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Bonnie

"You have to serve yourself," A girl with a pug nose and black hair said to Bonnie who was standing with the other girls looking quite lost. "You go back to the kitchen where Ms. Becky our cook is and you get your food and bring it back out here."

"Thank you," Bonnie said and tried to give the girl a smile which she did not return to Bonnie as she continued to eat her food. Bonnie followed the other three girls to the kitchen and a rather large woman stood facing the sink turning when she heard the door behind her. Bonnie couldn't help but noticed she had the kindest blue eyes she had ever seen.

"You must be the new girls." She said turning and wiping her hand on the apron she had wrapped around her.

"Yes ma'am," Caroline answered and the woman's eyes ran over the four of them before she gave them a pleasant smile.

"Well I'll be damned if you're not the prettiest group of girls I've ever seen come through this place in all my years." She said and Bonnie smiled taking an instant liking to the woman. "Well come on don't just stand there you best make your plates before dinner clean up here in twenty minutes." She pointed to a stack of plates which Bonnie took one off the top.

"Now tonight I made some chicken breast, with mashed potato's and carrots I hope you girls like it. The other girls here don't seem to mind my cooking one bit." Bonnie's stomach churned as the woman open a large silver serving tray and chicken was revealed. She skipped past it while the other girls all took a helping. "What's wrong girl you don't eat chicken?"

"I'm a vegetarian." Bonnie said quickly and the woman shook her head.

"Never have understood how you non meat eaters survive in this world, but oh alright do you like Peanut butter and jelly?" Bonnie nodded quickly and added some potato's and carrots to her plate. She watched as the cook whipped her up a sandwich quickly and set it on her plate. "I'm Ms. Becky by the way ladies and you are."

"Elena,"

"Rebekah,"

"Caroline,"

"Bonnie," She said and Ms. Becky gave her a warm smile.

"You've been blessed with those eyes girl, very pretty." She said and Bonnie smiled again at the compliment. "Well don't let me hold you girls up, Maddy and Talia out there will take care of your plates when you are finished they have kitchen duty today. When you girls finish you go on to group therapy in the living room now."

"Thank you," Bonnie said as she followed the girls out to the table. She took a seat next to her new roommate Elena and began to pick at her food.

"How did you get a sandwich?" The girl with black hair who had spoken earlier asked looking at Bonnie's plate.

"Um," Bonnie began not sure of how to respond.

"Don't worry about it." Rebekah told the girl making the black haired girl turn her burning gaze on Rebekah.

"I wasn't talking to you Blondie now was I?"

"I don't really care who you were talking to, how about you mind your own business." Bonnie watched the staring contest between the two girls before the black haired girl looked away and grumbled something under her breath before getting up with her plate and walking away from the table.

"Don't worry about Maddy, she is just grumpy." A girl with a nervous sounding voice said. Bonnie couldn't possibly imagine what this girl had done to come here. Her hair hung in golden ringlets, and big doe eyes stared at all of them while she smiled shyly at them. "I'm Talia," She said and when none of the other girls responded Bonnie smiled at her.

"I'm Bonnie," the girl practically beamed at her response.

"It's so good to meet you Bonnie." She said her voice high and sweet at the same time.

"Jesus Talia," the girl down at the end of the table muttered. Her hair was short cut close to her head like a boy, but her face was beautiful as she glanced down their way. "Fucking freak." The girl muttered and stood up from her chair and quickly exited the dining room. Talia looked down at the table before looking back up and smiling.

"You guys are just going to love it here, I know it." She said her voice excited and Bonnie almost chocked on her glass of water as the words came out of the young girls mouth. She also got up from the table grabbing her plate and her blonde ringlets bouncing as she practically skipped to the kitchen the door swinging closed behind her.

Bonnie tried to force down as much of her food as she could not knowing how food waste was taken here. She felt so lost at this place, her life seeming much more like a dream than reality right now. She felt like a zombie as she stood up with Elena who waited for her to be done and walked to the living room with her. They found chairs next to each other and the girl with the boyish hair cut sat quietly across from them reading a book. They waited for the rest of the girls to come into the room which they shortly did.

It was silent as Ms. Randall walked into the room and sat down in the cushion chair in the circle they all now sat it. Little Talia seemed to be bouncing in her seat and Ms. Randall shot her a stern look making her stop and twirl her thumbs instead.

