The beginning is used just to link the events of the manga with my own...
SPOILER ALERT if you have not read the manga from now on their will be spoilers from here on out.
See the end of the chapter for some of my own thoughts while writing this
Don't own Shingeki no kyojin. Wish I did but Isayama is not my dad so...
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Not So Pure
She flitted her eyes over the words scrawled on the paper.
Historia wasn't satisfied…
When Ymir left her world, she left it broken. Of course, It wasn't enough to shatter her, but enough to crack the surface. Historia was a cracked mirror and Krista was the broken shards.
She hovered her eyes over the letters one by one making sure she didn't miss anything, holding back her tears as she read the contents of the letter. From what she deduced
There was a land beyond her little kingdom.
Ymir was from that land.
A land where people need help.
Ymir had gone back to that land.
And nothing she could do would change the fact that she was gone. She kept a calm face in front of Hange but on the inside, the serenity and composure were slipping. She felt like crying, but she didn't want to let it out and feel what she felt. Inside she wondered on the fate of Ymir, was she eaten by someone in some faraway land. She just couldn't believe her friend was gone.
It's not like she didn't know Ymir would never return to her, she was just—shocked
Historia shuffled the papers looking desperately for what little else she could find. She tried holding the papers to sunlight, sliding her fingers against the paper, only to be met with nothing but disappointment. She hugged herself holding her elbows close to her sides.
Perhaps maybe in another world she and Ymir could have married…
"That's it?" she asked Hanji her voice trembling slightly as she did. The other woman didn't seem to notice and she was glad if she did she didn't ask about it.
"It looks like it, I really doubt she had the time to write anything more, much less anything of use" she stated a glimmer of light beaming from her glasses
"Of course" Historia muttered back dejected. "I expected too much" her eyes set downcast on the floor. She should have just left the letter on the desk.
She turned to face the Window, holding back the tears was getting harder and harder, she let out a huff and hid her face.
She dabbed her eyes with her fingers, wiping the tears from her face when she heard people at the door.
Her heart skipped a beat when she saw who it was, and again when she saw that they were both at her door.
He looked strong, he looked rough, he looked somewhat older. Perhaps it was just their time apart that made him look so different, but she just couldn't miss the way he carried himself. She wondered if she looked different as well. Inside of her knots were forming inside her stomach when he began to approach her. She stepped forward, with each step she felt closer to him. She was getting closer to him. Very close to him. Close enough to the point where she lay grasping on to his arms. An entire month built up to this, it felt as it was just the two of them. She ran her hands across his shoulders and wrapped her arms around his neck burying her face into him.
"I missed you" she sniffled. The smells of earth crawling up her nose. Only Eren could smell so good. She was glad he came back to her and glad things could go back to the way they were, just him and her, holding each other just like this. She sighed contently.
Her body stiffened when she realized where she was, and whom she was in front of. Mikasa, was right there and didn't look very happy nor did anyone else in the room who all began to tense. The Mikasa she saw looked pale and hollow, somewhat thin. As if the life had been drained from her. She backed away from Eren and let a wave of awkward hit her as everyone in the room cast gazes on her. Eren's Gaze felt good, but not so much when everyone else was giving her a different type of gaze. Everyone stopped when they remembered she was the queen, due to some respect.
"Your Majesty" Armin and Mikasa bowed to her, she felt strange in the face of all this formality. These were her friends and she had done nothing to deserve her title other than being born to Rod Reiss.
Armin looked different as well, a sparkle emanating from him. It was the same film that coated Eren. He also seemed a little taller.
"It's okay. You don't have to call me by my title you know," she told them, she knew they were being courteous but there was no need.
It did get on her nerves though.
A smile spread its way across her face"It's so good to see you all" she reminded them.
" Especially you Mikasa, it's always good to see a friend," she said trying to keep her eyes off of Eren keeping the attention away from the two of them. His presence made her shiver in delight or maybe it was her own anticipation of what she would share with him later.
