A/N –
Hey Fan Fiction lovers, sorry I didn't update when I said I did but
I have been extremely ill and if it wasn't for my friend kiki the I
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happens in this chapter but I just need to lay some ground down kay?
I started to lean down to kiss her, I leaned down
as fast as I could but somehow it took forever until…
There
was a sting across my face. My eyes grew wide "What hell was that
for!"
"Just because you know a couple of a thing about me
doesn't mean you can make MOVE on me! Jerk!" Why couldn't she
just see I loved her? Why couldn't she just let me be nice to
her.
She started to climb down the tree and the her head snapped up at me chuckling. "You think this is funny!" Her head creased up in anger.
"No, it's just for once you haven't said you hated me"
"Well Edward I'm not going to say I hate you am going to say I LOATH you!" and with that she was gone.
I closed my eyes and held the bridge my nose and took deep breath in. "Dude, you seriously need to stop hitting on my sister!" first there was just a voice but then I saw his head.
"Oh" Was all I could say when I saw Emmett's head.
"Yeh, oh, but seriously if you hit on my sister one more time and make her upset. I will personally rip you to shreds!"
I didn't say anything because I didn't want to fight with him; I just wanted to be by myself to think. and then he was gone, just like his sister.
All I want is for Bella to like me, even if she doesn't love me back –well I know she doesn't- I still want her to like me. I don't want her to hate me anymore. We could be friends, or I could make her realise she likes me back.
B.P.O.V
"Well, who's more important? You're real daughter or you're new husbands daughter!" I've been talking to my mum ever since I left Edward at 6'clock and it was now 9 at night.
She was telling me I couldn't see her next week because Phil's daughter Lauren and my mum were going for a shopping week. This wasn't the first time she blown me off for Lauren. The last time I saw her was a year ago and I meant to go over there every other week.
"I can't choose!" She said with a sweet voice. "There shouldn't have to be a chose mum! I'm your daughter, I'm the one you gave birth to and I'm the one that bunked off school so I could look after you when you were ill! I'm the one who's your blood!" I hissed. My mother used to have cancer when I was ten and I used to bunk off school to help her because dad couldn't because he was always at work bringing food on the table.
"You give birth to me, not her!"
"No, I gave birth to both of you!" She screamed. "I mean…" She tried to resolve what she just said but I already cut her off.
"No mum, you didn't that would mean you had an aff- Does dad know?" I said as it all clicked into place why she was always mystery going on vacations.
"Yes, that why we spilt" She had a sad tone on but I could tell it was fake. "And Emmett, does he know?"
"Yes" She mumbled.. "So I'm the last to know again, like I was the last to know you were ill, you were leaving." I could feel the tears welling up in my throat. I could almost hear Lauren saying "She's my mummy too" In a sickly sweet voice, that just made me want to vomit.
Then all of a sudden it wasn't the sadness tears that was welling up in my throat it was Anger tears. "Well, do you know what? You can stick being my mother up that fucking cow Laurens arse! Along with ever talking to me ever again!"
"Isabella Marie swan, don't you ever take like that about you're sister!" She hissed.
"SHE NOT MY SISTER!" I screamed and slammed the phone down.
"Hey s-" Emmett walked into my room, probable to see if I was alright but I cut him off at chucking my shoes of his head. "Bells –ouch- what did –ouch- I do –ouch- this time –OUCH!-"
"Erm…I don't know…something like not telling me we had a devil mother and erm a sister!?" I screamed still chucking books at him.
I folded his arms and put his index finger on his chin. "Oh, that!" at had no shoes left to chuck at him, all that was left was my candle's.
"Ouch, Bella there still hot!" Emmett said trying to dodge him and then one hit him the head and he stood frozen for awhile. "I should of told you" Emmett said "But, dad didn't want your perfect mother to get a bad reputation with you because you though of highly." And with that came over and give me a hug, but I didn't hug him back. All I said was "Would you just leave?"
E.P.O.V
It's been three months since I tried to kiss Bella and somehow –Well, not somehow I know how I did it- I made her hate me even more. She pulled a trick on me, to get back for kissing her. She filled my locker with paint and when I opened my locker I was pink. All I though was I was going to get her back! And that what I did and in them three months we played tricks on each other every week. There were things like paint, feathers and glue, bread, smelly cheese, socks, a torch, beans, and some girl clothes. It was a pretty three month's for our school.