"Good evening ladies." She said and looked around the circle at each of the girls her eyes remaining on Bonnie for what she thought was longer than the rest of them. "Tonight we have a very rare occurrence as four new girls have joined the home today. The rest of the girls here are familiar with how we run groups when a new girl comes into the home. The girls who have been here, will go around the group and introduce themselves to you. They will briefly explain what has brought them here, then it will be your girls turn. We do have one girl missing from our group tonight, but she will be returning with us tomorrow." Talia clapped her hands together excitedly and got another look that made her stop and turned to the girl with the short hair.

"Hi my name is Rylee, I'm seventeen years old and I'm here for the use of narcotics the end." She said and Ms. Randall gave her a long cold hard stare. "And for distributing narcotics to an undercover, sorry I forgot."

"You forgot?" Ms. Randall asked.

"It's been a long day," She look over to Maddy next to her who cleared her throat.

"My name is Maddy I'm fifteen and I'm here for a lot of things. Let's see first, I got expelled from my school for breaking a girl's nose because she cut me in the lunch line." Bonnie watched as her eyes rested on Rebekah. "Then I robbed a convenience store close by my house and stabbed my brother with a pencil when he ratted me out." She said and looked over to Talia who smiled at every one shyly before she began.

"I'm Talia I'm seventeen and I'm here because I molested my younger sister with a barbie." She said her smile never dropping off her face.

"You did what?" Elena asked her mouth hanging open just like the rest of them.

"She is a sick nympho," Rylee said and Ms. Randall smack her hands together making her jump and bite her lip as she stared at the floor.

"Now Rebekah you may start."

"Alright I'm Rebekah, I'm seventeen years old and even though I really shouldn't be here I guess you could say I'm here because I have a problem going to school because I like to party. Is that good enough?" She asked her voice dripping with sarcasm.

"For right now yes, but you also stole your mother's credit card as well." Ms. Randall responded and looked at Caroline.

"I'm Caroline I'm sixteen and I'm here for stealing a car and getting caught with a gram of weed on me." She said and Ms. Randall frowned.

"As well as being arrested for shop lifting twice." Caroline shook her head.

"I was never charged with that." She said quickly back.

"But you still committed it Caroline, part of being here is to admit what you have done and take ownership for that."

"Ok yea right I shoplifted twice."

"Good now Elena."

"Um my name is Elena obviously I'm sixteen and uh I'm here for running away. For drinking and for doing cocaine I guess."

"You guess?" Ms. Randall asked and Elena nodded.

"Yeah," Ms. Randall nodded before looking at Bonnie who had been dreading it coming around to her. "Bonnie, it's your turn." She said when she didn't say anything.

"Hi I'm Bonnie," She said starting taking a deep breath. "I'm sixteen and um I don't know what else to say." She said and looked to Ms. Randall.

"You can start by telling us all what you did to get here."

"But I didn't do anything." Bonnie said keeping her voice low as she felt eight set of eyeballs looking at her.

"Bonnie," Ms. Randall said sounding like she was talking to an infant. "This circle is a safe place and in order for us to conquer the reasons why you are here we first have to address them." She said and Bonnie shook her head. If she told them why she was here according to her file she would just be telling them a lie, and she wasn't going to lie to make things easier for herself.

"Sorry I'm late," Bonnie looked up and saw a very handsome man with dark hair walk into the room holding a cocky smile on his face as he gazed around as the girls in the circle. "Wow, how the troops have grown."

"Kol have a seat we are in the middle of something." Ms. Randall said and the man smiled at his mother and took the empty chair next to Bonnie. "Bonnie, we are waiting."

"I just there isn't anything to say." Bonnie bit her lip after and stared at the ground.

"Would you like me to tell the room why you are here?" Ms. Randall asked and Bonnie could feel the tears rising in her eyes.

"No," She whispered.

"Well than go on." When she still didn't respond Ms. Randall cleared her throat.

"Well then, Bonnie has been put with us by parents choice ladies. She was not court ordered to come here like the rest of you. Her mother contacted me about two weeks ago telling me she was concerned for her daughter's safety because of the promiscuous acts she had been committing over the couple moths."

