Rating (this chapter): PG-13
Rating (overall story): M/NC-17
Pairing: Blaine Anderson/Sebastian Smythe
Word Count: 2,000+
Summary: After practically being out of the family for three years,Sebastian is now being forced to live with his father, step-mother and step-brother, Blaine, of whom he'd only met once. Sebastian Smythe could never forget that boy though, and he's determined to make sure Blaine never forgets him. (I'm so horrible at summaries)
Warnings: Step-brother!feelings
Authors Note: I'm so so sorry this took so long, I have no excuse other than I've been working so much and I started college again last week. Hopefully I won't be that long again. This isn't a smutty chapter, it's just full of feelings!Seblaine.

Thank you so so much for all of your support so far, it means the world to me.

Love you all.


If there was one thing Blaine Anderson wasn't expecting, besides engaging in sexual activities with his step-brother, it was waking up next to said step-brother. Sebastian's arms were loosely wrapped around Blaine's torso and his chin resting atop the smaller boys head as he inhaled and exhaled shallowly, light snores escaping them both. Neither had anticipated spending the night curled up in Sebastian's bed, Blaine had decided that he would retreat to his own bed once he had come down from his post-orgasm haze, but the heat radiating from a sweating and ever-so-inviting Sebastian, had lulled Blaine into a resting and calming sleep before he even had a chance to discuss what the hell had just happened. Although that was a conversation Blaine was very anxious to participate in.

The rain was beating down on the large window opposite the queen sized bed, bleak skylight travelling in through the gap of the heavy curtains draped over the window. It woke the youngest family member, left him feeling slightly confused for a moment before realisation flooded him. Blaine had spent the best part of the last half hour listening to the pouring rain running down the drainpipes, beating puddles in the gutter and tapping at the windows, feeling completely calm. The outside world was wet and cold and drowned, but Blaine was warm and dry and so completely content with the warmth of another boy beneath him. He'd always adored the rain on lazy days that he was fortunate to spend at home, he'd fallen in love with the sounds, the feeling's he'd felt and how he felt safe in his own home. He liked being at peace with the world. Blaine was always so busy and pre-occupied with this, that and the other, that this was exactly where he should be. It sure felt that way to him anyway.

Blaine couldn't stop the way his eyes lingered on the other boy, admiring his beauty and charm when he wasn't awake to show off this giant bravado. The younger brother enjoyed how natural he seemed when sleeping, it was like a completely different person because he wasn't showing off, or lingering at Blaine, he was the one being watched. Blaine's index finger lazily traced patterns on the middle of Seb's chest, not in any attempt to wake him; more just for his own comfort and living in the moment that he wasn't sure would last beyond the next twenty minutes or so. He couldn't refrain from pressing small kisses across his taut stomach, it was alluring to Blaine's eye and he just wanted to constantly touch Sebastian, not just in a sexual way but in admiring way, almost like if he wasn't physically touching Seb, he wouldn't really believe he was there.

With a simple brush of his thumb over one of Sebastian's nipples, the older boy groaned, waking up a little startled by the sensations he was feeling. His eyes fluttered awake and he wriggled, knocking Blaine's hands from his body before he stretched. Then Sebastian's eyes settled on Blaine who was looking at him expectedly, wondering what their next move would be.

"What are you doing here, Blaine?"

Blaine's eyebrows furrowed, "What do you mean? I slept here."

Sebastian looked terribly confused, wondering why in the world Blaine had slept he- oh. Oh of course, last night.

His reaction reassured Blaine that everything did happen last night and he hadn't accidentally slept walked his way into bed and dreamt about what he would like to do Sebastian as opposed to actually living it.

"Oh, yeah, last night. Well I think you should leave now Blaine, you were fun and all but it's time you left."

Blaine's heart stopped, he couldn't believe he was being pushed out after sex like some lousy one night stand. He knew Sebastian could stoop low, but he didn't think he was heartless, he genuinely believed something has changed between them last night.

"You- you want me to leave?"

"I said that didn't I?"

"I just thought-"

"You thought you could blow me and then everything would be different and we'd start dating and live happily ever after?"

Blaine hated how blatantly Sebastian was mocking him, mocking his newfound attraction and hurting his feelings all at once. Was it so wrong for him to want something from the other boy? Well, yes, Blaine thought there clearly was for this reaction. Maybe Seb wanted to quick fun with the nearest available willing participant. Too bad Blaine fell for it.

"I thought you felt something but I should have known you'd be an asshole about it."

That shouldn't have hurt Seb but it did anyway, he knew he was being unreasonable and unfair to Blaine. He wasn't heartless; not really, he didn't want to upset this beautiful boy before him, who was curling in on himself in discomfort. Seb hated seeing the pain flash through his eyes but he had to be firm, he was being responsible for once and he loved his father, he was beyond happy that he was all loved up with his new wife. He didn't want to be held responsible for breaking that up so soon because he couldn't keep his dick in his pants.

"You should go Blaine." His eyes were pleading with the other boys, hoping he'd just leave and not question it because he didn't want to show that he cared, that would only make this harder. With a scowl, Blaine stormed from the room leaving Seb with his head in his hands feeling pretty terrible.

Blaine didn't cry about it, just as much as Sebastian didn't smash his bedroom mirror with his boot.

The rest of the day was a complete washout; both boys locked themselves in their room, listening out for the other so they could avoid having an awkward and uncomfortable conversation on the stairs when fetching food. Each lingered on the sounds of the others footsteps padding across the landing and to their respective bedrooms.

