Hello again guys, now, I know I have a lot of explaining to do. It's been forever since I last posted a chapter. But I have had a lot on my plate. My older brother recently got the news that he has cancer and so I have been supporting him in every way that I possibly can. Thank you for understanding. Now, I wanted to say a MASSIVE thank you to all those of you that reviewed my last chapter it literally made my day...and I promise I will from now on make a new chapter at least once a week. (Hopefully). Right one last thing; I was wondering what you guys would like to see happen in this story. I have a very basic outline you see but I want to fit my story to the reader. So I have some very simple questions that if you guys could answer for me, I would very much be grateful for!
Do you guys want lemons or just some hot steamy bits. Nothing more than kissing? This originally was going to have lemons but if no-one will read it if it does have them in then I won't put any in.
Do you want Nessie to become pregnant or not.
I was thinking about making a new type of story about Paul and Bella? I want a nice twist on things. What do you think?
Please let me know about all 3 of those questions. Thank you! LOVE YOU ALL XXX
*Renesmee's Point of View*
I walked straight through the front door and into the front room. I could hear Esme singing away to herself upstairs whilst cooking some type of inedible food, probably for Seth. He was sat upstairs with her. I could smell him from a mile away and that wasn't an exaggeration. But unlike the others, the smell to me wasn't bad. The pack didn't smell of wet dog, they smelt like the woods and freedom and other beautiful things which I couldn't quite put my finger on. Although, each wolf had a slightly different smell. Where Jacob smelt of deep chocolate and the forest Seth smelt of the spray of an ocean and nature. I hadn't realized I was stood still until Jacob took my face into both his giant hands and kissed the tip of my nose.
"Ness? Are you awake?" His warm breath tickled my face and I couldn't help but reach to kiss his lips just once. It was a short kiss but it had "I love you" written all over it. I smiled at him.
"Yes Jake, I am just thinking." The room we were stood in was one of three living rooms that we had around the house. Not to mention the little cottage that was meant to be Mum's and Dad's extra house; And I suppose mine, although I hardly went there.
"Do you want to tell me what about?" Confusion and worry crossed across Jacob's features and little frown lines formed between his thick eyebrows. My hand moved on its own accord to smooth the lines. Jake watched my hands until he couldn't and went crossed eyed. I giggled a little and tugged him towards the kitchen. His big warm hand entwined it's self between my fingers. The movement felt so right and natural that I couldn't help but smile.
"...And then Jake ran into the tree but he wasn't concentrating but thinking about Renes..." I opened the kitchen door to find Seth chatting about how Jacob's head was always filled with thoughts of me. I raised an eyebrow at him and smiled slightly.
"Seth." Jacob growled. I looked into his eyes and giggled. His eyes softened so much that I thought they would end up as a pile of mush on the floor.
"Hello Jacob." Esme greeted him. "Would you like some food?" She asked him pleasantly. Both Jake and Seth were so comfortable with Esme nowadays, I even heard Seth call her 'Nana' once which made both her and me smile. Leah was the third party in Jacob's little pack. She was tall and thin and beautiful and mean. I walked to the window to find her laid just behind the tree line watching. I wasn't sure what her problem was but it certainly was stopping her from liking me.
"No thank you Mama Cullen, I'm off on a date." The smile that spread across my features was soft and full of happiness. I heard a squeal from upstairs before three very thing and very gorgeous body's surrounded me. Mum, Auntie Alice and Aunt Rosalie. I was bombarded with questions.
"Where are you going?"
"What are you doing?"
"Can I do your make-up?" I looked at Aunt Alice and chuckled. It was just like her to think about my appearance before everything else.
"Yes you can Alice. And I don't know and I don't know to the other two. Ask Jacob." I sprang a look at Jake and I noticed that he was trying to make a swift exit to the door before he was bombarded with questions as well. Rosalie, Alice and Mum dragged Jake through to the other room and sat him down. I could hear the questions being rolled one after the other and felt sorry for Jake. I was still stood by the window whilst Seth started up another conversation with Esme when I heard a rumble from the tree's. It wasn't a normal sound. It was like a stomach rumbling, and that's when I realized that actually it was a stomach rumbling. Leah's. Letting out a sigh I walked to the refrigerator and started making a meal for her.
"I'll be back in a minute ok Esme?" I smiled at her.
"Where are you going love?" She didn't take her eyes off the carrot she was cutting but I could feel the apprehension rolling off her in waves.
"To Leah." Seth's eyes snapped on me and the food in my hands. I looked back and him until he gave me a smile.
"Thank you." He whispered. No-one gave Leah a chance but I was desperate to make her like me.
I took the food towards the big double doors and jumped. The air moved out of my way as I fell three story's down. The jump was short and peaceful. I landed gracefully and my bare feet enjoyed the feeling of fresh grass surrounding. I took a deep breath. The clean air went right down to the bottom of my lungs and back up again. The rumbling sounded again and then a huff. I made my way towards where I could smell Leah. Her wolf was big, but not as big as Jake or Seth. She was a misty colour. White with a few black flecks. Stunning. It wasn't fair how beautiful she was, even as a wolf. The anger she was forever feeling was in her eyes. I could see it as she watched me.
"Urm..." I hesitated. And she rolled her eyes. "Will you phase back please?" She raised an eyebrow at me. "I brought you some food" I continued. "And I thought maybe we could have a chat." Wolf Leah got up and turned away from me. I was disappointed but I wouldn't give up.
"Wait Leah, here." I laid the food on the floor. "If you want or need anything else, fresh clothes, a shower, somewhere to sleep, just let me know yeah?" A growl rose into her chest. Momentarily I was frozen until there was a command from behind me.
"Back down Leah." Jake had alpha command radiating through his voice and I couldn't help the shiver that went through me when he took a step into my back. His bare chest was so hot against my bar shoulder. Leah gave a small whimper before she turned and ran into the tree's.
I let out a sigh and turned to Jake.
"I tried Jake, I'm sorry." The aching to make friends with her was weird, maybe it was that she was partly responsible for Jake's health, if there was a fight, she would be Jake's back not me and that made me want to help her in any way I could.
"I know Ness. But she's beyond helping anymore babe." A flush went through Jacob's russet coloured skin. He had called me babe, just like a boyfriend would. I smiled and he turned away a little. "Alice wants you." I smiled and kissed his shoulder. He turned back to face me and looked into my eyes.
"Babe is a cute nick-name when you're together." I smiled at him. Surprise flickered through him closely followed by a very deep and emotional smile.
"Are...are we together?" He flickered his eyes away before searching my own.
"We might be." I was keeping him on his toes. I know I was but I liked it. "Now I have to go get ready with Alice remember."
I was about to turn away when Jake's lips kissed my cheek once. Then the corner of my mouth. It took too long for his lips to meet mine, but eventually they did. Heat flooded through me. He licked my lips begging for entrance which I granted almost immediately. The kiss was heated with passion. He pulled away and kissed my fore-head.
"Now go, before I do something that Edward will kill me for." I giggled at him and walked away, wiggling my hips as I went knowing I would drive him crazy. I was going to get ready for my first date.
So, I'm not sure about this chapter, but it leads to more that you'll understand later in the story. I need to know the answers to my questions so please review, Pm, what ever suits you. Thank you guys so much for everything. I love you all until the next time xxx
