Title: I'm falling in love with you

Rating: 15, for language and suggestive-ness.

Character/Pairings: Tosh, Owen, Gwen, Jack, Ianto, Jack/Ianto, Slight Gwen Bashing!

Spoilers: NO SPOILERS.

Warnings: Slight Gwen Bashing! Swearing, and suggestiveness towards sex.

Summary: Jack and Ianto realise their feelings for each other, but will things go right for them when they are both hiding their feelings?

Disclaimer: I own nothing apart from the plot! ALL THE CHARACTERS AND TORCHWOOD BELONG TO RUSSELL T DAVIES AND THE BBC.

Trust me, if i owned them, Ianto, Owen and Tosh would be alive.

Ianto twisted in Jack's arms so he was staring into the eyes of his lover. After everything that had happened the day before and last night, Ianto was exhausted. After helping Gwen with her report, he had to go out with Jack to fetch a couple of stray weevils, which meant that Jack would be trying profusely to get Ianto to have sex with him in the SUV, something Ianto knew Jack had wanted to try for a while. When they got back to the hub, he then had to clean up everyone elses mess. He remembered thinking how it looked like they probably had a rave or something, and chuckled lighty.

"What are you laughing at?" Jack asked his voice groggy, Ianto wasn't surprised judging by how much he had made him scream the night before. Jack, who had his arm wrapped around Ianto, pulled his young lover closer so their foreheads were touching.

"Nothing," Ianto smiled, breathing in Jack's devine scent. "How long have you been awake?"

"A few minutes." Jack was now staring into Ianto's eyes making it harder for him to breathe. They both felt each other move in slowly but before their lips had a chance to touch, Jack's phone was ringing. Jack groaned and twisted to grab for his phone and Ianto moved to lie on his back, letting out a breath he never realised he was holding.

"Who is it?" Ianto asked as he saw a troubled look on Jack's face.

"Gwen.." He replied and Ianto knew he was trying to decide wether to answer.

"Just leave it, it's probably nothing serious." Ianto thought it was time he found out who Jack really did care for more. However, he just ignored Ianto and put the phone to his ear. That gave Ianto all the answers he needed.

"Gwen?...Whats wrong?...Really?..Hold on." Ianto watched as Jack got up, slipped on a pair of thin black boxers and made his way through to the bathroom. He could just about make out Jack's voice.

"Mmhhm..Yeah...Oh god...Its going to be fine Gwen...I promise...Because you are Gwen Cooper, caring Gwen Cooper. The heart and soal of Torchwood...Yes okay...Thats fine. Bye cariad."

Ianto's eyes widened as he heard the last word...Cariad?

That was the word Ianto used quite often with Jack, and now Jack was using it with her. Ianto felt sick. He couldn't physically stay in Jack's bed any longer.

A few minutes later, Jack walked back through the room to find Ianto fully dressed with a fresh suit. He could tell Ianto was angry by the way he was gripping at the duvet. But he shrugged it off.

"What are you doing? We still have a few more hours," he growled hope clinging to every word.

"Why do you do it Jack?" Ianto was now facing Jack and Jack could tell he was upset.

"Do what?"

"You really don't see it do you?"

"Ianto, what are you talking about?"

"You drop everything for her. And then come crawling back to me because you know I'll always be here. Well, not any more. I'm through with being your part-time shag."

"Oh come on, Ianto you know that's not true."

"Yes it is. You use me to forget about Gwen and don't even realise what it does to me."

"Ianto I care about you-"

"And Tosh and Owen...But you've always had a soft spot for Gwen haven't you? 'The heart and soal of Torchwood'...Thats what you just said. And you know what the worst part is?! You called her cariad. That's what I call you. Do you know why?"Jack shook his head.

"Because I lo-...Just forget it." Ianto climbed out of Jack's bunker and was about to walk out of his office when he felt Jack grab his wrist.

"Jack..let me go."

"No. Finish what you were going to say..."

"What?"

"You what Ianto? Finish off that sentence." Jack's voice was barely a whisper.

"I love you..Jack. There. Well done. You've officially made me feel as pathetic as you. How fucking dare you? You may be the boss Jack, but not everything's going to go your way. You can't just kill yourself or fuck me senseless everytime you're reminded about the fact, that Gwen's married. It hurts Jack. It fucking hurts. The flirty looks, the constant reminder of her being better than the rest of us. I can't do it Jack. It just hurts way too fucking much." By the time Ianto was finished ranting and out of the hub he realised he was crying. He couldn't believe he had just said that to Jack. But the wierd thing was?...He didn't regret it.

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I'M SO SORRY JANTO FANS! BUT IT GETS BETTER IN THE NEXT CHAPTER PROMISE! ITS WORTH IT TOO READ ON!3