"That's not true," Bonnie said the tears spilling from her eyes now.

"The final breaking point for her mother was when Bonnie decided to try to seduce her step father who her mother had just recently married-"

"That's not true!" Bonnie said louder and she continued to ignore her and kept going.

"When he turned down her advances she went into a fit of rage destroying her room and told the police she had almost been raped by her step father but that isn't true now is it Bonnie?"

"Why would I lie?" Bonnie cried and Ms. Randall gave her a cold sneer.

"Because you're a pathological liar dear." Bonnie shook her head.

"I'm not," she said and Kol cleared his throat.

"There is no need to lie in this group Bonnie-"

"I'm not lying!" Bonnie cried for what felt like the millionth time she had tried to convince people she was telling the truth.

"But you are Bonnie and until you can admit that you will get no where in this program." Ms. Randall said her eyes burning into Bonnie's before she looked away at the rest of the girls.

"I'm done here." Bonnie said standing up from her chair and proceeded to walk out of the room.

"Young lady you get back here this instant!" Ms. Randall called after her.

"I got it mom." She heard Kol say as she disappeared around the corner and quickly made her way to the long winding staircase. "Bonnie wait." He said but she didn't stop and when she went into her room she attempted to close the door but Kol's hand stopped her.

"Go away!" She said as he proceeded to enter the room.

"I'm just here to talk." He said holding his hands up in defense.

"I don't want to talk to you." She said not wanting to talk to any guy especially one she didn't know.

"Ok that's fine you can listen then." He said as she sat down on the bed and angrily wiped at the tears that continued falling from her eyes. "I know you're new here but you can't just walk out of the groups like that. That's part of how you earn your privileges here, and I'm sure you have somebody back home you want to call right?"

"I have nobody to call and nobody is going to come visit me." She said and Kol nodded looking at her with sympathy.

"Well even so, it's part of how you complete the program here. My mom is a stickler for those groups and attending them unless you absolutely can't. I know it may be hard to admit the things that you have done wrong but, it's not like those other girls can judge you. No one will judge you for the mistakes you've made in the past." He said and Bonnie looked up at him connecting with his eyes.

"I didn't do any of those things she said." He sat down next to her on her bed and Bonnie looked quickly to the door.

"Ok then I believe you." He said and she looked back to him bewildered by what he just said.

"You do?" She asked and he nodded.

"If you say you didn't do it then I'll believe you." He said again.

"You don't even know me, so how can you believe me."

"You don't look like the type of girl who would do any of those things my mom was saying."

"I'm not." Bonnie said and he smiled at her making her heart skip a beat.

"But just because I believe you doesn't mean she or any of the others will. Can I give you a little advice without being yelled at." He said and Bonnie nodded. "Fake it until you make it here. That's the best piece of advice someone like you is going to get while being here."

"I can't lie about that." She said and wiped away the remaining tears that were on her face.

"Just try, I would hate to see a girl like you getting in trouble because she didn't at least try." Bonnie sighed and looked down at her hands.

"Why are you being so nice to me, you don't even know me." She said and he gave a small chuckle.

"Because I can already tell you aren't like the other girls downstairs, I try to look out for the ones like you so they don't get eaten alive."

"Well thanks I guess." She said and he reached out and grabbed her hand giving it a small squeeze.

"Anytime," She felt her heart flutter at his touch but his hand pulled away quickly. "Now would you like to go back down and join the group?" He asked and Bonnie nodded following him back down to the group where all eyes were on them as they entered the room.

"What do you have to say for such an outburst young lady?" Ms. Randall said he words cold with no care for how Bonnie felt.

"I'm sorry," Bonnie said she looked at Kol as she sat down. "Just hearing it out loud was hard for me to hear is all." She said and he gave her a quick wink before looking to his mother.

"It will not be tolerated again, next time there will be consequences understand?" She asked.

"Yes Ma'am." And with that the group continued on for another half hour before they were dismissed and all the girls went up the stairs to their rooms. Bonnie went to her bed and began to go through her suitcase to get the clothes she wanted to keep out as they had been instructed to.

"So is it true?" Elena asked when she walked in the room and closed the door quietly behind her.

"Is what true?"