Oh did I
mention I have two girlfriends now? One of them is called Lauren, she
not from here though she's from Jacksonville. I didn't actually
like her, she was like the typical air headed girl she was always
like "OMG", "And like", "EW!", "Do you know what like
five plus like three is?" and "OMG I haven't been to the mall
in the last like I don't know' couple of hours!" she's also
really clingy.
The other is exactly the same she's called
Jessica, Jessica goes to our school and is air head. I was planning
on dumping them because these other two girls ask me out for some
midnight fun in their room, and they were twins.
I still loved Bella but obviously she didn't like me back. So I gotten advice from Alice and Alice said that I should move on and eventually Bella will see what she missing. Yeh right Alice. I didn't deserve Bella; she was too good for me. I mean I am dating two people at once but –I know this isn't a good enough excuse- it takes up my time.
I'm sitting on my bed just think of her, when I hear the most beautiful voice ever. It was coming from above me. I knew it was Bella, she would always make up her own song and sing on the roof. But this song was different, it was more truthful, I don't know how but it was. It sounded like she wasn't making it up like she meant it, like it was happening to her.
Where's
my will
Can I find a way
The earth is wild
And I can't sit
still
I started to climb up the tree and popped my head up to see her, She was playing the guitar, with her eyes closed and shaking her head to the beat.
A
familiar sound A familiar place I
ran to you like water A familiar look
A familiar voice
Makes it so hard to make a
choice
I don't know if I should stay
That's
what mine and her realistionship always felt for me because I want to
stay with her always and tell her, but she would always speak and in
her voice I could tell she hated me.
A
thousand stars
You will have my word
I'm bright enough to fill
these cracks
A familiar voice
Makes it
so hard to make a choice
I don't know if I should stay
I threw my body in
And I'll stand up on
the ocean
Just to show you that I'm strong
Strong
But what
if I am wrong
A familiar smile
Makes it
so hard to make a choice
I don't know if I should
stay...
Mmmmm...
Away
"I hate this!" I screamed in my head. "Eh, You don't like it? Am sorry Edward I should go!" Okay then maybe it didn't say it in my head.
I laughed "No, I love it! It's I don't like it how we can't be friends" She laughed half-heartedly.
"Edward, if you want to be friends, I'm happy to be!" She gave me a simple smile and my stopped She mustn't hate me.
"I would like that, nearly just as much as I liked that song!" I gave her smile. "But its different to your other songs…" Oopps, now I sound like a stalker.
She looked at me with a confused look
on her face. She looked adorable when she did it. "Yeh, well
something inspired me." Then she blushed the deepest colour of red.
"So, do you want to sing me another song?" Her eyes went
wide when I asked this question.
"Or maybe not" I said embarrassed. "Erm, no it's just that I haven't even…well played in front anyone before. I'm not that good either. If play for you I'll get sick and faint or trip and fall.
"Bella, you play every night?" I asked and she nodded. "Well, I knew that because I listen to you all the time when sing."
"How I play for you tomorrow?" I nodded even though I wanted to listen again. "That song did you really like it?"
"Yeh…" She grinned. "Well, I haven't finished it yet…I would like to do it on piano."
"Oh, you would like to do IT on the piano?" She nodded and then she realised what I meant by IT. Her mouth opened wide. "Edward, you that's not what I meant!" She slapped me playfully in the chest and it self me thrills up my spine for some reason.
"I'll help!" She glared at me. "No, seriously I mean I'll help with piano...I mean with the song!" I basically shouted.
"So, what kind of music do you like?"
She asked changing the subject, thankfully. After I answered her
question, we went into a big debate on who was better the Red
Jumpsuit apparatus or the second hand serenade. Personally I don't
know how I could choose but Bella and I, got on the most when we were
fighting. I know that sounds mental but its true.
Well, we were
getting along until at the end the night she went in a huff because I
asked an inappropriate question, like "Do, now that were friends,
can we be friends with benefits?" But its not my fault I can't
help it!
So here I lie on my bed thinking about tonight. I walked over to my window and looked into her room her curtains were drawn but her window was open, like always. I could tell she wasn't asleep, she would probable be reading like always. "Night Bella, LOVE YOU!" I screamed over to her. "SHOVE OFF CULLEN!" That the response I got.
A/N – Hey kiddies hoped you enjoyed this. Review please and thank kiki! She a wonderful friend, she told me I couldn't let you down! R&R plz love from me!
