What we have become

Chapter 3

A: N Disclaimer: I do not own rookie blue. I only own the story I am writing.

Oliver slowly walked up to Sam's front door and knocked on it softly. Nobody answered the front door. Oliver sighed and went to his car and went home.

Oliver decided to leave it and try to talk to him tomorrow at work.

Chris and Dov stayed with Andy that night. Chris had texted Gail and let her know what was going on and Gail agreed to keep an eye on Traci that night. Chris and Dov took Andy to their house to keep an eye on her there.

The next day, Andy, Dov and Chris arrived at the station together. Both Chris and Dov had agreed not to talk to Andy about anything that night because neither of them thought she would want to talk about it just yet. They were just happy that she had decided to stay with them last night.

Sam got to the station and went straight to the men's locker room. He got ready for work slowly. He had to think things through. Everything was muddled in his head, which lead him into a state of confusion.

He wondered who he was partnered with today, he did want to work with Andy but in a way he also didn't want too. He sighed and opened up his locker. He realised that Andy still had his spare truck keys, he sighed at the fact he would have to talk to her about that today, let alone see her today. But he knew that he had to do it.

Sam quickly thought about Jerry for a moment. What would he say to Sam about this whole mess with Andy? Would Jerry even understand why Sam had done what he did last night? Really no one knew the whole reason why he broke it off with Andy. Not even Andy knew, only Sam knew why he had done it.

He couldn't go through what Traci is going through right now. With Jerry dying, it gave Sam a wakeup call. He couldn't let Andy go through anything like what Traci was going through. Even though he totally broke her heart right now, he knew that eventually when she is ready, Andy would forgive him. He hoped that anyway.

No matter what, breaking her heart was a better thought in his head then something happening to him and Andy dealing with the fact that Sam was gone forever.

At least this way, by breaking her heart, at least he would be in her life someway, Sam could keep an eye on her, even if it was in the background of her life, even he was doing it secretly without anyone knowing about it .

Yes Sam Sweark would rather break the women's of his dreams, the love of his life's heart by breaking her heart.

At least that way, they were both alive. And that to Sam Sweark, was a good thing. Because no matter what, they were both still alive.