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"Could you repeat that?!" I asked and his face flushed red.
"I just thought it'd be less awkward if during the honeymoon we both knew what we were doing," he explained. "But if you find it too uncomfortable we can wait."
"It's not that," I answered. "I'm just surprised that you asked. I mean only last year were you able to ask if we could start kissing."
Suzaku's face went red again.
"I thought it'd be better to not try and force anything onto you," he said looking away.
He was too kind.
I turned his chin so that he face was tilted towards me.
"Why not," I said as I leaned forward and kissed him.
It didn't take long before we were both naked on his bed. I could tell that he was nervous about doing something wrong. I closed the space between us before turning my head to kiss him again.
"You're not gonna hurt me," I whispered trying to reassure him.
It must have done the trick because seconds later he had pushed me down on the bed and was hovering just above me. He had already put on the condom and lathered himself in lube so there was nothing stopping us anymore.
He used his leg to part my thighs as he bent his head to kiss me. His lips were soft and so were his hands as they ghosted over my body. He licked my lips asking for permission and I willingly parted my lips. I didn't fight him; I was glad to let him explore my mouth. He seemed glad when he earned a moan out of me. Suzaku also took it as permission to move things along. His hands stopped ghosting over my body and he set one above my head. He then pulled out of the kiss and presented two fingers in front of my mouth. I wasted no time in covering them in saliva because I knew what was coming next. He pulled his fingers out of my mouth and moved towards my lower half. Using his hands he spread my thighs even further and I moaned as he began to rub my clitoris. I could feel myself becoming noticeably wetter as his fingers pulled away from my clit and paused against my entrance. I moaned from the absence of his touch and he chuckled before easing in his fingers. My thighs began to clamp together in an attempt to force his fingers further inside me. Teasing me, he pulled his fingers out and spread my legs apart once again.
"Impatient aren't we!?" he taunted and I whined from the emptiness I was feeling.
He plunged his fingers back inside me; drawing them out slowly before thrusting them back in.
We didn't get round to going all the way because I got a call from Kallen saying that Nunally was being taken to hospital after falling down the stairs. Suzaku insisted a car take me and I gratefully got in.
I rolled down my window after getting in the car.
"Call me when you lot are done at the hospital. I'll send a car to take you home," he said the worry showing through his features.
"Thanks," I said leaning out of the window and kissing him before the car drove away.
That was one of the most selfish things I've ever done.
Kallen was waiting for me at the entrance of the hospital and I thanked the driver before getting out and running over to her.
Kallen grabbed my hand as she walked into the hospital she went through countless corridors, dragging me along behind her. I wanted to ask what was going on and what had happened but I knew it was more important to get to Nunally first.
Kallen stopped outside a operating theater displaying a light to show there was an operation in process.
"They have to remove the metal in her shin and her thigh. They're going to replace them but they don't know whether she'll be able to walk ever again," Kallen explained her voice breaking as she finished.
I fell to the floor. I had promised myself that I would look after her above all else. I had promised her that she would get better. So why?! Why was this happening now?!
A nurse came by not to long after and seeing us waiting outside the operating room showed us to where Nunally would be moved to.
"The surgery is going to be another three hours at the least. Get some rest while you can," the nurse said handing Kallen a blanket.
Kallen thanked her and they began to quietly talk about something. I made out a couple of word: "stress relief", "pills", "scared", "anxiety" .
The nurse then left, shutting the door behind her. Kallen took a seat next to me by the window.
"I don't have anxiety," I mumbled staring out the window.
"It's just in case," Kallen answered.
I stood up and turned away from the window.
"I'm going for a walk," I said walking out of the room.
Kallen didn't try to stop me but I guess that's because she thought the air would do me some good. And it would've if I hadn't had sat down on the same bench as him.
He knew that I didn't intend to sit next to him and the fact that I hadn't gotten up yet proved that I didn't know he was there. So when he put his arm around me I tensed up. I looked up at his face.
"Oh, it's you," I mumbled standing up but he grabbed my wrist stopping me in my tracks.
"I'm not in the mood," I said trying to pull my wrist from his firm grip.
He moved from my wrist to my hand.
"Stop it," I said, my voice breaking slightly.
I could feel tears building up behind my eyes. I had to get away from here before I started crying; I didn't want him to see.
He pulled me back onto the bench and into him. I was sat sideways on his lap, my forehead resting on his chest and my hand linked with his. Slowly he pulled his had away from mine and put his arms round me.
"There's nobody around to see," he whispered. "And I won't look if you don't want me to; so you can cry."
I buried the rest of my head into his chest, flung my arms round him and cried.
