A/N Here's chapter 3. Thanks to those who reviewed. I'm changing my penname to Twilighter1215.
Disclaimer: I don't own the Twilight saga.
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BPOV
It felt like forever when I started becoming aware of things around me again. I could hear a loud beeping noise from somewhere to the left of me. I realized my head was in excruciating pain and the left side of my body felt numb. I tried to open my eyes, but for reason they wouldn't.
I could feel cold hands over mine. I knew it was Edward. How could I have been so stupid? I realized now that Edward still loves me and Gabriella must have kissed him or something. I shouldn't have doubted him. I wanted to open my eyes so I could tell him how much I love him and that I'm not mad at him and not to blame himself. When I heard Edward's voice, it brought on a terrible feeling
"Carlisle how is she?" I could hear the worry in his beautiful voice, which was almost always calm.
"Well, it's difficult to say. Right now Bella is in a comatose state. She's also lost a lot of blood. We'll start giving her blood transfusions as soon as possible. And most of her left side of her body is broken like her left leg, some ribs, and her arm. Whether or not she wakes up is up to her." Carlisle's voice was calm as he explained, but I swear I could hear a hint of worry in his voice as well. I think he was trying to not seem upset in front of Edward.
I couldn't he believe thought that it was up to me to wake up. I wanted to I really did, but it's not that simple. "Is there anything you can do for her? Or maybe I could do?" I know what Edward was thinking when he said the last part. I believe Carlisle did too because he replied "No Edward. She's lost way to much blood. She would die during the transformation."
"Well I'm going to go call Charlie, Renee, and the rest of the family. I'm sure they probably already know what happened. Alice most likely saw this coming and has told everyone else." I heard the door open and then close.
I soon felt Edward's cold lips on my forehead. Then he held my hand again. "Bella, I hope you can hear me. You have to wake up. You have to be okay," I could the hurt plainly in his voice. He wasn't even trying to hide it. "This is all my fault if I hadn't let you go when you were all upset like that, then you wouldn't be here right now." How I hated it when he blamed himself! This wasn't his fault. It was mine. If I had believed him in the first place then I wouldn't be here lying here in this hospital bed. I should have known Edward wouldn't have hurt me like that.
I heard a light knock on the door than heard Alice's voice "How is she?" she asked. Her voice was full of concern and sadness. I felt bad that I was the source of the Cullen's pain. If only I had been more careful.
I could hear Edward start to explain to Alice what Carlisle had told him. "Can you see anything Alice, about Bella?" He's was full of hope that maybe she would something about me waking up or getting better or something. I was interested in knowing if she saw anything as well.
I heard silence for a minute or so, hoping that meant Alice saw something, but then she sadly said "No, I wish I could though."
Not long after that I heard the door open and then close. My guess was it was Alice who left knowing Edward wouldn't leave my side.
The last thing I heard before I slipped into unconsciousness again was Edward saying how much he loves me.
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EPOV
I rode with Bella in the ambulance to the hospital. When I got there the doctors rolled her in on a stretcher. Carlisle came over when he saw me and told the doctors he would take care of Bella. He took her to room 108. There he started to prep her for surgery.
The doctors wheeled her out of her room and down the hall. I held her hand the whole time never letting go, at least until we came to two white double doors when they told me I couldn't go any farther.
I sat in a chair just outside the doors and put my head in my hands. Time seemed to pass by slowly. It seemed like they had been in there forever.
Finally sometime later Carlisle came out to meet me. His eyes and face were emotionless and his mind was blocked. I walked over to him, thoughts of whether Bella was okay flowing through me.
When I reached him I said "How is she?"
"Well she's alive. She made it though surgery, but now we have to do some tests to make sure everything is okay." Carlisle looked a little worried, but I could tell was trying to hide it.
"Can I stay with her while you're performing the tests," I really wanted to see Bella now, to hold her hand again.
"Sure," was all Carlisle said before disappearing behind the double doors again. A minute later they rolled Bella back to her room. I went in and pulled a chair up right next to her bed. I leaned over and kissed her forehead. I sat back down and place my hands over hers.
Carlisle preformed test after test on Bella. When he was done he left the room for about an hour. When he came back his face was grim. I stood up.
"Carlisle how is she?" I know I sounded worried but I had the right to be. The love of my life was lying in a hospital bed.
Carlisle told me she was in a coma and she needed blood transfusions. This wasn't fair, she didn't deserve this. I wish somehow I could take her place in all this. That way my Bella wasn't fighting for her life.
"Is there anything you can do for her? Or maybe I could do?" I was thinking maybe I could change her. Carlisle knew what I meant from the last part. "No Edward. She's lost way to much blood. She would die during the transformation."
Carlisle left to go call Bella's parents and the rest of the family who most likely already know. I went back to the chair I was sitting in before Carlisle came in. Before I sat back down I kissed her on the forehead. I sat back down, and then held her hand again. "Bella, I hope you can hear me. You have to wake up. You have to be okay," the hurt was plain in my voice. "This is all my fault if I hadn't let you go when you were all upset like that, then u wouldn't be here right now." It was my fault. I could have stopped this.
I heard a knock on the door and turned to see who it was. It was Alice "How is she?" I could the sadness in her voice. She loved Bella like a sister.
I told her what Carlisle had told me. "Can you see anything Alice, about Bella?" I was hoping that maybe she would something about me waking up from her come.
She was silence for a minute or so then she sadly said "No, I wish I could though."
Not long after that she left.
I held Bella's hand and told her I love her.
A/N Please review. I really want to know what you think so far.
