Elena's POV

FINALLY! I made it through the day! Well half of it. Me, Bonnie, Stefan and Damon were sitting in our usual lunch table.

"So,Lena, when do you want to start on our project?" He said wiggling his eyebrows.

"Here he goes again..." Said Stefan. Bonnie giggled. My Gawd. They are so in love.

"The teacher didn't even give us the baby, you idiot." I said.

"We can always plan ahead, ya know?" He said still wiggling his eyebrows. I sighed and started playing with my salad.

"Elena, do you want to come to the grill with us at 6?" Bonnie asked.

"Sure, What's the special occasion?" I asked.

"Oh nothing.. I'll tell you later." She whispered into my ear. It was probably because of Stefan. We ate in silence for 5 minutes until Damon sat beside me.

"My house or your house?" He whispered.

"Say what?" I said.

"For the project..." He said.

"Why are you suddenly so interested in school?" I asked.

"Ever since you were involved." He said doing his eye thing.

"Whatever." I said. I started picking at my salad.

"Lena, Me and Stefan are going to head to class now." Bonnie said getting up. I was shaking my head.

"Have fun with Damon.." Stefan said with his smile. They both walked away, leaving me and Damon alone. I turned towards Damon and saw him wiggling his eyebrows. I glared at him.

"Why do you hate me so much?" He asked.

"I don't hate, I just dislike you." I said.

"Same thing." He said.

"Can you ever just be quiet?" I asked. He looked hurt but shut up. It was probably the first time he was quiet so I took this chance to fully observe him. Damon had blue eyes and he was 5'9. He's pretty tall for a freshman. He has black hair that goes to his eyes. He wears black a lot and his sticks and bones. His cute but Girls usually want to kiss him, not go out with him.

"Why are you so conceited?" I asked. He looked at me and smirked.

"Because everyone wants to kiss me... except you, mostly because you hate me." He said. I sighed.

"For the last time, I don't hate you, I just dislike you. How about we hang out after school so You can change my mind?" I asked. He looked at me and he looked really happy.

"See, I told you that you know you want me." He said getting up and leaving. I groaned. What have I gotten myself into? I looked at my phone, There was 16 minutes left of lunch. Eating my salad I went into another daydream.


3 years ago.

He kept thrusting into me and it was painful. Sweat was starting to form on his face and he still wouldn't stop. Why would he do this to me? Why?

"Please, stop.." I cried. He didn't listen and he thrust into me harder. He held me by my hands so I wouldn't hit him. I was trying to thrash my legs around but it didn't work. He was way stronger then me.

"C'mon Lena, you know you want to do this." He said before finishing off. Somewhere along the way the pain started to turn into pleasure. But that was all at the end.

"Why would you do this to me?" I asked. He looked at me with tears in his eyes. His face was void of emotion but his eyes were full of tears.

"Oh my gosh. I'm sorry Elena, I didn't mean to hurt you." He said.

"But why would you do this to me?" I asked through tears.

"Because i'm moving and I didn't know how to tell you." He said.

"So your way of telling me was by raping me?" I asked with a cracked voice.

"I'm so sor-" He said as a tear made his way down his cheek. I couldn't hear anymore so I took my clothes and ran away.I went into a closet and changed into my clothes. I sneaked out and saw Dands in the distance looking for me. I quietly made my way to his door. I was trying to make sure that he didn't catch me but he did.

"Elena, please don't leave.." He said.

"Why would you rape me? I thought you loved me. If you loved me you would've waited. And you would've told me that you were moving..maybe then I would let you take my virginity away!" I screamed while I was sobbing.

"I wasn't thinking right, please, I love you and I don't want to leave you like this.." He said crying. I ran past him and ran the rest of the way to my house. My boyfriend that I love so much raped me. I got in and saw my mom and dad in the kitchen. My dad was whispering something into her ears and she was giggling. I wish I was in their position. Even though they were pretty old, they act like they're young kids in love.

I went upstairs quietly and took out my phone from my pocket. I dialed Kira's number.

"Hey Elena!" Kira said.

"Oh Kira.." I sobbed.

"Hey,hey, what happened?" She asked. I told her the rest of my story as she listened quietly.


Present Day.

I snapped out of it when I felt a light tapping on my shoulder.

"Dreaming about me?" Said a familiar voice.

"No,Damon." I said.

"Yeah what ever. Let's get to class, Bonnie and Stefan are worried sick about you." He said. I got up and threw away my lunch and we walked quietly to class. Even though Damon was an ass I felt awkwardly safe around him..

When we got to class I sat down in the back. Of course Damon followed.

"I like how you think, Lena." He said smirking. What in gods name was he talking about? HE sat down next to me and started talking about things that I tuned out of. Since I was in the back and Damon was babbling in my ear, I couldn't hear what the teacher was saying. This was my last class of the day. I was so happy. For some reason this day seemed like it was 1000+ hours long. When the bell rung I quickly got out of my seat and headed for my locker. Damon followed right behind me.

"I know I said that we could hang out after school but You don't have to follow me around everywhere." I said as I speed walked to my locker.

"Of course I do, I need to make sure that you won't bail on me." He said.

"Hmmm,I would've considered it." I said. After I got all my stuff I turned to Damon.

"Where do you wanna go?" I asked.

"Anywhere you wanna go,princess.." He said smirking. I rolled my eyes.

I think I made a HUGE mistake.