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BPOV
"So, Bella, tell us what we don't know about you." Alice begged, while Rosalie quickly turned down the music.
"Yeah, Bella, tell us." Rosalie snapped, her wide eyes staring at me expectantly through the rear view mirror. A part of me wanted to tell them to fuck off, and a part of me wanted to tell them everything. So I settled for giving them both the finger, with a smug smile on my face.
"What do you want to know?" I hesitantly questioned the both of them. "When I lost my virginity? How I lost it? Do I eat sausage, or do I prefer tacos?" I started to laugh, and in a mocking tone, I finished off with, "What are my deepest secrets?"
Alice and Rosalie started laughing with me, until we were all nearly in tears. I really wasn't sure how much I was willing to tell them about my past.
"I'm sorry Bella, but did you just refer to our lady parts as ta...ta...tacos?"
"Why... yes, Alice...I did just refer to our 'lady' parts as tacos, they are like pink tacos, don't you think?" I tapped the side of my chin, as if I were in deep thought.
"Well, then Bella, what do you prefer sausage or tacos?" Rosalie cocked her perfectly manicured eyebrows. My eyes drifted to the roof of the Hummer, while I pretended to ponder the question. I didn't really need to think about my answer, but why not make them wonder for a bit.
"Aww, come on Bella. Don't leave us hanging here." Alice bounced up and down in her seat, begging me for an answer.
I inhaled a long, deep breath, "Well, if you must know, I prefer rather large, super meaty sausages. I can't say I've tried tacos before," I wanted to buckle over with laughter again.
"Next." Rosalie rolled her eyes, "That was a given, she doesn't look like a taco eater." She gawffed.
"Hmm...Oh okay, I lost my virginity when I was fifteen, to a guy named Riley. Beautiful blonde boy, muscular and athletic, he was about two years older than me. His package was deliciously large; I met him while he was visiting family in Portland. We hooked up whenever he came into town. That was it, I haven't seen him since." I paused, debating what else to tell them, "I guess you could say he is the boy that made me stronger. Before him I was shy and innocent, but once he was finished with me and I realized he was using me as an 'easy lay' I never let a boy or man use me again, I became the user." I shook my head, "What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger right?" I nestled myself in between the two front seats, so I could speak to them a little easier.
"Oh, that sucks... but was he any good? I mean...it's just you..you had some pleasure out of your get togethers right?" Alice tried to dig a little bit more.
"What she really wants to know, how good were your orgasms?" Rosalie laughed.
"Shit, Rose, that's blunt. Umm...well, yeah the sex was meh. Orgasms were okay, but not mind blowing. You would think that a man with a stick as big as his, he could do some glorious shit. But, yeah no, that wasn't the case. Stupid ass, I really hope he gets his."I seethed, Alice and Rosalie nodded in agreement.
"More Bella, we need more." Rosalie stated, "We saw you, or rather heard you playing around with the garden or uh... pool boy, man. What's the deal there? Are you seeing him?"
I couldn't help but burst out into a insane fit of laughter. I couldn't believe they could think there was something between Jake and me.
"What's so funny Bella?" Alice asked utterly confused.
The laughter just wouldn't stop; I thought I was going to pee myself.
"Jesus... you think I am hooking up with the pool guy, I mean Jake?" They both looked at me with confusion in their eyes. "No way, Jake is a friend of mine from when I grew up here, his dad and my dad are close friends." I was over flowing with laughter, and tried to spit out what I could. "But really, Jake is more the type... I would take shopping or to the spa." I watched Rosalie and Alice's eyes widen in shock and surprise, realization of what i just said setting into their minds.
"No...Freaking...Way!" Alice squealed, her hands rushing to cover her mouth.
"Yup, that's right, Jakey is gay, he's my queen." I choked out through my laughter.
"Wow, I would have never figured. I mean what a waste of a beautiful man. He makes such a beautiful specimen, his muscles know no bounds. He's quite yummy to look at." Rosalie looked lost in thought when she barked out, "Well shit, at least Emmett can't get mad at me for staring anymore, there's no competition."
We continued to laugh with each other over stupid little things as until we reached the mall. Being with them was enjoyable. I was having a carefree and fun time, with some kick ass women. It was way too easy being around Alice and Rosalie, it felt like the piece of normal I had been missing from my life for so long.
Just before we got out of the Hummer, Alice reached into her purse and pulled out some papers, and handed one to me and one to Rosalie.
"Okay, so here is the schedule, you'll see the list of stores where we'll go and how much time is allotted to spend in each store. First we go eat, we need lots of energy and coffee just wont cut it." Alice ordered.
Okay maybe that was a little less normal, I mean who maps and schedules a shopping trip, obviously Alice.
Alice dragged Rosalie and I across the parking lot and into the mall, her tiny hands gripping my wrists with enormous strength for her size.
