Selfish
"Scared aren't ya. Big ass wolf like you with his tail between his legs. Ha, thought I'd never see the day."
"Damn it Jake! Shut-up I ain't scared!"
"Let's go then!"
"Isn't their another way."
"It's a damn snake, just jump over it. Chicken!"
"I ain't no chicken."
"Then move your ass."
"Okay… okay I can do this. First paw sec.."
"MOVE!!!"
"Dammit Jake what the hell got into you."
"Nothing I just don't want to be late."
"Late for what……?"
"Hello!!!
"What!!!?"
"Why are we late… I mean what are we late for?"
"Nothing I just want to get out of this place."
This was the place, the last place I seen Bella. This is where she told me she loved me and that she wanted me to stay with her. To bad that little plan of hers didn't work out quite so well. I would have left her anyway once I had imprinted. Right?
"Hey, Sam! You wouldn't believe how much of a lil wuss Jake is. He wouldn't even walk cause he saw a little garden snake. You should have seen it, the kid was freakin out."
I walk on two legs out of the forest and into the clearing. Sam was waiting for me.
"Your not good at blocking your thoughts. Maybe from the other's but I can see right through you."
"You heard?"
"Everything."
" I don't understand why I feel this way, Sam. I mean I love Nia. I think I love her. This suppose to be easy Sam. I was suppose to imprint on a girl and I would love her for eternity. Wh……"
"Jacob who said this was going to be easy?" He laughed
"That's how it worked for you. You were soo in love with Leah and when Emily popped her way on up you all of a sudden bye bye Leah…"
"That's not how it happened and you know IT!!"
I pushed a button apparently the wrong one.
"It was hard Jake. What your going through ain't shit!!…… I mean Jake you don't know how hard it was for me. It was hard for all of us. Leah, Emily and I. It hurts me to this day, what I had done to Leah. My fault, every day I walk around with that on my shoulders. What I did to them. That's what love is. Not all fun and games. Yea your hurting write now. You think you're the only one. What about Nia?"
I never thought, I mean I did think but never paid attention. Only worried about myself and my feelings.Selfish.