"We've missed you too." They chorused together, warm smiles adorning all of their faces. The tension had been banished from the room and her friends were all finally home. She hadn't missed Levi either when she had looked at him expectantly, she didn't get a greeting, just a smile that looked weird on the short man's face.
And you don't see that every day. She took what she got.
Historia shifted her eyes over to Eren when no one was looking. She knew he loved her, and she knew he'd never leave her.
And that was enough…
He wasn't any larger than her, she knew it, but from here he was the biggest man she'd ever seen. His green eyes staring into her own. She had always loved him in an innocent sort of way, but lately, she'd come to see him more than just that innocent boy who saved her.
She slowly removed his shirt bringing it slowly up to his head, admiring the well-built physique. She had seen him shirtless many times, but the light just made him look so stunning. She couldn't even count his abs without losing focus.
He pulled her closer to him and brought their bodies together. She could feel his long member hard, pressed against her. She felt as if it was making circles around her belly and she let out a giggle. Something very foreign to her. Something that felt inappropriate.
She slowly brought his pants down and fought with the ferocious phallic sword.
She could feel his hands crawl over her body, his fingers smoothing over her skin. This drove her crazy. She would let him do whatever he wanted with her.
With his length out and she, ready for what was to come next, brought her hand to it and stroked it waiting for a reaction.
Eren let out a groan and kissed her between breaths.
It felt so large in her fingers, she was amazed he managed to keep something so big between his legs.
After a while of stroking and pleasuring him, she decided it was her turn.
She rubbed her exposed flesh against his chest so he could see how much she'd grown as well.
Mikasa pushed him onto the bed and mounted him. "Eren" she purred
She lowered herself down onto him slowly, letting out a soft moan.
The pleasure shot through Mikasa's stomach and all the way up to her throat. Sound piercing through the thick air.
Impatient she sped herself and quickly brought herself up and down, up and down.
"Eren! Eren! Ereh!" she let out muffled cries as she violently rubbed her fingers against herself. Bringing her fingers and pushing them in and out.
She was ready to burst
Mikasa felt her body tighten as the light in the room suddenly went dark, and a pleasure so hot it could put the sun to shame coursed through her very veins.
Her body shook violently as she finished.
When she regained control over herself, she looked down at the mess she made across the sheets. They were drenched.
Mikasa felt sweaty and dirty, She had satisfied herself for now, but the burning desire within her lusted for more. It felt wrong the way she saw it. Sometimes she just wanted to throw Eren to the ground and…
She banished those thoughts from the mind, Eren would notice her when he was ready.
The feeling lingered between her legs for a few minutes. She lay in the bed staring at the roof above.
If only he'd stop spending so much time with her… He'd notice a lot faster.
Mikasa curled up on her pillow and thought about tomorrow.
Maybe I should just confess
Eren leaned against the walls looking over the softly lit town, the streets were empty by now, but the lanterns gave off a warm orange color in contrast to the cooler light that illuminated the dark around him. He liked the quiet, it filled the air and carried with it peace. He liked peace.
But his soul could not rest, not while he was still out there. Not while the freedom of all the Eldian people was threatened, not while everyone was put in harm's way. He had a duty, he needed to secure all of their futures.
He grit his teeth at the thought of Reiner getting away. Reiner had to pay for everything he did. The thought of the man he would once call his brother, was more than enough to ruin his mood.
He had a brother too, another reason to go beyond the walls, Another reason to fight…
His head was bursting. His visit to the basement changed everything, the titans he fought so hard to defeat in the end turned out to be his very own people. While he had speculated beforehand the origins of the Titans, he never expected something as ridiculous as a Nation beyond their own actively conspiring against them. Just for existing.
As the Night dragged on and he grew tired of the silence that filled the atmosphere, tired of the suppositions that were floating around in his head, it all just gave him a headache.
" What are you doing out here?" a voice sweetly carried through the air.
He turned in the direction it came from and was not so surprised to find her out here. After all, she probably had a more trying day than anyone.
