I kiss him with everything I am. In this kiss I tell him how sorry I am for never giving him a chance, for never giving us a chance. This time I don't want to leave anything unclear, any lines blurred between us. I pull back from the kiss, his hands still holding my face and I tell him. "I'm sorry Damon." I see that he's starting to frown because he really misunderstood my apology, I laugh because it is so like us. He looks at me confused but he hasn't let go of my face yet. "I'm sorry for not coming to you, for not giving us a chance sooner. Not for this" I kiss him lightly. "Never for this"
It's beginning to snow outside. The temperature keeps getting lower but when he looks at me with something akin to reverence in those bottomless blue eyes I forget about everything else. It's too much, everything with him is always too much and just the exact amount at the same time. He looks at my lips once before descending his upon them. The sizzle is back. My entire being sings for him. He nibbles on my bottom lip carefully soothing the sting of the tiny bites with wet sweeps of his tongue. Our warm breaths mingle in between, our lips and tongues waltzing around each other as if on a loop. I wrap my arms around his shoulders and in my attempt to get as close to him as I can I end up sitting on his lap. He lowers one hand from its place cradling my face and places it gently on my thigh just above my knee. My fingers as if controlled by an external force twine around the strands of raven black hair at his nape. He bites on my lip a little harder and as a response I tug at the strands of hair twisted around my fingers. He groans against my mouth and he grips my thigh harder. His groan sending shivers down my spine. His feverish lips start a trail from my mouth across my cheekbone and stop on my ear. He sucks my ear lobe into his mouth and my ability for coherent thoughts flies out the window.
"I can't believe this is happening" I say to him. I angle my head my mouth looking for his and he chuckles lightly preventing me from kissing him.
"As much as I want to make love to you right now that is going to have to wait Elena" He waggles his eyebrows towards the passenger door window and there is Stefan holding a heavy chain to tow this useless piece of truck. He is smirking and makes a sign with his hand as if to say he'll be waiting in his SUV.
I'm absolutely beet red from head to toe I turn back to look at Damon and he is full on laughing now. He holds me closer to prevent me from moving away and turns my head to face him with a delicate touch of his index finger to my chin.
"We will have plenty of time for this later on, don't worry. I'm not letting you go anywhere. Except to the back of Stephan's truck now, we have to tow this piece of junk out of here." He winks and pecks my lips lightly.
I stay stunned for a few seconds and then begin laughing. We often don't stop to ponder where spur of the moment decisions will take us, but that's not necessarily a bad thing.