"Frick, Alice, slow down and loosen your grip, I'm not going anywhere," I cried. Rosalie chuckled. "Bella, you better get used to Alice and shopping, she can be a little unbearable. She is a little OCD when it comes to shopping, aren't you Alice?" Alice nodded her head in agreement with Rosalie's statement.I twisted my wrist a bit, trying to get Alice to loosen up, when she finally gave way.
"Where are we going to eat?" I asked, trying to rub the pain away.
"That little café, right there." Alice raised her index finger and pointed, there sat a quaint little café in the center of the mall. Despite its location, it had a little terrace surrounded by iron fencing, with bistro coffee tables and chairs. The place looked like it belonged on the streets of Italy. The three of us sat down, and had a pleasant meal, fueling our bodies for the marathon Alice had planned for us.
"Oh, Bella that is fucking hot, you have to get that!" Rosalie was speaking but was cut off.
"I have to agree, Bella, you're as beautiful as ever." I turned, my mouth gaping wide open.
"Riley." I seethed anger, coursing through my veins. What in the fuck?
"Riley!" Rosalie and Alice whispered in unison.
"What in the fuck are you doing here?" I spat, resisting the urge to reach up and slap him.
"Wait, wait, wait, this is the Riley?" Rosalie questioned me, I nodded my head.
"Aww come on now Bella," he stepped in closer to me, reaching his hand up to tuck a stray piece of hair behind my ear. "You haven't missed me?" I wanted to puke, miss him? Was he on crack?
"Fuck off Riley!" I stepped away from him. "What are you doing here?"
"I live here Bella," he stepped closer to me again, I wanted to punch him and run, run far away. His hands gripped around my hips, and pulled me into him. He smelt of cigarette smoke and stale beer. "How's my girl been? Maybe the better question is, why are you here?"
"Jesus, Riley, let me go." I pushed away from him. "Why I'm here, is none of your business, so just stay away. Don't you have some hooch to screw? Or some one else to bug?" So maybe I lied a bit to Rosalie and Alice, there was just a bit more to our past.
"I've missed you." He looked at me with a cocky smile, his beautiful blue eyes trying to find a way back into my heart. I wanted to hurt him, bad, like he hurt me.
"Bella, I think maybe you should go back and change, and we'll go." Rosalie insisted.
"Its okay, Rosalie. Riley will be leaving soon, won't you Riley?" I spoke through gritted teeth. Alice and Rosalie just stood and watched obviously confused their heads bouncing back and forth between us.
Riley chuckled, "Oh no Bella, I'm not going anywhere, not without you." Was he fucking serious? I mean really after everything he did, he wanted me to leave with him. I walked back into the changing room to get dressed.
"Are you for real? You think after everything, your lying, your cheating, wasting two years of my life, I am just going to leave with you?" I yelled. I couldn't believe the nerve of him. "What happened to the slut you screwed me over for?" "I shoved my hands in my pockets and stalked out to meet the girls, pushing my way past him. He reached out to grab me, clasping down on my skin in a vice grip. Ouch!
"Listen, asshole, you and I," I tried to pull my arm away, "Never A.G.A.I.N. now fuck off and let go."
"Bella, baby, come with me, let me explain. I miss you, it was all a mistake, and you're here now, it's perfect, we're perfect. I mean we'll be perfect, just give us a chance, promise you'll give us a chance," he begged.
"Riley, let her go!" Rosalie demanded, picking up her cell, "Emm, I need you to get to the mall, like now."
Riley dropped my arm, "Fuck, I let her go, no reason to call in back up Rose." He backed away from me, and I walked over to stand between Alice and Rosalie. Rose? He knew her name, did they know each other?
"Sorry, Emm, it's okay. I'll explain it all when we get home...No baby everything's fine, promise...yep we are just gonna leave the mall here...uh huh...yep see you in a few...Love you." She hung up her cell phone. "Stay the fuck away from her Riley. Lets go ladies," Rosalie wrapped her arm around my shoulder, and Alice wrapped her arm around my waist, we left the mall empty handed.
EPOV
We had finished surfing for the morning, and had just got the bar-b-que started when Emmett's cell phone rang.
"Yeah baby?" he asked. Must have been Rosalie, the only woman to ever be called 'baby' by Emmett. His face expression turning hard, and slightly panicked.
"Is everything okay? Whats going on? Are you sure baby? When are you coming home? Rose, baby, be careful, drive safe, I love you."
"Everything okay Emmett?" I asked, wanting to know what had happened.
"Don't know man, she said she'd explain when they got home." He brought his hands up to rub the worry from his face, "She sounded freaked out though."
"Do you know what time Jasper works until?" I asked Emmett hoping to distract him.
"Don't know man, listen I'm going to go wait out front for my Rosie." I followed Emmett to the front yard, he immediately began pacing.
