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You're Not Sorry

Chapter 2

I woke up the next morning and couldn't help but be excited about mine and Edwards plans tonight. Of course we hung out all the time, I guess I just miss hanging out with just the two of us, and at a normal hour.

I have the day off today, which I was grateful for. I have been stressed out about a deadline this past week. I was having serious writers block, and not much time to get over it.

I was going to spend the day relaxing. Something I was in desperate need of.

After watching re-runs of Grey's Anatomy all morning in my pajamas, I decided to finally get dressed for the day. I took a quick shower and threw my hair up in a messy bun and threw on some sweats, knowing that I wasn't doing anything special today. Well besides hanging out with Edward, but we were just going to watch movies. No need to dress up. Right?

That's what girls do.

They keep you guessing the whole day through.

I groaned, I really shouldn't have let my friends pick their own ringtones.

"Hello Alice." I flipped open my phone and answered.

"Bella! What are you doing tonight?" She asked rather bluntly.

I chuckled a little. "Actually Edward is coming over to watch movies." I tried to sat nonchalantly. Although knowing Alice, It wouldn't happen.

"What?! Am I hearing that you guys have a date?!" She asked excitedly.

"Alice! Of course not. You know we are just friends. We are just hanging out." I said hoping she would drop it.

No such luck. "Bella you and I know, that you and Edward will never be 'Just Friends'." I could practically hear the quotations in her words.

"Alice, and you and I both know. Me and Edward have never been anything more than just friends." I pointed out to her.

Pretty much everyone in our group was aware of my feeling for Edward. Well with the exception of Edward himself. So they constantly teased me about it, well Emmet did. Alice usually tried to play matchmaker, which she isn't subtle about I might add.

Whereas Rose and Jasper insist he feels the same way about me and I should just take a chance, and blah, blah, blah. They never told him about how I fell, which I could never be thankful enough for. I trust them fully.

"I know Bella. But still you guys are just so cute together, -"

"-Alice." I cut her off before she goes off into her own little dream land. "We are just friends. So drop it!" I spit out the last part, which immediately shut her up.

"Fine. We are still going shopping tomorrow right?" It sounded more like a demand than a question, but I was thankful for the change of subject.

I groaned. "I'm guessing no matter what I say, I'm not getting out this." I said in defeat.

She giggled. "Exactly!"

I had to laugh with her. There really is no point in arguing with Alice.

"Fine. What time?" I asked still not happy about shopping.

Not that I hated shopping per say its just shopping with Alice is a whole other story. Not to mention is ten times worse when Rose joins us.

Not only does Alice insist on making me try on everything in the store, literally. She can shop for hours, and I mean hours. I think once we actually shopped for 9 hours straight. I was exhausted and unbelievably grumpy. I vowed to never go shopping again, yet here I am going tomorrow.

I sighed, it is going to be a long day tomorrow.

"um. 9:00" Alice said quickly.

"What?! Alice the mall doesn't even open until 10:00. That's ridiculous." I said completely shocked.

Going an hour earlier than the mall opened was beyond me. What in the world would we do? Sit and wait for it to open? My gosh the mind of Alice Cullen. I shook my head to myself.

"Fine, 9:30" She said as if she was making a big compromise.

I rolled my eyes, even though she couldn't see me. "Alice no! No earlier than 10:00" I said in the most firm voice I could manage.

"Ugh. You are going to be the death of me Bella Swan. Fine! 10:00." She said irritated with me.

I laughed, she can be so dramatic sometimes. "Alice it is not going to kill you to not be at the mall an hour before it opens." I said sarcastically.

She finally giggled. "Okay you're right. But I'm serious, no later than 10:00." She warned.

"Okay, okay. I'll be ready at 10:00." I groaned.

"Okay. Love you. See you in the morning." Her voice rang out from the other side of the phone.

I smiled. "Okay. Love you too." And with that we hung up.

Not two seconds after I hung up with Alice, I got a text message. From Edward, It read.

Hey Bella! We are still on for tonight right?

