A/N: Heyya everyone! Sorry for the late update. I had a dead brain and a lazy ass. I tried to make the character less OOC and tried to correct my mistakes and use more interesting words but I failed you guys! I'm sooooryyyyy! TT^TT
Anyway, this chapter contained a bit M-rated (Pfft, what's an M-rated fic without an M-rated scene?). Just a bit but hey, there'll be a lot more if you guys keep supporting me till the end!
Characters might be a little bit (depends on how you view it) OOC.
Charas not mine, story not mine. You all should be aware of that.
Another sigh escaped Gintoki's lips. You know when people said that if you were sighing too much your happiness would run away? Don't listen to them, they're idiots. Wasn't it like all the way around? People sighed because their happiness had run off. Maybe they eloped or something. Digging the only gold he had using his pinkie finger, he let his leg took him wherever it went; or more like he wondered around aimlessly. He never knew being so bored could drive you insane. It's like when you have no choice to to laze around, you felt like you wanted to do something more than that.
What should he do? Money… Don't even bother to check his wallet. They were as empty as Kagura's stomach. No matter how much he stuffed them in, they'll be gone without him noticing. It was like an endless pit; a black hole.
Or maybe he should ask Hasegawa-san for-
Never mind. That madao is even penniless than he is. You could even see mushroom sprouted from his pocket after being left unused for a long time.
Ah~ So bored I could die.
Hijikata was sitting on the bench stuffing his mouth with mayonnaise-drenched dango when he noticed a floating silver fur in the midst of crowds. His silver perm idiot detector immediately kicked in. Somehow, against his own will, his heart fluttered and his face felt warm but anger and annoyance took over.
After 3 fucking weeks, he finally saw him. And what was the first thing he saw the silver bastard did; picking his nose. Get a hobby, sugar-freak!
The dango shop lady beside him backed away when she sensed a murderous atmosphere from the vice-commander. From far, his eyes pinned onto Gintoki; refuse to let the silver rabbit disappear from his sight. Fast on his reflexes, Hijikata chased after Gintoki who then came to realize his presence.
Gintoki shuddered.
W-What… What the hell was that?
Gintoki felt as if someone was jinxing him or rather he felt as if someone planted an eye in him.
...!
Guh! The last person I want my eyes to see!
Gintoki finally hot on his steps after he caught the sight of Hijikata dashing to his direction with such a speed that could surpass Usain Bolt.
"Why are you running away, Yorozuya bastard!"
"Huh?! Even a gorilla would run away if he's chased by someone with that kind of face!"
"What's wrong with my face?! And stop running!"
"I CAN'T!"
"WHY NOT?!"
"CAUSE YOUR FACE IS TOO SCARY! STOP IT! DON'T FACE THIS WAY! SHOW YOUR FACE SOMEWHERE ELSE!"
"HHUHHH?!"
"SMILE AND I'LL STOOOPPP!"
"WHAT THE FUCK! LIKE HELL I WILL!"
"THEN I CAN'T STOP!" Comical tears flooded out from the crimson eyes and the chase went on until both parties exhausted from the pointless cat and dog game. Bending their bodies and used their knees as supports, they tried to start a conversation but only gasps and pants came out instead of words.
'Shouting while chasing/ being chased by an idiot sure is tiring' both thought mentally as they no longer had the energy to start another verbal war.
Finally had themselves collected, Hijikata was the first one to speak since Gintoki had been doing nothing but admiring the dirty ground.
"Why did you change your contact number?"
Ooookeeyyy, that's a first. Why did Hijikata sounded like an angry boyfriend?
"You sure you wanted me to answer that?" Gintoki said smugly, trying to mask his wavering voice as best as he could. However, the demon had a sharp sense; he knew there was a missing tone in his voice.
"Do you… hate it?" I like you, Hijikata. I love you too much it hurts. And I like sex too of course.
Hijikata seeing no point of asking since Gintoki wouldn't even budge his mouth to answer tried to relax his nerve with his cancer stick.
"Guess you did use me as a fuck buddies after all, huh."
"I thought there was nothing between us other than sex. And I'm the victim here, not you so don't sound so pitiful."