"Historia" Eren flittered his eyes over her dress clinging to her under her cloak, it highlighted her body well. The crown on her head glittering in the moonlight and her blond hair radiating and giving breath to the world. A small pendant hung from her neck and her hair floated gracefully as she stepped her way over to him. His eyes made it's way back up to her eyes.
Her beautiful eyes.
She stood in next to him a head or two shorter "I didn't expect to see you out here"
Then her lips
"I was just thinking of you Historia" he looked down at his feet, mentally preparing himself for what came next.
She bit her lip and held out her hand to cup his face and for a moment she just stood there staring at him " Eren, have you been okay lately" she questioned him. "You've been acting strange, we haven't talked alone since you've returned, it's been three days" he couldn't tell her about what he was thinking, it was best she not know. He much preferred to silently brood by himself than make her worry. "You wouldn't keep secrets from me would you?" she whispered into his ears so she could get closer to him, so they could be closer together.
"Of course not" Eren clarified truthfully. He didn't know what she was getting at, he supposed maybe some part of him was lying. He'd protect her from the truth if it hurt, he would dread the day anything hurt her and she was something to protect. "Why do you ask?" he replied seriously.
She let her hand drop to her side, the light giving an indigo tint to her blue eyes. " We've been over this, you've been avoiding me."
"I just have… stuff I need to go through and sort out" He could feel her tense up next to him, he didn't want her to feel like he was distancing her away from him.
" It's okay you don't want to talk about it" she backed down. "Maybe… You just need a distraction." then she pushed.
Just like that her dress slid down her shoulders and her cloak was abandoned on the floor before Eren could react she was already caressing his lips with her own, he could feel her weight shift on him as she stood on her toes carrying them both to the edge of the roof. It reminded him much of their first night together, something he very much welcomed with open arms this time.
What he hated though is that he would allow her to do this to him, that at any time all that was needed was a kiss in order to have him do anything in the most ludicrous of places.
He imagined that time in the back room of the mess hall when she came to visit. His body reacting to the sexual impulses driving him.
Seeing that he would not protest her being so forward the girl let the dress fall below her bust and hit the floor revealing herself to him. The heat and passion in their kiss intensifying. The crown that had adorned her head had fallen to the ground with a sharp CLANG, and he felt, just before he pulled out of their kiss—her teeth biting into his lip, the taste of blood and ecstasy fresh in his mouth.
"Historia" he finally breathed in gasping for precious air. He liked the way her name tasted on his tongue. The pleasure of just kissing her was incomprehensible to him, he took a moment to soak it in. He pressed his forehead against her head and pulled her close to his chest. He could feel the little heart pounding hard like drums. He pushed their bodies against the parapets and wondered to himself if he was being too aggressive.
A yelp escaped the small girl as their bodies collided with the stony surface, Eren pinned her hands above her head. " You're definitely distracting me" he breathed making the girl wiggle under his weight. He loosened his pants so they would fall to his ankles he wanted to be inside her so badly. They both just needed to relieve pent-up passions, him more than her. He could feel her move her hands up his shirt and across his body while he played with his belt.
He moved along her jawline planting kisses wherever there weren't any to be found. She giggled and didn't stop giggling until their lips hugged. She waited so long for this. She missed Eren after all this time and now she'd wasn't going to waste a breath enjoying him. The kiss was violent, hungry, Historia despite herself was taking more than her fill, he knew he wouldn't last long with her.
Almost Oblivious to the few people walking in the streets they continued. He sucked on her neck determined to mark the girl for her boldness, searching her body with his hands he pressed deeper into her feeling like he would melt within her. Like their bodies were melting. He retraced every inch of her body making sure there was nothing left to explore.
She moaned and whimpered the sound driving him to insanity. He pulled back to get a glimpse of his work. A small heart-shaped love bite was imprinted on her flawless skin.