BPOV
"Bella, would you mind telling us the truth about Riley?" Alice questioned.
After the name exchange in the mall, I had my suspicions that they knew him, but I needed them to confirm it. "First you tell me if you know him." Alice bobbed her head. God, they did know Riley, great, just great.
"Oh...Yeah, we know Riley." I signaled Alice to go on. "Well he goes to school with Edward, he's a major player, screws anything and everything, no offense intended. He's a pompous ass, thinks he's god's gift to women. The love em' and leave em' kind. Girls fall at his feet, because of his mad surfing skills and insane good looks. Your turn." She let out a long breath of air. I didn't know what to say,I mean from my own personal experience I knew all that, minus the goes to school with Edward, and the mad surfing skills part.
"Umm...well...okay so I didn't exactly lie about anything, I just didn't tell you the full truth." I wanted to cry, " Riley was my first, and the sex wasn't that great, but I was young, and I thought I was in love. For two years, two long years he kept coming back, and I thought he was everything. Until one day, he came over and was like, 'I'm leaving for college' and 'I met someone else' and 'I think we should just end this.'" A lone tear rolled down my face, "I was devastated, my heart was aching, I mean...I couldn't believe it. I know it was stupid, but for two years, he said he loved me, and he was going to wait for me. That last day, he fucked me in his car, and...broke up with me, like I was some kind of whore." I looked at Alice and Rosalie, sobs shook my body. "I thought I was more, I thought I meant more, he ruined me, he fucking ruined me. I haven't had a relationship since, I just don't think I could trust any guy enough to ever have anything more than something physical." Alice climbed into the back seat to sit by me.
"Shhh... Bella, it's okay... you'll be fine, you have us now." Alice cooed, her arms embraced me in a tight hold, her hands rubbed circles on my back. It was soothing, she started humming to me, I was tired, and sleep took over my body.
"Bella...Bella..." I felt my body shake lightly, "Bella, babe...hello, you need to wake up, we're home." Alice whispered in my ear, I slowly opened my eyes, salt stinging my face. I could see my house at the end of the street.
"Do you think, you can drop me off in my driveway? I'm not really in the mood to deal with anything or anyone for that matter. Nothing personal, I am grateful for all your help, I think... I just want to be by myself for a while." I rasped, my throat stung, my body ached. Seeing Riley again, brought up old memories and alot of hurt.
"No problem Bella," Rosalie was sympathetic, "Just go get some rest, Alice and I will be around for the rest of the day if you want to talk or need anything."
"Thanks Rosalie, that means alot." She pulled into my driveway, and Alice jumped out opening the back door. "Bye Bella," she hugged me again. "We'll talk later okay. Here's my cell number." Alice handed me a small neatly folded piece of paper.
"Thanks Alice," I turned and walked toward my house.
I pulled myself through the doorway and forced my feet to move down the hallway to my room. Oce my feet hit the plush carpet I buried myself in the safety of my bed. Internally grateful that my dad was out of town. I let the emotions take over my body again, letting the water works to flow freely. I needed this, I needed to let the hurt, the frustration, the anger and insecurities go. This man, he destroyed me, he broke down my soul, he took away my innocence, he made me who I was today. When Riley cheated on me, when he left me, everything about me changed. Seeing him again, I wanted to pummel him, to break him, ruin him. I almost felt a little bat shit crazy rise inside of me. The internal battle raged inside me, wearing me out further, pushing me into a restless slumber.
EPOV
I saw the Hummer approach from the road, I could only see Rosalie in the front. My eyes snapped to the two figures in the back seat, Alice and Bella. Alice was sitting with her arms wrapped around a slumped Bella. Her long beautiful hair, covering her face like a veil. As they got closer, Rosalie pulled into Charlie's driveway not ours, something wasn't right. When Alice popped out from the back seat to help Bella out, I knew something was wrong. Bella almost crawled out of the Hummer, her back slumped over, and hair hanging in front of her face, her body looked worn down, exposed, insecure. I wanted to go over there, I wanted to make sure everything was alright, but I knew Alice and Rosalie would be home in seconds, and they would fill us in on everything.
"Damn, baby, what happened at the mall?" Emmett walked over to Rosalie pulling her into a massive hug, and placing a tender kiss on her lips.
Alice came prancing from around the other side of the Hummer, despite the skip in her step, she was sporting an unhappy face.
"Emm, it was horrible, I need some wine to rehash our day." She grabbed Emmett by his massive mitt, and dragged him into the house, Alice and I followed. Drinks in hand, we all sat outside on the patio. Alice set her drink down, as they began to to recap everything.
"So Bella had this guy who basically used her for two years, oh god...wait... I hope we aren't breaking her trust."
"No, Alice, I think we're okay. The guys wont say anything, Rosalie assured Alice.
