AN: I know it's been too long since my last update and I sincerely apologize. There it is: the last chapter of this story. I hope you'll enjoy it!
Warnings: Sex, angst
Faithfulness
Chapter 3: Lovemaking and Resolutions
It felt nice, but she couldn't concentrate properly, the way he'd gently pushed her toward the bed, the way he undressed her, clumsily, impatiently. She could hear his discontinued breathing, see his trembling hands tampering with the buttons of her shirt, and later, taking the last piece of clothing from her, in a hurry, but still gently. And a soft warning whispered to her: 'Say it now, or I might not be able to stop myself...' But all of these things, she couldn't enjoy them; everything seemed to be so far, far away from her, as if everything had been coming from the distance.
The scent of his cologne, so intoxicating, relaxing her as he gently spread her legs; his disheveled hair, her fingers in it, playing with it, gripping it tightly, everything was driving her insane...his hands on her breasts, squeezing and massaging...But she couldn't concentrate, she couldn't give in, although she wanted to, she wanted it so desperately and hated it at the same time.
'What if Yoh wants it, and I'm not here? This is our farewell, I can't take this...Only this one time, I have to be selfish, I have to think about my own feelings, my own well-being...', she thought frantically, as he pushed his hard member inside of her. His intentions were to go slow, to let her enjoy it, too, but he was inexperienced, he was like a vampire coming out to take blood, so impatient, so much in some kind of fever, thrusting hard and fast, seeking for his release. His basic instincts had taken over, without him being aware of it. He was not conscious of his actions, as he was thrusting and squeezing, and biting at Haruna's pale, slender neck.
But the girl neither felt pain nor joy, for her thoughts were somewhere far. 'I want to keep you, I'm doing it just because I want to keep you by my side...Yet this tears me apart...Because tomorrow, I'll leave you...' she thought she was determined, but she trembled with fear, as she remembered their time being together, and with their friends, and all the things they'd been through. Aside of being her boyfriend, Yoh was her precious friend. And she was about to lose it all, either way. Next to her ear, she could hear his soft pants, and his sweat drops were falling on her neck, his wet hair tickling her left cheek. 'I love you, Yoh!' She was falling apart, torn between joy and sorrow. However, her body was beginning to react to Yoh's ministrations, and she felt an overwhelming feeling. Her toes kind of gripped the sheets beneath her, her muscles convulsed, and she felt a strangely wonderful feeling coming from between her legs, rapidly spreading throughout her body. A soft moan escaped her lungs, as she held Yoh tighter in her embrace. Slowly, she was becoming an adult; she was not a naive girl anymore, or, at least, she was less naive than before, thinking about things thoroughly, capable of comprehending something she hadn't been capable of understanding before.
The young, dark-haired boy looked at her, coming to his senses, and smiled when he saw a her face getting a shade of pink. Not long after, he was lost in pleasure as well, thrusting even harder, coming into her.
He rolled to his back, taking off the condom and tossing it aside. He looked at Haruna, whose breathing was calming down, her face still pink, a faint smile on her lips, as she was dozing off...He knew it was far from perfect, that he'd done it with haste, not even thinking about her, but judging by her face, it wasn't that much bad...And he knew that he would do it even better the next time, because he cared, because he loved her, and because he knew he had to redeem himself. Even though it was not easy, he had to admit that Haruna might have been right, he could've slept with any other girl should he felt the unresisting urge. Even though he had said people were different, he couldn't help but admit that he was a male, that it was in his blood to be more or less like all the others. And it pained him.
This girl beside him had given him all the strength, all the support and love, so openly. And he loved her, quietly, watching over her dream even when he was kilometers far from her. And all they'd been through, and all their bonds, they were worth of him being faithful to her. So he was determined to keep his promise, to do his best to prevent himself from doing her harm in any way. 'Ah, this is pathetic!' he mentally commented on those dwellings of his, and turned to hug his love. Yeah, perhaps his musings were pathetic that day, but he couldn't help them, as well as he couldn't help but love her.
'Tomorrow, we'll sort the things out.' he promised. 'I will make sure to come home very often.' It'd only take some time, and then Haruna would come to study there, too, and they might start living together...'Just let everything happen at its pace. It's for the best.'
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THE END
AN: I know I made it short, and it seems rushed, but I hope it was enjoyable. I'm trying to finish three more stories that I neglected a long time ago, so...But I still did my best! I hope you liked this. Please review!
