Keep Me In Mind – Chapter 3
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Reid willed his hard-on down some, and lay there breathing deeply … planning what he was going to say and do when JJ woke up. Or, maybe he'd wake her up by taking her hard and fast. Reid just lay there and sighed as he gently chuckled, and soothed his sleeping beauty.
How I wish I could surrender my soul. Shed the clothes that become my skin. See the liar that burns within my needing. How I wish I'd chosen darkness from the cold. How I wish I had screamed out loud. Instead, I've found no meaning. It's just tears and rain.
Reid's beauty had been sleeping soundly, on top of him, for half an hour. He gently re-arranged his body and hers, and very slowly rolled JJ off of him, and onto her back. Reid was careful not to wake JJ as he slowly got up. He walked over to the other side of the bed, and slowly and studiously looked at JJ from the very top of her head all the way down to the tip of her big toe. He smiled and sighed quietly as he committed to his memory this vision of JJ.
Reid had decided that he was going to shower, jerk off, wake JJ, give her one deep kiss, and then leave her house. He had decided to leave her completely unsatisfied, for today. Reid was about to go take his shower when he realized two things. One, JJ might wake up sooner than he wanted her to because he had now positioned her on her back. Two, Reid realized that he didn't have a committed to memory vision of the back of JJ. He had always prided himself on being nothing, if not absolutely thorough.
Very tenderly, Reid slowly rolled JJ back onto her stomach, so she would continue to sleep as she had been. And again, slowly and studiously Reid looked at JJ from the very top of the back of her head all the way down to the underside of her big toe. Once again, he was happy to have his eidetic memory. His memory was so much stronger and more vivid than any photograph could be. His eidetic memory attached various sensory perceptions as well as the tangible parts of her gorgeous body.
After having touched and stared at JJ so much, Reid was now ramrod straight again. He knew there was now no way that he'd be able to jerk off quietly enough not to wake JJ and Henry. He didn't even dare go to use the toilet, knowing that if he so much as touched himself he would cum screaming loud enough to wake the dead! Fuck! Reid put some toothpaste on his index finger and gave his mouth a speedy cleansing. That was all he dared to do.
Quickly, yet gingerly, Reid pulled on his pants. He was going commando. There was no way he could have his soft boxers shifting all over his cock every time he moved. Once Reid was fully dressed, with his boxers wedged into his coat pocket, he took a quick peek into JJ's mirror and swiftly ran his fingers through his hair, just a bit.
Reid took a few moments to decide exactly what he was going to say to JJ and, what he was going to say when she tried to object to his leaving. It was now time to wake her up.
I guess it's time I run far, far away. Find comfort in pain. All pleasure's the same. It just keeps me from trouble. Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray. I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble. It's more than just words. Just more tears and rain.
Sitting on the edge of JJ's bed, Reid knew better than to touch any part of her warm naked skin with his hands. He pressed his fingers into her hair, massaging JJ scalp and said, "Jennifer, wake up." JJ stirred a little, and a small sigh escaped her parted lips but she didn't wake.
Reid chuckled. He massaged a little firmer, moving JJ's head a little bit from side to side. "Jennifer! Jennifer, wake up! Now!" Reid said, a bit louder, as he chuckled even harder.
JJ was a little disoriented when she awoke. Then she remembered vividly what had happened, and having fallen asleep as Reid held her on top of him. Now, she lay on her stomach, her face pressed against her pillow, looking across the other side of her EMPTY bed. Her only comfort was the feeling of Reid's magical and wonderfully long fingers massaging her scalp. JJ giggled softly, squeezed her eyes closed tightly, inhaled and exhaled loudly as she stretch her body languorously across her mattress. Slowly, JJ turned her head to see that magnificent man, who she wanted so badly … again … and then again. Wearing a gloriously wide smile, JJ rolled onto her side, opened her eyes, looked at Reid with …
JJ's smile distorted itself into an expression that could only be described as 'aghast'! A term which is no longer used often, because it doesn't usually apply. Well it damn sure applied here and now, as JJ's mind started shouting inside her head, 'WHAT! Why is Spence dressed? Is he leaving? Why?'
When Reid saw JJ's beautiful smile quickly morph into a look of complete shock and awe, he stopped chuckling, only because he knew that JJ would think that he was laughing AT her. Reid smiled gently, at JJ. He watched her rapidly changing expressions, as he continued slowly massaging her scalp. He knew what she was thinking, and she was right. He was going to leave, just like that. Well, after he gave her one really good kiss to tide her over until he next saw fit. Reid watched as JJ's eyes rapidly filled with tears, and her mouth (which still hadn't uttered even one word) quivered.
Reid used his left hand and slightly raised JJ's head up from her pillow. He looked into her beautiful blue eyes and said, "Jennifer, don't try to say anything. Just listen to me. Nod, if you understand what I've just said."