I couldn't help but smile at his message. Gosh you think I would be used to him after 12 years. Apparently not.

Of course=) See you at 7!

I answered back quickly. I than decided to go to the grocery store to get some movie snacks for tonight. Me and Edward are both like, incapable of watching a movie without a snack. It was kind of weird but it's always been that way.

I threw in a bunch of things I knew me and him both liked and rented a few movies while I was out, considering we have pretty much watched every movie I own. At least twice.

I got home and realized it was already 6:00. I quickly fixed my hair and but on some slight make-up. Yes I know, I'm pathetic. I straightened up my living room, although Edward has been here plenty of times while it was messy. But still I just needed something to keep me distracted.

7:30 Rolled around and Edward hadn't showed up. I was slightly irritated but figured I would give him until 8:00 before I freaked out.

8:00 came around, still no Edward, than 8:30, and nothing. Not even a call or text.

I was mad, beyond mad. But then I started to panic, what if something happened to him, maybe he was hurt, or something with his family.

Before I could let my mind get to farfetched I got a text from none other than Edward.

Hey Sorry Bell. I can't make it tonight. I met this one girl at Skids and completely lost track of the time. Call me tomorrow? Love ya bye.

Relief instantly flooded me, soon to be replaced by anger. I was livid. He not only had me worried sick about him thinking he was dead on the side of the road somewhere. He ditched me for another girl!

Okay so I was a little jealous, but still beyond that, this was just plain rude. He was supposed to be here 2 hours ago and he barely texted me now!

I hadn't even realized I have been crying until I began to sob. Oh god, how pathetic am I. I am sitting here crying over a boy, who is out doing only god knows what with some girl he met at a bar. I was beyond pathetic.

I decided I needed comfort food, so I pulled out a carton of ice cream and cookie dough, and but in My Best Friend's Wedding, one of my all time favorite movies.

All eyes on me in the center of the ring like a Circus.

When I crack that whip-

"Hey Rose." I tried to say normally, of course Rose seen right through it.

"Bells what's wrong?" Her voice was full of concern.

"Nothing Rose. What's up?" I tried to sound cheerful. And once again she saw through it.

"Edward didn't show huh? Oh Bella I am sorry. Are you okay? Do you want me and Em to go keep you company?" She fired one question after another.

Before I could answer any of them Emmet's booming voice came on the line.

"Bellarina! Are you okay? Want me to kick Edward's ass for you?" I had to laugh at that, the thought was very tempting.

I heard Rose laughing in the background and I realized I was on speaker.

"Tempting. But really guys I'm fine. You don't need to come over here. I'm going to be heading to bed early anyway. Shopping with Alice tomorrow, I will need all my energy." I said grasping anything for them to not come over. I really just wanted to be alone right now.

"Alright Bells. But if you need anything at all call me okay." Rose said still concerned.

"Okay I promise. And thank you guys. I love you both. Goodnight." I told them sincerely.

"Bell, don't mention it. I'm here, and don't forget it. We love you too."

"Night sister!" I heard Emmet boom from the background I had to laugh.

"Bye guys." I said still laughing, I have the best friends. Well the exception of one right now.

"Ugh!" I groaned throwing my phone on the floor, after seeing it was 9:30.

I decided just to go to sleep, no wanting to stay up any longer. Although I think I was secretly hoping Edward would show up.

I lay in bed for what seemed like hours not being able to fall asleep. I had too much on my mind. Which mostly consisted of anger towards a certain best friend of mine.

Thump. Thump. Thump.

I sat up quickly. I must have fallen asleep. I looked over at my clock.

3:24

What in the world? Who is knocking at my door at 3 in the morning? Are they insane?

Edward.

Thump. THUMP. THUMP.

I groaned as realization hit me. I jumped out of bed and stomped to my door. I was mad at him before but waking me up was something you just don't do. Ask any of my friends. It's not pleasant.

I swung the door open roughly and sure enough. There stood Edward Cullen right in front of me, with his stupid crooked grin on his stupid face.

