Austin and Carter Talk
"Wait Carter it's not what you think" I said trying to understand why Kaylie had ran away.
"Are You and Kaylie…." Carter asked not finishing his sentence. "Yeah man but you can't tell Sasha or Lauren or let Kaylie find out I told you" I told him sternly.
"So like how long has this been going on" he asked questioning. "A little bit after her accident" I said shivering to the flashback.
"Listen I won't tell anybody but Kaylie's not like those other girls she a relationship girl and if she finds out you cheated on her she won't run back" he said as if he was her big brother.
"Funny you out of all people give me advice about cheating" I said defensively.
"I'm just saying" he said grabbing the annex building door. "Don't break her heart" he said before closing the door.
Why was he telling me all this I can control myself around girl especially when I have someone like Kaylie?
Kaylies POV
"Hey Kaylie I need to talk to you" Emily said walking up to me as I landed my back handspring off the beam.
"Yeah what's up Em" I asked wondering what the problem was.
"Well I heard you and Austin were kind of going out and I thought I should tell you we kissed but it was at a party and I was totally drunk" she said innocently.
"We're not seeing each other otherwise of what Lauren probably told you, so I don't care" I said swiftly walking away. The problem was I did care a lot and the fact that he would do that to me really hurt me and angered me.
I hadn't been doing very well since Carter and Austin were outside and since what Emily had told me and as I was spinning off the bars for my double half-pipe I saw a glint of blond hair and panicked and fell hard on the mat.
"Ouch "I moaned not wanting to get up.
"You okay Kaylie that was a pretty easy move how'd you miss it" he asked disappointed.
"Wrong hand placing I guess" I said slowly getting up. "Maybe you should get some water "Sasha suggested.
"Yeah okay" I said walking to the water machine. As I took a slight glimpse at the door Austin walked in alongside Carter and they walked their separate ways.
Austin started walking toward me then "I need to talk to you" he said pretending to fill his cup.
"Bout what, what happened with Carter now or how you and Emily kissed you pick" I said angered.
"Wait, what" he said totally off subject.
"Don't play dumb Emily told me about your kiss, did you know when you have a girlfriend you don't kiss other girl" I said meanly.
He grabbed my wrist and pulled me out the rock doors.
"Listen Kaylie she kissed me and I was going to tell you I promise you that" he said trying to grab my hand.
"How am I supposed to know there aren't other girls you've kissed or more" I said disgusted.
"Because "he said grabbing my hand "You're the one I love" he said pecking me on the lips.
"Not in public "I said pushing him away and giggling.
I got my opened my car door and unlocked the other side and he got in.
"So do you forgive me "he asked with a puppy dog face?
"Yeah I guess "I said kissing him
. As he started to lift my shirt I pushed him away a little bit and asked "What happened with Carter"?
"Nothing much" he said lying poorly moving back to my lips.
"You sure" I asked before accusing him of lying.
"Yeah I just said we were, umm just talking and then I kissed you and you pushed me away" he said unconvincing.
"You're lying to me, and don't lie to me again" I said push him farther away.
"Okay So I told him we were dating" he said looking outside the car window.
"You did what" I yelled.
"Babe Shhh!" he said pointing to the surrounding people.
"Why would you tell him, what if he tells Lauren and Sasha finds out and my gymnastics would be over and my dreams would be dead" I aid quieter.
"Babe you don't have to be so dramatic I have dream to you know" he said yelling back "Kaylie" I heard an annoying voice call.
"Get down I said pushing his back.
"Owww" he whimpered.
"Kaylie there you are Sasha said to go back inside and Austin to" she said inquiring he was in my car even though he was she had no right I thought to myself.
"Well he's not here" I said with an attitude.
"Yeah, well anyway see you and him coming in separately" she said sarcastically.
"Okay bye" I said waving.
"Okay she gone" I said as he got out from a crouch position. "Babe I'm really sorry" he said rubbing my arm.
"Its okay "I said quickly rushing out of my car.
"Well babe it's obviously not okay when you're like this" he muttered under his breath but loud enough for me to hear.
"Like what you're crazy girlfriend" I said loud enough for what felt like the world to hear.
You know what I was thinking to myself I was fed up with all of Austin's crap wanting to be forgiven for hooking up with numerous girls and doing wrong and no right and for pressuring me into having sex with him.
I loved him I truly did and I knew he loved me to, he just didn't have great ways in which showing it.
I couldn't have a boyfriend like this again secretive and always hurting me I just couldn't do it.
"Austin" I whispered stopping in my tracks.
"I need some time to think about this relationship and if it's the right thing for me" I said staring at the cement the whole time.
As I looked into his eyes I saw hurt and his heart had broken.
"But Kaylie" he said reaching out for me.
But I moved away if I let him grab me I wouldn't let go and it would be a vicious cycle again and I had to do what's right for me at Kaylie Cruz the national champion and just Kaylie Cruz.
I quickly walked away through the rock doors and took one last look at Austin as he stood there stunned at what had happened in the few seconds.
And it took everything I had to walk away from him in his time of need and the hurt he was feeling that I had caused.
