Disclaimer: I don't own twilight.
A/N: I just wanted to give you a peek into Edwards's life before the main and the last chapter.
Enjoy.
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Chapter 3
Epov
I was nervous, who is this guy. Oh, if you haven't noticed yet, then I should mention that I am gay, completely and happily out of the closet. I am few of those lucky ones who have a super supportive family and amazing friends.
I came out to everyone in elementary school it was an accident actually. I was talking with bear, my big brother (he is literally like a bear) on phone while-
*FLASHBACK*
"Bear I want to tell you something" I can't believe I am sweating in September. I am very close to Emmett and when I feel like this, I call him by our childhood name. It's my way to tell him that I need him.
"What is it lamb, you alright." I could practically see him going pale. He is like a mother hen when it comes to my well-being
"Hold on mother, let me complete first"
"Stop glaring the phone Em, I was just kidding" well, I wasn't, but I can't say that to my mother hen.
A deep sigh brought me back to our conversation, "Ed why are you giggling", oh crap! What should I say to him now?
"Please bear, I want to tell you something very serious."
"Yes, lamb I am listening,"
"I don't know how to tell this-" suddenly my phone beeped and it got off.
"What the hell!" I exclaimed with a rather embarrassing screech.
"Calm down Ed, just charge your cell", Tanya said, looking at me with a small smile.
Tanya is a nice girl, one of my closest friends and my all-time cheerleader cum support. She has been there for me whenever I needed and Vice Versa, the reason behind her recent Edward rescue mission was my not so normal situation regarding, Edward junior, locker room, arousal, and a BOY.
"Edward your cell is powered up now", Tanya instructed in a firm commanding voice, I can't back off now. Shit!
Ring… Ring… Ring… Ring…. No response.
"He's not picking up, " I said in with shagged shoulders and calm voice.
A pointed look was all I got in response. Sighing, I dialed again.
Ring… Ring… the moment bear picked up his cell I got panicked and said, "I got a hard on in the locker room while watching Garret," this wasn't how I wanted this to come out, "I think I am gay." Oh yes, you idiot, you will definitely put the icing on the cake.
It was a moment later that I heard shattering of glass and multiple gasps, shit where is he, and was that call on speaker.
"Fuck, lamb I am so sorry, I just was visiting mom for our usual weekend family and friends lunch, I was helping mom with salad, my phone was connected with speakers and in a hurry of receiving your call I accidentally-"
I think I passed out before he could finish his sentence, cause when I opened my eyes next, I was surrounded by my whole bunch of folks and friends, smiling at me with a gentle expression.
"We love you" was the only thing uttered by mom before I was pulled into a crushing group hug.
*END OF FLASHBACK*
So it's safe to say that my coming out was pretty dramatic and was taken very positively if we just ignore the fact that it was an accident. And I will rather not relate my embarrassing pro toddler style crying after everyone said how much they love me, love me as I am.
I am rather lucky for having such an understanding and loving family.
I am lucky in most of the thing, but not so much with my love life, it's not like I haven't dated or anything, it's just that due to the close bond I share with my family and friends it's sometimes difficult to find someone who can understand our bond, well that, and Emmett's show of mother hen tendencies.
It's not like I am in love with someone whom I can't have, it's not that I am in love with my best friend.
Sigh. Who am I kidding, even Jacob can tell that I am in love with Rudy, but I can't have him like that, he's straight and I think in love with Bella, my other best friend. Sometimes it seems like the only reason he reached me like that was Bella.
I don't know why I even bother thinking about him in that way, it's useless to pine for him, and I should really move on now. The way he reacted when I opened that pink box made it clear that he has no such feelings for me, he was happy that someone has proposed me like that and somewhere I am happy too that there is someone who loves me enough to do such a thing for me.
However, I am not sure about opening the other package, after analyzing the pink box and other things, I am sure about two things, first, this person is close to me, I know him and he knows me too. Because Rudy would never give me an unknown box just like that and after finding the content, normally he would have called Em, and they would have called me for interrogation hours ago. When I said that they are protective of me, I meant that, so the guy has obtained their permission before doing this and is approved by everyone, that also implies that whatever it is, is safe enough for me
I may be a little childish, sigh, Rudy is right, I am childish, so yeah, I was saying I may be a little childish but that doesn't mean I am stupid.
Now the main question do I want to know who this 'lover' is
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Yes!
Hmm… seems like Edwards gonna find his cowboy. Well, lucky him, he will finally find his soul mate in the next chapter.
On the other hand, Jasper is happy and equally nervous that he will finally confess his feeling to his beautiful boy.