"What do you want!?" I spit out at him.

He was totally oblivious to my tone. "Hey Bella. What are you doing?" he asked casually.

Is he serious? "Considering its three in the morning, sleeping!" My voice dripping with sarcasm.

His face fell slightly."Bell I'm so sorry for canceling on tonight. Please forgive me. "He gave me his famous pout.

Well it wasn't going to get me this time. "It's fine. Goodnight." I said with no emotion in my voice trying to close the door quickly.

He stopped it with his hand and walked forward cupping my face with both of his hands. "Bella. Please, I am so so sorry. I'm a jerk okay. I'm sorry. I love you." He said, somewhat sincerely.

I sighed. "Its fine Edward. Now goodnight." I said backing away from him.

He just stood in my doorway frowning. "Alright I guess I'm going to go." He said sadly, dropping his head and walking down the hallway.

Guilt flooded me. "Edward wait. You can stay if you want." I said in defeat. It was late and I can tell he has been drinking. Better to have him here safe, even if I was unbelievable pissed at him.

His face lit up and he practically ran into my apartment. I rolled my eyes and closed the door behind him.

"I'm going to bed. Goodnight." I said with no emotion in my voice. I walked into my room and didn't notice until I was getting into bed that Edward had followed and was getting into the other side as well.

I am way to tiered to even argue I just sighed and scooted as far as possible from him.

"Night Bella." He said cheerfully.

"Night." I grunted back shortly.

After a few moments of silence I heard him sigh loudly.

I rolled my eyes, irritated more than humanly possible. "What is it Edward?" I asked not masking my annoyance one bit.

"I'm just so lonely over here by myself." He whined, I could practically hear the pout in his voice.

I am so not in the mood for him to try and be cute or whatever and three in the freaking morning.

"Yeah. Well maybe you should have stayed with that girl then." I said coolly, although you could hear the distaste in my voice.

"Bella." His voice was suddenly serious. I rolled over to finally look at him. "I am truly so sorry. Please forgive me. Please." His eyes pleaded with me.

He was actually sincere, compared to earlier. I sighed. "Its fine Edward." I smiled at him to show I meant it.

He beamed his beautiful smile back and I rolled back around praying to finally be able to get some sleep.

"Bella. . ." his voice whined.

"Ugh!' I grunted and rolled around to snuggle in his open arms. "You are such a baby!" I said while he wrapped his arms around me with a huge grin on his face.

I swear he is going to be the death of me.

"Bell I truly am sorry. You do know you are the most important girl in my life right?" His voice serious again.

"Yes Edward." I whined , I was so tired at this point I didn't even care anymore. "I said it was fine. Now let's just go to bed. Please." I pleaded with him.

"But it's not fine Bell." He said trying to continue this serious conversation. Honestly I mean its almost 4 now. This boy is absurd. How the hell is he still so wide awake?

"Edward please can we talk about this tomorrow?" I practically begged him. I was desperate for him to just shut up.

He chuckled silently and kissed my hair. "Alright. Goodnight my Bella." He whispered.

I mumbled something intelligible and was asleep in a matter of seconds.

I woke up the next morning to the sound of my alarm. I rolled over to see Edward sleeping peacefully next to me. All of last night's events came flooding back to me. I glared at Edward for a moment longer before taking a shower.

I was still incredibly annoyed with him right now, but I can't stay mad him for too long. I have never been able too. I got ready and dressed quickly knowing that Alice will probably be early.

After I was fully dressed I left the bathroom to find Edward cooking breakfast.

"Good morning gorgeous. Sleep okay last night?" He smiled his crooked grin at me.

I gave him a sarcastic look and sat down on my stool. "Yeah just peachy." I said irritated.

He chuckled and handed me a plate full of pancakes.

"So where are you going this morning." He was still cheerful as ever like he didn't wake me up at 3 in the morning after ditching me for some other girl.

I gave him a tight smile and took the plate. "I'm going shopping with Alice and Rosalie."

"Ah that should be fun." He said sarcastically, he knows how much I hate shopping.

