hey guys.. well heres chapter three,, after this its probably going to be a good while til I update cuz I have my pres in like a month.. n Il be damned if I dont get on well... So enjoy.. N review..... jenxxxxxxx

Chapter three.

For the rest of the week, Edward and I were inseparable.

Jessica Stanley was like a running commentary of our relationship to anyone who cared to listen. It seemed like everyone had always pictured us together well except mike.

"I don't like it Bella he's not good enough for you" he looked into my eyes as I shuddered this was like the tenth conversation we'd had about this.

"then who is Mike?" I asked trying to pretend I was interested. It has been a week why wouldn't he just let go?

"Me" He mumbled. I looked up to see him staring at me.

"Mike, it was never like that for us, I mean think of Jessica. She totally loves you why not go out with her?"

"I guess just remember Cullen hurt you before, there is always a chance he could do it again" He had a point but Edward wouldn't.

"No he wont" I walked away uncertain maybe he would to make me see what I had put him through. Why did Mike have to say that?

For the rest of the day. A constant amount of uncertainties ran through my mind. Would me and Edward fight again? Would we make up. Would we hurt each other? What if we did?

He knew there was something bugging me but he didn't say anything he just continued to watch me as if I were so fragile that one touch and I'd break. It was exactly eight o clock when he cracked.

"Bella what's wrong?" He asked clearly worried.

"Nothing" I lied but he knew me too well.

"Please Bella your scaring me" I decided to spill, the look in his eyes was more than enough to convince me.

"Mike Newton said something about you today about you hurting me and I know you wouldn't. I just couldn't help think that maybe I might hurt you again" I was crying now. The tears flowing down my cheeks as he brushed them away.

"Bella ignore him he's a jerk, I know you wouldn't and you know I'd never intentionally hurt you" He looked straight into my eyes.

"Of course" I smiled and I gently kissed his lips in reassurance for not just him but me.

I still couldn't help doubting myself around Edward now. I was extra cautious and I'm sure he knew I was doing it because of Mike but I was surprised he didn't say anything.

Weirdly enough my mind wandered to Tanya, I wondered what had happened to her.

"Edward can I've your phone for a minute?" I asked sweetly I wondered did he notice the sickly tone adorning my voice.

"Why?"

"You've that song I want" I replied nonchantly

"Oh ok" He passed the phone to me while I went to retrieve my own phone from the kitchen.. It wasn't long until I found what I was looking for. Edwards text messages. I knew snooping was wrong but I couldn't help it. Was I really prepared to open his inbox it took me a few moments and I finally clicked the open button, and there it was confirming my suspicions, the top three text messages were from Tanya asking when she could see him again..

I couldn't help the tears that escaped my eyes, I walked slowly back in the living room where I had left Edward

"I think you should go home" I asked as more tears spilled from my eyes.

"Why" I threw the phone at him and quickly made my way to my room, banging the door as I flung myself onto the bed.

"Bella" He pushed open the door.

"Please just let me explain"

"I don't want to hear it Edward, Mike was right, you would hurt me"

"But I didn't even do anything" He replied slightly angry.

"Edward you slept with her and your still in contact with her, I thought you loved me" I sobbed.

"Bella I do love you, Obviously I love you, how could you doubt that?" He was on the bed beside me and I took a quick glance in his direction and could see tears forming in the corners of his eyes.

"You, Her, why didn't you just text her back and tell her you have a girlfriend?"

"I did, she wont listen, I thought it would be better if I did it in person, I was going to ask you to come with me, I was just waiting for the right moment, I knew you were upset, I just didn't think it was Mike and his previous statement about me that still had you upset"

"Edward, Im sorry, I don't even know what got into me, Im a horrible person, I cant believe I went snooping through your phone, I suck at being your girlfriend" I was full out bawling now, I wasn't even sure if he even heard me.

"Don't say that Bella, you're the best thing in my life, I should have known you were feeling insecure and yet I did nothing to reassure you. It me who should be sorry"

"Edward, don't say that, I shouldn't have doubted you, I'm sorry and if you still want me to go with you to see Tanya if would be my pleasure" I smiled reassuringly wiping away the tears that were pouring down my cheeks.

"Of course B" I smiled and he took it as the opportune moment to hug me. It only took me a few minutes to realise he called me B. where did that come from? He had never called me B.

"Edward why did you suddenly call me B?" I asked slightly intrigued.

"Because its stands for Beautiful but I can get away with it cause your names also Bella" He smirked.

"Okay E, and Im not telling you what that stands for and no its not Edward"