"All that bull crap she was saying downstairs about you know your step dad and everything." Elena sat down on her bed and began to go through her clothes as well while she waited for Bonnie to respond.

"No," She said finally and Elena looked up at her and they connected eyes for a moment before they both looked away.

"That sucks," She said and Bonnie nodded setting a pair of jeans to the side.

"Yeah it does." Her mind wandered back to the night her world had been turned upside down.

(Flashback)

"Dinner and a movie, sounds nice." Connor said coming up behind Bonnie and wrapping his arms around her waist. Bonnie stiffened at his sudden touch and pushed him away turning from the stove she was now preparing dinner on.

"Connor I told you," She said and he reached out to stroke her face but she pulled her head back.

"I thought you changed your mind,"

"Well I didn't I told you we can't do this anymore it's wrong." She said and turned back to stir the pasta she had simmering on the stovetop.

"Then who is all of this for?" He asked and Bonnie looked over at the table she had set for two, and the TV in the living that had the movie in waiting to be played.

"I asked mom if I could invite somebody over." She didn't turn to see his reaction, and all she heard was a beer pop open as he closed the fridge.

"You what?"

"I have a date coming over tonight, I already asked my mom and she said it was fine." Bonnie said turning the stove off and removing the pasta bringing it over to the drainer.

"Who?" He asked his voice sounding uneven as he asked the question.

"A boy from school," she answered.

"That you are bringing over to my house?" He asked taking a long guzzle from his beer waiting for her response.

"This is my moms house Connor, you moved in here remember."

"Oh now I see what you're doing, you don't have to try to make me jealous baby. I understand what this is all about." He tried to reach out and touch Bonnie again but she slapped his hand away.

"I told you we are not doing this anymore to my mom!" She said more firm than she had the first time.

"So what now you're all concerned about your mom after the fact of you leading me on?" He asked and Bonnie sighed as she stirred in the sauce with broccoli and chicken into the pasta.

"Yes and you should be too, I'm not doing this with you anymore that's why we are stopping before it gets totally out of hand. And I didn't lead you on," she said not liking that the blame of their inappropriate relationship was being placed on just her.

"So what was with you wearing all those little tiny shorts and shirts around the house huh? Or all the times you would lay out in the yard with that tiny little bikini of yours, because if that's not leading somebody on than I don't know what is Bonnie?"

"Those were pajama's and my mom laid out with me too." She said defending herself and turned to look at him.

"That was you teasing me, and taunting me making me want you."

"We kissed Connor and you need to get over that." She said and pushed past him to put the chicken alfredo on the table.

"I think we did more than kissed Bonnie, or do you not remember me sliding my finger in between those pretty little thighs of yours." He said grabbing her by the waist and trying to do just that.

"Get off of me!" She cried and pushed him away making him clench his jaw together tightly.

"What's your problem Bonnie huh? Just trying to have a little fun is all."

"Please just leave me alone." She said trying to keep her voice even as she tried to maintain her distance between them. But every step backwards he took was two more he took forward.

"No I want to talk to you," He said and set his now empty beer down on the table and took bigger strides toward her.

"Connor," She said and when she saw he wasn't stopping she quickly spun around and sprinted towards her bedroom. Her attempt to shut her door was stopped by Connor pushing on the other side.

"I just want to talk to you Bonnie!" He cried and pushed harder on the door making Bonnie's feet slide back on the carpet.

"Leave me alone!" She screamed again and he pushed harder making Bonnie fall back onto the floor. Her skirt rose up some and Connor's eyes flashed to in between her legs making them take on a dark lustful look as they stared at her. Bonnie scooted back on the floor as he walked towards her slowly.

"There you go again teasing me, wearing that little skirt with little panties." Bonnie heard the doorbell ring after Connor stopped talking and she looked at him in fear before opening up her mouth.

"Josh call the-" Connor was on top of her in a flash covering up her mouth harshly with his hand.

"Shut the fuck up, shut the fuck up!" He whispered shaking her head roughly as she screamed behind his hand. But it was muffled the only person able to hear it was Connor and even as Bonnie struggled to get loose from his grasp she was no match for him. The doorbell rang one more time and a minute later Bonnie saw the headlights of a car flash across her window meaning he was pulling out of her drive way. Connor let go of Bonnie's mouth but he didn't get off of her instead he pinned her wrist's roughly over her head as Bonnie's frail body shook with sobs underneath of him. "Fucking teasing me, I'm going to show you what a tease gets." He said and she felt him fumbling with his belt buckle as he held onto her wrists with one hand.