I scowled at him and continued to eat my pancakes. Which I have to admit, are delicious.

He sighed. "Okay Bella I'm sorry. I know you're still upset with me so don't just say it's fine." He said, finally dropping his act.

"No not upset, just immensely irritated." I said with no emotion.

He frowned. "Okay I am truly sorry. What can I say to make this better?" He asked with a hopeful smile.

"What do you mean? There isn't like a certain apology I'm waiting for to make me not irritated." I said looking at him like he was stupid.

"Bell. You know what I mean." He groaned.

"No Edward there isn't. I'm not mad so don't worry. Just let me be for awhile. My irritation with you will pass." I said jokingly.

He smiled, knowing he was forgiven. "Okay. I am very sorry, I love you." He said coming up to kiss my forehead. "I will see you later okay." And with that he was out the door.

I just rolled my eyes. I wish I could actually stay mad at him, but his stupid little pout of his gets me every time.

Just then I heard a honk. I glanced at the clock. 9:45. I rolled my eyes, she was early. Of course. I quickly rinsed off my dish and ran out to Alice's car, knowing she isn't the most patient person.

"Hey Bella." Rose and Alice said in unison. I laughed slightly.

"Hey guys." I jumped in the back seat and we were off.

"So have you talked to Edward?" Rose asked in have you kicked his ass yet kind of way.

"Wait why? What happened with Edward?"Alice asked quickly, clearly not happy about being out of the loop.

Rose quickly explained our phone call last night before I had the chance.

"Ugh what an ass." Alice said, not happy with her brother at the moment.

"Oh yeah well it gets better." I said sarcastically. They both immediately turned to look at me to say continue. "Well I went to sleep after we talked and guess who showed up at my door at 3 in the morning?" I asked them in an obvious tone.

"No." They both said in shock.

"Oh yeah, drunk I might add." I said , irritation think in my voice.

"Oh my god, what did you do?" Alice asked still in shock.

"He apologized blah, blah, and then I sent him away. But I felt bad and worried because he was drinking so I let him stay." I explained.

"Bella you didn't? Why would you let him stay?" Rose asked, obviously not happy with my decision.

"He was drinking what was I supposed to do let him wander the streets in the middle of the night?" I argued.

They both nodded agreeing I was right.

We go to the mall, which just barely opened I might add. Alice of course went into shopping mode, and was all business. Me and Rose just followed along slowly as she literally ran from store to store.

"Alice we have like 10 hours till the mall closes. I think you can slow down." I told his jokingly.

She stuck her tongue out at me and continued running to every store. Me and Rose looked at each other and laughed. There was no stopping her now.

Once more people go there she calmed down, sum. And they began to interrogate me about Edward again. I filled them in on all the details last night, which they weren't happy about.

"Bell, I know you won't listen to me, but." Rose paused to look at me to make sure I was listening. "You can't let him do that to you. It's wrong and he needs to know that." She told me sternly.

"Guys he didn't do anything that bad technically. I mean it's not like I'm his girlfriend. Plus he knows he was wrong, he apologized countless times." I defended him. I'm not sure why though?

"Bells Rose is right. He always does this to you, this isn't the first time." Alice told me with so much concern.

"Honestly it's fine. He is my best friend I can't just give him up because he sometimes cancels are plans." I told them.

They just nodded but looked at each other, silently communicating.

"Alright I know you want to say something, just lay it on me." I said throwing my hands up in the air.

"Bell it's just we know you aren't just friends with Edward," She started out carefully. "So it's not okay. I think you should tell him how you fe-"I cut her off.

"No way. I don't think so. What if he doesn't feel the same way it would totally ruin our friendship. I care about him too much to lose him completely." I have given them this excuse so many times.

"Okay we get it." Rose said quietly, and with that the subject was dropped.

Thank goodness for that. I know they only care about me but this is just too complicated. Me and Edward have a good relationship now, maybe not the one I would personally want but I don't want to ruin it.

Like I said, I love him too much to risk it.

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