JJ rapidly nodded her head and closed her eyes, which helped the tears spill down her cheeks. She couldn't believe she was crying again! What the hell was going on? With Her! JJ had always been a sensitive woman, but she was NEVER a continuously blubbering chick! She hoped that maybe she was having a nightmare. She knew she wasn't, but that's the beauty of Hope. It's always there, taunting you … harassing you … tormenting you … just like now! JJ felt her mouth form into a pout, an actual pout! She was at least grateful that her eyes were closed and she didn't have to see Reid's expression as he saw her pouting like a child. Reid didn't need to worry about her saying anything. She was completely speechless. JJ couldn't believe how fucked up a morning this had turned into. Yes! God-damn, it! I can swear when I want to, in my mind … FUCK … FUCK … FUCK!
JJ was so caught up in her internal misery and swearing to herself like a filthy, fucking sailor boy … she had stopped listening to Reid. She didn't know if he had said anything else, or not. She could still feel his fingers massaging her scalp, and his other palm cradling her face … BASTARD! SON OF A BITCH! MOTHER FUCKER! It felt so good to scream and shout and swear, at least silently, anyway …
"JENNIFER! I SAID, OPEN YOUR EYES AND LOOK AT ME!" Reid whisper shouted, loudly, but not loud enough to wake Henry, as he shook JJ's head a little to gain back her attention.
Reid's shouting and shaking her, startled JJ and her eyes popped open. She glared daggers at Reid through her lovely glistening eyelashes. Ten-inch long, finely honed daggers! Shit! Suddenly JJ's glare drooped as she remembered how Reid's Ten-Inch Long, Thickly Honed Cock had fucked her thoroughly last night. JJ's eyes became hooded with lust as slight trembles and lows moans began to escape her treacherous body. She could still feel how good it felt this morning, when he glided excruciatingly slowly through her wet folds until every single inch of his glorious weapon was covered in her essence.
"Jennifer! Look at me, and don't say a word. Just listen to me." Reid said, firmly, but gently, as he smiled at his beauty. JJ looked into his hazel eyes and couldn't have spoken if she had wanted. She was slowly being consumed by lust. She had NEVER ever, in all her years, felt like this. She just lay there, breathing deeply, and wantonly. God! She had always wondered what it felt like to be a wanton woman. Now she definitely knew. She wasn't sure how she felt about that. It didn't matter, because it was 100% out of her control.
Reid was King of the World! He not only knew the power he held over JJ, he could actually see it, feel it as her body trembled against her will, and he could smell it as her wetness seeped down her legs. He wanted so badly to take a taste, even a tiny one. Or, to rub his nose all up into her and wear her true sent on his face … as a badge of honour for conquering this magnificent woman. Fuck! Reid had to hurry this up and get the hell out there before he gave into JJ's womanly wiles. Shit!
Reid lowered his face to JJ's until their lips almost touched, and said, "Jennifer, I know that you don't want me to leave you. I know that. But, I have to leave … now. You need to get some more rest before Henry wakes up. Don't worry, I checked on him while you were sleeping. I'm going to kiss you goodbye, and go. I don't want to hear another word about it. Nod, if you understand what I'm telling you. There will be no further discussion about this, Jennifer. I have to leave, and I'm going to leave. Do you understand?"
JJ sighed quietly and nodded her head that she understood, completely. She didn't know why Spence was calling her Jennifer. In all the years they've worked together, he had always called her JJ. But there were bigger matters right now than her name … she really didn't want him to go.
Reid laid JJ's head down onto her pillow. He held her head with both hands and gave her the most exquisite kiss she had e…v…e…r… had. It seemed like it lasted forever, and it did. It not only curled her toes, her whole body squirmed! Her mind hazed over all the swearing and crying that she had been doing all morning long. She was in heaven. Even when the kiss finally ended, she was still swooning …
JJ nodded her head at Reid when he said, "Good bye, Jennifer. I'll be in touch. Maybe we'll do something tomorrow." Then Reid stood up, pulled the covers up over JJ's body, walked out of her bedroom, and closed the door behind him.
When she heard the front door close, JJ just sighed, turned onto her stomach,and let her body remember. A little smile appeared on her face as JJ realized Reid may have just left … but she could still be with him in her dreams.
Reid turned his collar up, as he walked against the rainfall, to the taxi stand three blocks away.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind. Hold memory close at hand. Help me understand the years. How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell. How I wish I would save my soul. I'm so cold from fear. Always … nothing but tears and rain.
A/N: The lyrics are from Tears and Rain, as recorded by James Blunt. I hope that you liked this chapter. Please forgive me for begging for reviews. And to think … I always thought that I was above begging. Look what you've done to me. Please review, even briefly. I hope you had a good day, and an even better day tomorrow!
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