"Okay, so anyway as I was saying, he was using her for two years, used her as a booty call whenever he came in to town. He told her she was his everything; he loved her, blah...blah...blah. One day he takes her to his car, screws her, then proceeds to tell her he met someone else, and he was done with her. But the worst part is, we run into this fucking douche bag at the mall, and he's all like I miss you, come out with me. She's like no way, fuck off, and he grabs her by the arm, trying to force her, that's when Rose called you Emm. You'll never guess who it was," she paused looking between Emm and I. "It was fucking Riley!" With a large gust of air Alice finished talking. Did she just say Riley?
"Wait...Riley?" I asked.
"Yes, Edward, Riley. Riley, tall, blonde, super player, goes to school with you, guy you hate, Riley." Alice barked at me. Holy fuck me, that prick.
"It was horrible baby, " Rose walked over to Emmett and cuddled up into his lap. "He was brutal, I'm sure he left marks when he grabbed her, he was like a vice grip he wouldn't let go, that's why I called you..." I got up and walked away, I was done listening to what that asshat had done to Bella. I wanted to hit something, to be more specific, I wanted to kick the shit out of Riley. Truth be told, as soon as I found him, I probably would kick the shit out of him. No lady deserves to be treated like that, especially Bella.
BPOV
I spent a couple days locked inside getting my shit together, and getting my head back in the game. Alice and Jakey sent me numerous text messages to ensure I was still alive. On Saturday, Jakie came over and threw open my curtains, forcing the sun to momentarily blind me. My eyes fluttered open and shut, I moaned, I didn't want to get up or get out of bed.
"Wake up sleeping beauty." He ripped the blankets from my body, and scooped me up into his arms. "I drew you a warm bubble bath, and we'll go soak up some sun outside after, okay?" I nodded my head against his warm, rock hard chest and he set me down on my feet.
"Thanks Jakey," I peered up to him through my lashes, my voice raspy from sleep. "Now go wait in the living room while I take a bath." I ordered him out of the bathroom so I could undress myself.
"Yes, ma'am," He turned on his heel and left my bathroom. I sunk my naked body, into the warm soapy water and let my body relax. The bath felt amazing, Jakie used my favourite bubble bath and had towels laid out for my use. When I finished in the tub I put on a bikini, and walked out to the living room, feeling refreshed.
"Jakie, that was awesome. Thanks so much for coming over here and dragging my sorry ass out of bed, that's exactly what I needed." I walked over to him, laced my arms around his neck and placed a huge kiss on his cheek. A massive smile graced his face, and I let out a giggle, "Let's go catch some rays, but first I need some lube." He stood up and I smacked his perfectly toned ass, "Would you like to do the honors?" I lead Jakie outside to the patio, and tossed him the bottle of sunblock.
EPOV
"Where you want it?" I heard a male ask from Charlie's house next door. "Right here?"
"Mmm... Yeah, right there. That's the spot." Bella, I hadn't seen her in a couple days. Alice said she just needed some time to put herself back together again, but who was the male I was hearing? I walked over to the edge of the fence, where I knew I couldn't be seen and peered over. Bella was sprawled out across a lounger, wearing a bikini, her beautiful round ass on display, while the gardener rubbed lotion on her. Why was the gardener slathering lotion all over her beautiful, creamy, soft, voluptuous body?
She was making the sweetest moaning sounds, turning my dick instantly hard, and leaving me feeling very uncomfortable. I didn't like the way the gardner could make her moan, it was difficult enough to watch him touch her with his overly large hands. I couldn't take it for one second longer, I stalked back in to my room to release some fo the pressure that had built in my pants.
I started the water in the shower to make sure it was nice and warm, if you're going to jerk it, might as well be comfortable doing it. I quickly peeled off my shirt, and pulled down my shorts, allowing my erection to spring free. Not to brag, but I have quite the large package. Ladies, the G-Spot exists in my world, and I promise I can hit it every time.
I pulled back the curtain and got into the shower, letting the warm water wash down over my body, I used conditioner to create lubrication. I palmed my hard cock with my right hand, my left hand braced me against the tiled shower wall. Thoughts of Bella, weaving a mess of ribbons through my head, flowing freely through my mind. My thumb, gently tickled the tip of my dick, while I imagined her tongue licking my shaft, and swirling around my head. Her long hair cascading over her creamy skin, kneeling before me. I gripped harder, and moved faster, envisioning her tongue swirling faster, her mouth forming a tight suction around me, as she pumped me in and out of her luscious mouth. Her moans causing deep vibrations to run through my dick, throwing me over the edge. A deep moan escaped my mouth as I came hard, my cum hitting the shower wall. The visions of Bella alone gave me one of the best orgasms I had ever had. I washed off my body, got dressed and headed into the main house. I needed to ask Alice how Bella knew the gardener and I needed to know how to get rid of him.
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