Hi everyone! I am back and I am so sorry for the long wait! I am struggling with a lot but I am doing better lately so I decided to get back to writing this! Enjoy! *I don't own TWD or anything except OC.* Please leave comments and let me know what you think!

I might have been mad at Dale but I was sad to learn of his death. Dale was a character sometimes and it sucks that he is not here. I listened to Rick talk about Dale but at the end he says how we will now live by Dale's rules. Rick started spitting out jobs to everyone. I had to help Lori out from now on. Rick said I was 16 and shouldn't have to do an adult's job. I told him I was fine helping them out but he said what he said was final. I listen to my dad but I will not listen to rick. I shouldn't be treated like a kid. Rick started arguing with my dad, my dad let it slide this time but I could tell he was tense. I remembered the promise he whispered to me but I didn't want him to get in anymore trouble. I put my hand on his shoulder and locked eyes with him silently letting him know I got his back and it will be okay. Hershel told me I could be bunk mates with Beth, and that we will probably be really good friends. I just went along with it I didn't have time to argue anymore. I was worried about Dad and angry with Rick. So I moved the little bit of what I had into Beth's room. I watched as Beth looked at me shyly but with a smile. I decided to smile back, despite what people thought I wasn't a bitch.
"Hi, Amber right?"
"Yeah, Hi Beth, thank you for letting me stay in here"
"It's no problem, so I saw that you like to read"
"Yeah haven't had much time though in a while"
She just nodded
"I actually got to help lori with some things, I will see ya later"
"See ya"
See I could actually have a nice chat. Beth wasn't bad but at the same time if they expect me to start acting like her it just ain't happening. I walked out the door to see Lori walking to my father. I snuck the other way. I don't trust those two together and I don't need Lori starting a new mess.
Lori thanked my Dad for being there for her and saying sorry for causing a mess. She also told my Dad how she doesn't know who the father of her baby is and I knew that really hurt my dad. She told him what a great father he is to me. She told him I was definitely his daughter. I had his temper, his dark hair, and his brown eyes, and I also had his protectiveness. I watched as my dad smiled but after their talk I could feel his pain. I knew he still had feelings for Lori, I came out of hiding and just hugged my dad. He hugged back. "Dad everyone else might turn their back on you but I never will. I love you dad"
He smiled at me "I love you too sweetheart, we make one hell of a team". After my dad went back to working and I went back to find Lori to help her with whatever.
Before I knew it all hell broke lose, I heard Rick asking me if I saw randall
"Nope, I been with Lori and Carl, the whole time"
Before he could say anything else I heard my dad yelling and I quickly ran to him
"RICK! RICK! HE'S ARMED, BASTARD GOT MY GUN"
I saw the blood all down his nose
"Dad are you okay?"
"I'm fine Sweetie, Little bastard stuck up on me and clocked me upside the face"
Everyone was forced back into the house except for my dad,rick,Daryl, and Glenn. Something didn't feel right though, but I didn't really think about it, I just wanted to keep everyone safe so I went back into the house but had my gun ready. Just when I thought nothing else could go wrong, it did. Walkers started taking over the farm, a lot of walkers. Too many for us to take down. Carl was gone again and nobody knew if he was safe or not. My Dad, Rick,and carl were all out there and I was terrified. I was scared that I would never see them again. It cut me deep to the core but I still made sure that the others were okay, I had to believe that we were all going to be okay. Lori was freaking out but me and Andrea got her to go. I just remember running with Beth and Patricia. Though as I was killing walkers in front of us one from the side got patrica. I quickly grabbed a tearful Beth and ran. We all got to T-Dog and jumped in the truck.
I stopped believing in god a long time ago but I prayed for the first time in forever that everyone was alright. My dad and I always were a team, it always been us and if he was gone I would be alone. I didn't want to focus on that though, I had to keep it together. I sat in the back of the truck with Andrea just thinking about all the people i could have lost, then all of a sudden the door to the truck opens and Lori looks like she is about to jump.
The truck comes to a stop. "WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON" Lori looked back at me
"T-Dog doesn't want to turn around" I understood why T was scared but we had love ones still left out there, well I hope we do. "T-Dog turn this fucking truck around or let us out and leave on your own." He looked at us like we were crazy "I should do it you know, you are out of your damn minds!" He turned the car around and it was quiet again. When we pulled up I saw Rick and Carl. Thank god they were okay, Beth and Lori raced to their family. I didn't see my dad and I started feeling sick. I hopped out of the truck to greet the others and Andrea was right behind me. I gave Uncle Rick and Carl a hug, "Guys where is my dad?" I watched as Carl just looked sad and Rick looked at loss. "Guys please tell me he is okay!" all Rick did was shake his head, I barely heard him whisper "He's gone". I was shocked and everything start spinning, this can't be happening. I felt hands started to touch me and my name in the background but all I focused on were the flashbacks of all the memories I had with my dad. Me and my dad been a team since I was three but now he is gone too just like my Mom. I broke down something I tried not to do in front of people but everything I ever known was gone. I opened my eyes to see Andrea holding on to me and everyone else had pity in their eyes. I looked back to Rick "What happened to him!?" he looked at me "I am really sorry Amber but you are not alone". "Rick what happened!" Rick looked at Carl and Lori then back to me "He turned." I was so confused in that moment but the subject was changed though I was going to get answers soon. We all started driving again they didn't want to take too many cars but we couldn't all fit in maggie's and rick's car so T-dog took his truck with me and Andrea. I didn't want to be with Rick or any of them right now. Andrea was in pain too I could feel it and she was the only one I fully trusted. I never let go of her hand. We were all quiet and that is what i wanted. We finally had to stop because Rick was low on gas, it looked like we were camping out. Carl was freezing so I tossed my black jacket at him, he just looked at me and I nodded. I stood silently as Daryl started talking about Randall "you know shane killed Randall like he always wanted too, he turned but he wasn't bit" Everyone wanted to know how that could be Rick looked nervous "We're all infected, all of us carry it" Everyone was in shock and mad Rick told nobody but I wanted to know how my Dad turned. "Rick how did my Dad turn!?"
"Amber-"
"NO! I want answers Rick! I lost my father and I want to know what happened!"