"You're the victim? Aren't you were the one shoved his ass onto my face."
"Listen here brat, when a man shoved his ass on your face, kick it, not fuck it. That's what normal people would do," said the perm in a monotone voice, flicking his nose shit to Hijikata.
Hijikata growled irritably. This bastard seriously pissing him off on purpose. "HUH?! Don't play all innocent! I was drunk and you took advantage of my state. I was raped there, pervert!"
"You're the one at fault here. You should have more self-restrain, Mayora bastard!"
"Don't put blame on other people when you were the one at fault. And it's not like you hate it. You were the one who goes 'Ahh~' and 'Nya~' every time I put it in!"
"At least it wasn't your ass being fucked up!"
Both finally became aware of their situation as civilian stared at them with crimson face. A mother with flushing red face was protecting her child's eardrum from all the dirty talk sprouted. Bowing their brainless head to apologize, they headed to a place with more private.
"I'm never showing my face outside again. I'm going to become a NEET" Gintoki whispered to himself with his head in his hands.
"I can't go on a patrol with a straight face again. I'll die of embarrassment." Wait till Sougo heard this and my life be over.
There was a pregnant silent. Hijikata couldn't take the insanely quiet situation especially when he's with a big mouth idiot.
"Are you angry?" I'm not. I just can't let you break my heart more than you already did.
"What am I? A school girl?" Gintoki said jokingly. His throat hurts from choking down the urge to bawl.
'You don't sound convincing at all, bastard… Should I say it? Should I confess now?'
"Ne, Oogushi-kun. I think we should stop playing around."
Huh? What?
"I'm saying that I'm tired of this. We should stop seeing each other. And you… You should find a decent woman soon."
'So that's how it is…'
"So this is how you play your game huh? You use them until you're sick of it, then you threw them away. What a whore." Aren't you're the one who's been playing with me, Hijikata?
"Then let me play with you for the last time." Hijikata was losing his rationalities. He couldn't even make out what he said to Gintoki that made his face twisted painfully. His anger overwhelmed his sensibilities.
Gintoki felt as if his dignity was placed on a public toilet bowl. A whore. So that's how Hijikata see him as now.
"I'm not a whore."
"Heh, I see no difference." Trying to regain his freshly shattered pride, Gintoki grabbed the hem of Hijikata's yukata a frown stuck on his forehead.
'Why do you looked so hurt when you were only using me, dammit!' both questioned in their mind.
Swallowing his thick saliva, Gintoki let out a smile. The fakest smile he had. "I guess that wouldn't hurt, for the last time that is."
"Ah! H-Hijikata, slow down!"
A loud moan echoed in the motel room. They knew their voice might reach other company in the motel judging by the thin walls but both men cared no more. Other people might think they were having a passionate and full-of-love sex but no. They're not. This was going to be the last time after all. They might as well savour each other's body properly.
Hijikata… I love you. I'm sorry. I love you…
He couldn't look at Hijkata's face. Even though it's sexy and all, he felt his tear glands might grew weak and he was afraid he might cry in front of him.
"Hey, relaxed a bit. It hurts to move."
"Well, you can at least prepare me even if this is going to be the last time." Gintoki muttered between moans and words. Only the sound of flesh hitting each other with each thrust could be heard other than their cry of pleasure. Hijikata kept thrusting deep, causing Gintoki's back to arc, allowing him to excess more easily.
"Ah, Hijikata! Can't-! C-Cumming…"
"Guh…"
Both men reached their climax at the same time. Hijikata let his body fell tiredly beside the immobile Gintoki, still basking in their earlier orgasm.
Few minutes had passed. Hijikata had been quiet. Well, that's expected but he didn't expected the mayora would stay. Turning to his side, a sleeping face of Oogushi-kun amused him. He chuckled a bit but tears flow smoothly down to his check, staining the sheets.
Hurts
Unbearably painful
Drying of his tear stained face, Gintoki cleaned himself, ready to leave before he could face Hijikata again. Saving the image of the raven's face in his mind for the last time, he muttered a silent good bye to the still sleeping figure.
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