"No, no" Bonnie said twisting her body underneath of him trying to escape. She screamed loudly hoping a neighbor would hear her, and felt a hard crack to the side of her face cutting the scream off. It stung and she was momentarily shocked by the harsh hit to her never having received one before. She could feel his bare skin against her on her legs as he pulled her skirt up. "Please, please stop." She begged sobbing as she felt his fingers fumble with his underwear and yanking them down her legs as the material ripped.

"Shut the fuck up!" He said roughly as he got the underwear all the way off and went to position himself in between her legs.

"Mommy," Bonnie said calling to her mother who she knew wouldn't answer because she was at work. That's when she felt him, his manhood pressing into the side of her inner thigh and she went still in fear. "Please," She said one more time feeling the tip pressing against her entrance.

"I'm going to show you how a real man pleases a women, I'll be the best you ever had." He said and Bonnie closed her eyes never having had anyone before and made one more attempt to twist her body away from him. The moment she seized was perfect as Connor lifted up his middle section to get a better position and Bonnie swiftly brought one of her legs in and up between his thighs as hard she possible could. When she heard the painful grunt come out of Connors throat she knew she had hit the right spot and she quickly pushed with her body to make him roll off of her and jumped up bolting from the room and out the front door.

She ran until she could run no more, and finally when she felt she might collapse she sat down on a park bench to calm her racing heart. She didn't know how long she sat there before she got up and started to walk back home to see if her mother's car was in the driveway. When her house came in sight she did see her mother's car as well as two police cars in front of her house. Running the rest of the way home she ran into the house and followed the voices into her bedroom freezing when she saw her mother Connor and two police officers in what was now her destroyed room.

"What's going on?" Bonnie asked in shock to see everything in her room destroyed. Her bed looked like someone had taken a knife to it. Her dressers were pushed over and holes seemed to have been put in the back of them with the hockey stick she had in her room. Clothes were strewn all over the room, as well as pictures torn. A couple holes were in the walls where it looked like things had been thrown as glass laid broken all over the room.

"I-I can't even look at you Bonnie." Her mother said looking away and Bonnie watched horrified as Connor pulled her comfortingly into his arms his eyes fixing on Bonnie.

"Don't you touch her you pig!" Bonnie said and tried to cross the room to get to him but the older police officer stopped her by roughly grabbing her arm.

"Young lady I'm going to have to ask you to come with us." He said and Bonnie looked up at in in confusion.

"For what? I didn't do anything he did!" She said pointing to Connor who shook his head and pulled off a pretty convincing look of sympathy.

"We're going to get you help Bonnie." He said and Bonnie looked around again at all of them and tried to pull away from the police officer.

"No, he tried to attack me I didn't do this. Mom, Mom!" She said and she buried her face deeper into Connors chest her shoulders shaking as she cried.

"Let's go Bonnie," The younger police officer said gently and grabbed her other arm to lead her out of the room. Bonnie looked back desperately to her mom, just wanting her to look at her so she could see she was telling the truth.

"Mom, please don't do this! Mom, Mom!" Bonnie screamed as they drug her from her mother's view and down the hall to the front door. "Mommy! Please I didn't do this, I didn't do this!" She screamed as they then pulled her out the front door to one of the police cars.

"Now if you don't stop I'm going to put you in hand cuffs." The officer said sternly making Bonnie look up at him with tear stained cheeks.

"But I didn't do this."

"That's what you all say, get in." He said letting go of her arm and opening the door. She saw no other choice but to get in, and as they drove away Connor came out on the front porch and gave her a little wave before shutting himself behind the door.

(End of flashback)

Bonnie tried to put the thoughts of that night out of her head as she brushed her teeth and headed back to her bedroom to go to sleep Rylee stopped her outside of her door.

"You need to be careful with Kol," She said and Bonnie looked at her in confusion.

"What?"

"Just be careful, ok." She said quickly and walked away leaving Bonnie's mind even more uneasy that night as she laid down but couldn't find the sleep she was seeking.