A/N: Oh my goodness I owe you all such a HUGE apology!!! I got all caught up in my senior year of high school and I completely neglected my fan fiction!!! Please forgive me!! To make it up to you I'm going to try and post two or three chapters tonight! I can't sleep anyway!

Oh and I made a BIG mistake on the last chapter, it was dumb. I still had Snape teaching potions, and he killed Dumbledore! Ack! So from here on out Slughorn is still teaching!!!!

Chapter Two

Harry rushed up the stairs after Potions Class to get back to his Mum's diary. It was difficult to continue at Hogwarts, after all the events of his Sixth Year, but Hermione had convinced Harry that if he was going to stand a chance against Voldemort, then he needed to finish his education and training. Plus she had also brought up the fact that they had more resources at Hogwarts to research RAB and possible Horcruxes.

Harry shook his head attempting to clear his thoughts. Right now learning about his mum was the most important thing.

He flipped the pages to the day his mum realized how she truly felt about James Potter.

October 29th 1975,

Today I had the strangest experience.

I was walking down the hall to potions with Slughorn, when I dropped all of my books. It was so frustrating because I was already running behind. Well when I bent down to retrieve my books, my hand brushed someone else's hand. When I looked up I found myself looking directly into the bluest eyes I've ever seen, James Potter's eyes. My reaction surprised me. I couldn't breathe, and I was blushing… I must of stared into his eyes for five minutes, before his voice interrupted my silent reverie.

'Lily?' he said.

'Y-yes, James,' I managed to stammer.

'May I carry your books for you?'

I just nodded, to dazed to uphold my independence.

You see that moment, when our hands touched and our eyes met. I realized I loved him. Now what do I do?

Once more Harry was surprised. Wasn't it obvious to her that she had to tell James how she felt? Girls were such complicated creatures.

October 30th 1975

Tomorrow is Halloween, and also a trip into Hogsmede. I'm trying to figure out how to spend time with James, without looking obvious. I know it would be so easy just to tell him I love him, but how will he react to that? I'm not even sure if he truly does love me. Though he hasn't dated another girl since he broke up with Narcissa Black in Fifth Year….

But how do I know I won't be just another conquest for the great James Potter? I don't want to be just another in a train of broken hearts….

"Harry!"

Ron's voice interrupted Harry's focus on his mother's words.

"What is it Ron?"

"'Mione says its time for dinner and that if you don't eat this time she's going to get Ginny and they're going to hex into oblivion."

Harry sighed at his friends threats, but was wise enough to take them seriously. After all, they were only concerned about his health.

"Alright! I'm coming!" His mother's diary would have to wait.

A/N: Once again I apologize. You already know I write short chapters (blame James Patterson) and I'm sorry if I misspelled 'Hogsmede' but its 2:45 am and I don't feel like looking it up. Let me know if it wrong and I'll correct it later.