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Therapy? Hah! Yeah right

Therapy? Nah, she wouldn't put me in therapy I doubt she could afford it. Besides I just wouldn't go. She could drop me off and I'd leave a perfect lose, lose situation. She can't make me do any thing I'm turning 18 in like a week. She isn't the boss of me. I refuse to talk to some no it all doctor who is going to ask me how I feel like every second. Ughh they always think they know everything. She had nothing to do so she grabbed her guitar and began strumming absent mindlessly. All of a sudden she felt inspired and grabbed her journal to write these lyrics down after like 2 hours and two more pills she was finished. What she ended up with was okay she thought not perfect just there.

How I feel

I know how this song must look

Like a picture ripped from a storybook
I got it easy I got it made
There's a golden road laid out before me
Everyone how they adore me like a diamond
In the sun

you just waste your breath
Asking me how I feel today
Do you really wanna know

I'm completely unconnected
Constantly rejected
Like everything I've ever loved is coming down
I'm drowning in emotion
In the middle of the ocean
Never knowing when it's over and I'm going down
That's how I feel

I know I signed up for this game
Where everybody knows my name
And they own a little piece of me
My happiness fell off the track
And I'd do anything to get it back
Give this all I'd give this all away

Did you just waste your breath
Asking me how I feel today
Is that a place you wanna go

I'm completely unconnected
Constantly rejected
Like everything I've ever loved is coming down
I'm drowning in emotion
In the middle of the ocean
Never knowing when it's over and I'm going down

Then you see me
You say you don't even know me
Couldn't pick me out of a lineup
The girl you know is so far gone
And I'm in hiding
Living life undercover
Smiling face for the camera
Well I'm not longing for this world
Oh oh oh

I'm completely unconnected
Constantly rejected
Like everything I've ever loved is coming down
I'm drowning in emotion
In the middle of the ocean
Never knowing when it's over and I'm going down
That's how I feel

When you see me
Say you don't even know me

She sighed. For some reason she wanted to take Tommy's advice and not take the pills and all butshe was just so sad. She looked out the window. She saw Jaime and Kat they were standing in Jaime's driveway and making out. They looked so happy. She saw Jaime put a protective arm around her, kiss her on the forehead. Then she saw him say something he could just barely make it out.

I love you.

Jaime told Kat he loved her. She looked ecstatic and said the same she saw them smiling and Jaime lead Kat inside. I wish I had that she thought. No one loves me. I'm going to die alone and with that she ran to the vent spilled the last 20 or so pills into her hand and swallowed all of the with vodka. She closed the vent then all of a sudden passed out. Then she was convulsing on the floor in a seizure.