The rain was still bouncing and the weather was stormy, rumbles of thunder reverberating through the house. Right now Sebastian wished he hadn't told Blaine to leave him alone; he despised thunder and would give anything for Blaine to take him in his arms and hold him until it passed. Not that anyone had ever really done that for him before, but he just knew it was something Blaine would love to do, just knew the younger boy would rake his hands through his hair, scratching at the scalp and soothing him. Seb couldn't resist the whimper that emitted from his mouth, god did he want that.

He was stewing for all of five minutes before he gave up the waging war inside his pounding head and slipped his feet into his slippers before lightly walking the short distance to Blaine's bedroom. He was going to apologise and explain and lay his heart on his sleeve because surely if Blaine still wanted him, then his father would be happy with whoever he found happiness with, and if that happened to be his step-brother then so be it.

"Blaine?" He asked lightly, gently raising his knuckles to the wooden door.

"Go away Sebastian."

"Please? Let me talk."

"I think you said quite enough this morning." Seb could hear the strain in Blaine's voice and he responded quietly.

"Blaine, it's fucking thundering right now and I need to talk with you. For once I'm actually begging for you to let me in." Silence followed that statement, Sebastian assumed he'd lost and would actually have to retreat to his bedroom rejected, not like he didn't deserve it. He just didn't like showing his feelings for nothing. Just as he was about to turn to walk away, he heard Blaine's footsteps shuffling around his room and the lock on the door opening. He raised his head to meet Blaine's slightly swollen eyes which made him look all the more endearing to Sebastian but making him feel a little heartbroken all the same. Blaine pushed off from the door, leaving it ajar for Seb to follow him in as he sat against the headrest of his bed and stared straight back at the Friends re-runs he was watching.

"I uh-I hate storms." Sebastian spoke, scratching the back of his neck and feeling a little lame as he stood awkwardly in the middle of Blaine's room. The younger moved his feet for the other to sit down.

"I love them." Blaine didn't bother breaking eye contact with the television; he did however see Seb out the corner of his eye sit down as he felt the dip in the bed.

"I've been afraid of thunder since I was little, I used to hide under my duvet every time because I thought it was a sign that I had been naughty and I was going to be punished. That's what my mom always told me."

Blaine hated that his mother had led her child to believe that but he continued on with his nonchalance, secretly wanting to hold other boy, "Why are you telling me this, Sebastian?"

He shrugged, "I don't know, I guess I want to show you that I'm only human and I do have feelings. The person you dealt with this morning was an asshole, sure, but he was an asshole who was trying to save his family. He was so scared of fucking up the perfect family he'd always longed for. That boy didn't want to ruin another boy nor ruin their parents' marriage."

Blaine was quick to realise that he hadn't even taken Andrew and Rebecca into consideration when last night occurred. Now he felt shitty. He was supposed to be the good and caring child, not this brat who had pretty much grown up in France who didn't care about anyone but himself. He'd been blinded by this charming boy who so evidently wanted him, that he didn't even think about what would happen if they found out. Would Sebastian be shipped back to his god-awful mother if they found out?

"I guess I hadn't thought about that."

"I had to, god Blaine, last night was not a mistake in the slightest but I was trying to be rational and if pushing you away like that would save our family then that's what I wanted."

"You didn't have to be so harsh though." Sebastian hated Blaine's kicked puppy face despite how adorable he looked. Never had he looked so young or naïve.

"I know, it's just what I'm used to. I'm sorry," He leant forward and took one of Blaine's hands in his own, "I was unfair and that's why I wanted to apologise and make it up to you."

"Why the change of heart then? Surely you still want our parent's to be together."

"Of course I do, I've never seen my father so happy and as long as they're together, I can stay here. But, I couldn't lie to myself and pretend I wouldn't be hurting if I cut you off. I've liked you for four years and I've wanted this for so long, I can't give up on that if you're willing to have me."

"You have?"

"Of course I have, the first time I met you I was drawn in, but then I went back to Paris and things turned to shit. I was shipped off to boarding school where I met lots of boys, fell in and out of love within my first year way too many times to remember and then I gave up. I gave myself to anyone who wanted me. That's probably why I tried so hard with you when I first got here. I wanted to impress you but I just came off as creepy and sleazy, I see that now."

"You were pretty sleazy." Blaine lightly laughed, he adored how open Sebastian was being with him, he was very much a guarded person but to have broken down his walls for him felt amazing.

"I just want you to know that I'm not trying to get in your pants because I think I can, I just want to be around you because you make me feel worth something, it's nothing I've felt before and I'm sorry if that scares you."

"It doesn't. It thrills me." He runs his thumb over one of Seb's hand, reassuring him before speaking again, "Can you kiss me? Just so this time I know it actually means something?"

Seb raised his hand to Blaine's face, staring at him adoringly, admiring his beauty before leaning forward and softly pressing his lips to the other boys. Blaine's hands came up to rest on Sebastian's hand, gripping him closer and parting his lips, gently pushing his tongue into Seb's mouth. The older boy couldn't help but moan at how right this all felt, revelling in the feeling of Blaine's tongue rubbing his own. Blaine leant forward a little more, nudging Sebastian to lie back on his bed where he lay half on top of him, continuously kissing his lips. The pair broke for a breath and beamed at each other. They were both so happy that they didn't even realise that the storm had passed. Maybe everything would be alright afterall.