Natalie's POV:

"W-what-" I cut myself off shuttering as I jumped to my feet and took a few steps away from him watching as he jumped to his feet.

"Um…I'm not really sure what I'm supposed to do."

My heart raced a little faster at the sound of his voice, but I forced my eyes from his afraid of the spell that they held.

"You could get out of my room." I muttered folding my arms over my chest, and looking anywhere else but at him.

"Look..just-" he took a few steps closer to me and my heart stopped in my chest as his hands held my shoulders lightly in his grasp. God I hated this! I hated the way he had this power to make me feel things I didn't want to feel.

"Tell me. I don't get why you're so upset."

I looked up at him, my eyes blurring more with tears as I felt my heart stop once again in my chest. I just stared at him in disbelief.

How stupid can this douche be?

"You took my virginity and just want me to forget all about it! You're lying to my sister and you don't give a damn about anything that you did! You treated me like a one night stand!" I yelled pushing Adam's arms off me.

"But it was a one night stand." He muttered confused and he must've sen something in my eyes because he was trying to explain what he meant but his words just made everything worse.

"Just get out Adam! Get out and don't come back!"

"Why the hell are you taking this so seriously?! You did it too! You didn't stop it either, actually I gave you the choice and you said you wanted to, so why the hell are you like this?" Adam's face twisted with anger.

I didn't care, I stepped towards him. "Because I WAS DRUNK!"

"Well so was I, but you don't see me taking it out on you do you?!"

"But I didn't take your virginity and then treat you like shit after! And besides you're a douche whose happy receiving it from anything that's moving and female!"

"I didn't treat you like shit!"

Notice how he didn't deny being a horny douche bunny.

Not now Natalie!

I zoned back in as Adam continued, "Don't take this out on me because you can't take the fact that you're not some innocent little daddy's girl everyone thinks you are!"

"Are you stupid?! Can't you see the bigger picture here?!" I spoke cutting him off, he just looked at me and I knew he was waiting for mt to tell him but I couldn't. I couldn't tell him how I felt about him all these years and why this felt so bad. I'm sure it wouldn't hurt half as bad as if it were any other guy on the planet, but it wasn't just any other dude, it was Adam. Someone I had feelings for before all this happened.

"You're making everything so much harder. Why can't you just stop? It was one night, get over it." His voice hit me straight through the gut and I hugged myself tighter keeping my eyes averted to the ground as tears stung to be let out.

"J-just go." I muttered, my voice breaking at the end and I heard him sigh before walking to the door and just as he was about to open it I forced my voice to come out.

"Don't every try and say anything to my sister when you're in an argument, everything you say comes out all wrong. And don't worry, I won't be the one to break my sister's heart. You'll do that all on your own."

He just turned his back on me and walked out leaving me to myself as I collpased on my bed forcing my legs up tight against my chest as I cried again feeling the hole in my heart which was slowly deteriorating.

Ethan let Bree in and she made her way upstairs through my bedroom door flying to my bedside. I didn't look up. Instead, I dug my head deeper into my pillow.

"Natalie, what happened?" she asked, her fingers running softly through my hair and down my back as she sat on my bed whispering in a worried voice. "Tell me."

The best thing about Bree was how she had the perfect balance of being a crazy teenager, and then a mature adult as well.

"I-I can't. You're gonna h-hate m-me." I croaked as I sat up showing my tear covered face.

"Natalie, there's nothing in this world that will ever make me hate you and you know that! You're my best friend in the entire world." She said holding me against her as I held her back and sobbed into her shoulder.

I just couldn't help but think if she would ever even look at me again after hearing about what I've done.

"Promise me, that you won't tell anyone?"

"I promise.'

I pulled away from her body, and looked at my hands as I picked up my purple bed spread.

"Last night…i…I..i slept with –oh god! Bree…. I slept with Adam." I said whispering that last part. Bree's eyes widened and I was expecting her to call me a whore or back stabber or slap me; but instead her lips pulled into a smile and she was hugging me, pulling away squealing and then hugging my again; leaving me 100% confused.

"You and Adam? Shit wow! Does that mean you're dating?! You got you're crush after all! I told you, see that wasn't-"

Apparently my tear soaked face didn't detail her in enough to know that I didn't get what I wanted.

"Bree! He didn't pick me over my sister. He used me as a one night stand." Her smile died and her hands dropped from my shoulders as she suddenly jumped to her feet reaching for the baseball bat on my chair with a murderous look on her face.

"That bastard! Where is he?!" She yelled running to the door with her hands tightly wrapped around the bat. I jumped up from the bed and ran to her wrapping my arms around her torso and tugging her back towards my bed as quickly and strongly as possible.

"Bree!"

"No way that prick didn't just sleep with you and then dump you like piece of trash. I'm gonna kill him!"

"We were drunk. It's not his fault he gave me a choice!" I tried making excuses not even believing my own words, even though they were true.

"SO?! He's making you cry like crazy and he deserves his balls ripped off!"

Just as she caught loose of my arms and I flew onto my bed the door swung open. For a second I was frightened, it could've been Adam walking into his death bed, or Kristy listening through the door.

I sat up on my hands and titled my head trying to see who it was and my eyes landed on a pair of baggy black jeans, a loose green shirt and shaggy brown hair matched with a pair of deep chocolate eyes.

What the hell was he doing?

"Chase?" Bree asked as the bat fell to her side. "What the hell?"

"I..-uh-um heard- I need to talk to you Natalie." He said looking down at the me with a conufsed frown.

"M-me?" I was confused beyond repair.

He nodded and Bree huffed throwing the bat on to the floor.

"I'll kill that sucker when you get back." She pulled her phone out and went about her stuff as if none of the things I just told her had been said or done. I looked back at Chase just in time to see him arch an eyebrow…"Well are you coming or what?"