?pov

I quickly pushed Natsu away, that kiss ... How could he? I didn't even like him, he was like my brother and that's all. I mean, sure he would make a girl happy with what he is but you know... I already liked another.

A blush crept onto my face, which natsu noticed. He smirked in what I think was a thought about me getting embarrassed about the kiss. Yet he couldn't be more wrong, I was only thinking about HIM with his mysterious appearance and tall well built body. Shaking my head I snapped out of it, I can't afford to think of that now, maybe later, but not now!

I stepped back from natsu. " I'm s-s , no, I'm not sorry natsu, I hated that kiss, I don't even like you. You're like a brother, you know? And, and I really thought that you would help me with my crush, where did that promise go?!" my voice raised, it sounded harsh and even looked it. He looked like I had slapped him across the face, and - huh? Why is he smiling like that? He stepped closer and grabbed my wrist pulling me too him.

"I am helping you" he whispered darkly " helping you to forget him and be with me, common we've always known each other, so we fit like a puzzle. Now I was scared my body froze with a sick feeling lingering at the bottom of my stomach like I was about to throw up. My eyes hurt from being open too wide and my oxygen disappeared. I didn't like this natsu. No I feared him, it felt like he wasn't the same and I'm sure he wasn't.

"stop" I whispered, not sure if he heard, he tilted his head. "I said STOP" I pushed him away, while he was stunned causing him to fall back onto his butt. Turning on my heal I gave a quick 'bye' and ran. Thank god I was a fast runner.

What was wrong with natsu? I thought Mira nee said he had a thing for Lucy? Well I support it maybe I should talk to Lucy...?

Natsu's pov

What the hell? Why did Lisanna do that? I mean we both have feelings for each other, well that's what I thought... And help her with her crush? Why would I do that. Hmm maybe I can get Lucy to help up get together, shes smart. So that's what I do, I run off to Lucy's apartment.

Lucy's pov

I'm an idiot. Idiot idiot IDIOT.

Common why would natsu want me? I'm his best friend and that's all I am, nothing more. And that's what hurts, it hurts that he won't look at me with love, that he will never embrace me and tell me that I'm his world.

My make up is smudged from the crying, I honestly laugh I look better than I did at halloween because right now I truly looked dead. Wiping the mascara from under my eyes I take a deep breath. You know what I won't give up because I never did get an answer so, that means he could love me, right?

Suddenly I hear knocking at my door. Nobody was visiting me i don't think so It might be a package. So when I opened the door to see the salmon hair boy who kept my heart I his hand, smile at me. Well I can only say that I felt like my chest was being stabbed again and his greedy smile stole my happiness leaving me cold. Yet my instinct told me to force a smile and let him in, so I agreed.

But I regret it because as I said, this day changed my life and if the kiss wounded me then this left me for near death experience why? Look.

He walked into my home, dropping on my couch then shifting around to make him self comfortable. "so why did you come round? I mean it isn't unusual" i laughed, forced of course. He stared at Me for a moment topping the movement in my body. Why was he doing this was he trying to hurt me?! ANSWER ... Me? Please.

" hey Luce have you been crying?" he noticed, I inwardly chuckled. Of course natsu would alway know. " I'm fine" I said knowing that ..."Okay" he smiled carrying on with what he was doing... He wouldn't give up on me, what? I don't understand, maybe he just didn't see. "so Lucy I need you to help me make this girl fall in love with me, he names Lisanna and she's beautiful, the only one I want. And I need you to help me get her to fall for me so we can get together"

No

"So will you help Luce?"

No, no, no no no no no

"Lucy"

"NO"

He was taken back, and I was seething with anger, I closed my eyes o calm down yet when I opened my eyes he was burning with anger and betrayal, isn't it me who's supposed to be like that? "so that your answer? I didn't know you were so selfish, I thought we were FRIENDS. Well I guess not, im leaving so yeah bye" slamming the door shut I slid to my knees and cried.


Was this better ? I hope so I made it longer...