He plopped down to the floor and brought her with him, he turned his back to the wall and guided her delicate waist to his own. His hard member curled around her behind itching to gain entry. Historia saw what he was trying to do and she sat there staring at him. "Need some help?" her lips dripped in a seductive tone. He fumbled with himself and her body trying to get the perfect angle. She let him take his time lifting herself up to help him. A few seconds of him struggling to get hold of himself, she figured she'd guide him herself. "I've forgotten how big you are." She took her hand and guided him to his target.
As she slid herself down, she could feel every inch of him at once. The usual spark they had when their bodies touched was nothing compared to the jolt he sent up her body.
"Eren, Are you enjoying yourself?" she sung into his ears. He loved the way she swirled her hips around him, he loved the way her body gyrated in their tight position. It was as if she knew all the right strings to pluck, all the right notes to hit to bring him to his edge. He was enjoying himself. He moved his hands to the small of her back, gliding down her spine and to her hips. Putting his feet firmly to the floor he attempted to gain lost ground. "Are they usually this tight?" he said out loud
He grabbed her ass firmly with one hand and balanced himself with the other. Her round cheek fit perfectly in his hand, squeezing it and controlling her speed. Sometimes warranting a squeak.
Up and down. Up and down her hips went. Eren worshiped her body like it were the vessel of a god, back and forth, taking turns in the love shared between lovers. When he went up she went down. That was their pattern, in tandem they worked to complete the task.
"Ah! Yes…" Eren pleaded her to keep going, it was all he could process while she took control. For a moment he didn't even have to make a conscious effort, his hands just knew where to squeeze, knew where to rub, knew where to caress.
They were to bodies in space miles away from anything else in their universe. Eren smashed his lips against the softer small lips that met them.
Their tongues were fighting as if they were dancing. He was getting lost in her, Historia was a labyrinth he was thrown into. Meant to be lost forever
It wasn't long until Historia lost control of herself and orgasmed. He could feel the energy of their exercise pulsing through her body in the form of pure bliss.
Her body fell over his limp over his own, the beating of her heart was loud enough to hear in his own ears. He knew his own release was coming, it was only a matter of time.
Eren locked his arms with her shoulders so he could finish the job. He heard her breath hitch and felt her hips buck under the added pressure of him pounding her behind.
His body began to tense up.
What sounded like a cry for help escaped her and he felt his senses escape him. He could feel his eyes getting heavy. His lids refused to open as memories of the previous titan holders flew through his mind. Memories that weren't theirs as well, but Historia's were in his head. He suddenly he let go of himself fully.
He pulled her off of him just in time to see explosions of his essence coat her breast, she closed her eyes expectantly when a hot streak of liquid flew across her face. Historia was spent.
It took them a while to recover, then they noticed the sun rising. Historia wrapped the cloak lay on the floor around herself and sat in his lap completely exhausted." My, Eren… Has it been that long?" She said looking at the sunrise "It was so good we got sent to the future." she chuckled.
"Paths…" Eren stared off into the distance, pulling up his pants as he stood up.
"What?" Historia looked at him sideways?
"It's nothing. Absolutely nothing."
His eyes were directed at the sunrise, his body faced away from her. His mind somewhere off in some the distance.
When it happened...
He knew…
After seeing what he saw.
SOOOOOO…
What do you peoples think about this chapter? I've been thinking lately. Do you like me trying to blend a story in or do you guys just like the smut? Be honest
I was well aware that writing an Eren perspective would be tricky seeing as I have trouble writing him, but I tried regardless to capture his personality while keeping true to the mechanical nature of titan shifters. In my honest opinion, I think writing Historia is way easier and comes out better. If you didn't notice I've skipped over the Shiganshina stuff. I was actually planning on writing about it I actually have it planned out already. Seeing as this is erehisu first and eremika second. I thought it would be unwise to leave yalls out like that. If you guys would like I could take the time to add it in.
Either way, I've been thinking about having a set deadline for myself, of just seeing as I'm going to have a lot of free time in the next two weeks.
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