose under surveillance 24/7, her only private moments were her sleep and restroom.
09/06:She had always felt that feeling were an excessive baggage that needed to be discarded in the kill or be killed world that she lived in.But now her time with Conan and the gang as a kid she felt was giving her a chance to relive her childhood once again.She had found a home and someone to care for her ,someone other than her deceased sister someone who accepted her for what she was looking past all her wrongdoings.She spent her time now in search of an antidote to help rather than kill and her everyday made her feel proud of the good she was doing.
The light outside was fading as the sun was returning to its resting place,the last rays of light were fading slowly like a piece of string dragged down in the water by the stone its tied to.As darkness began to spread the street lights were flickering to life one by one providing the dark streets with light,The noise and din seemed to die down,the silence broken by an occasional dog barking at some passerby warning them of the danger of trespassing,and the sound of passing automobile carrying the person back home to the comfort of their home.Haibara slowly looked up from the computer to look at the clock.The clock showed 7.30pm as the seconds hand went about its work one tick at a time."I should have bath and have dinner or maybe I should have bath first"she thought as she slowly dragged herself upstairs her limbs still stiff from sitting still for hours,her floaters made absolutely no noise as she opened the door to the living room. The lights were on switched on by an automatic photosensitive switch invented by the Hakase."Hakase...",she said stopping mid sentence realizing that the Hakase had gone to meet his old colleagues and would return later on .Her stomach growled,"Dinner it is then she "said to her self softly as if afraid someone would overhear her .
After dinner she willed herself to the shower,she turned on the shower and stepped in tentatively hoping that Hakase had fixed the hot water tap,"Yes" she said as a spray of water wet her body, she let the water wash her body"How i wish it would wash away my troubles she thought",After a fulfilling bath she went to the study where she picked up copy of a novel she had left unfinished 09/12 and started reading ti while seating herself in the rocking arm chair .The rocking motion of the chair coupled with the fact that she had hardly got any sleep the past fews days caused her to fall asleep in her chair with the book open in her lap and her reading glasses still on.Deep sleep fell upon her catching her unaware of the fact that Hakase had entered the room on to find that she was fast asleep oblivious to the other facts of the world.Hakase carried Ai to her room and placed her on her bed and covered her with a blanket .
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