Author's Note: No Holly Holiday here. Not that I don't like her, but I'd rather Santana go to her mothers about her relationship with Brittany than some random substitute sex ed teacher.


After the whole duet debacle, Santana and Brittany had kissed and made up so to speak. Everything went back to the way it was between them, except that Brittany was now dating Artie.

But since Brittany was dating Artie, Santana felt left out. She didn't get to spend as much time with Britt. When she did see her, though, it made Santana happier than she'd ever felt before.

"And it's not cheating because…?" Santana encouraged. "Because it's different plumbing," said Brittany. "Right," she answered. "Can we talk about our feelings?" Brittany asked.

Santana froze. "I don't do feelings," she said.

"But feelings make it better," Brittany replied. Santana huffed and repeated, "I don't do feelings."

Brittany saw that Santana considered that to be the end of the discussion. It left her feeling sad, but she wouldn't let Santana know how much she had hurt her by refusing to talk about their feelings.


"Mom? Mama? Can I talk to you about something?" Santana called out when she got home from school the next day.

"Sure Sofia. What do you want to talk about?" asked Arizona as she and Callie sat at the table.

"It's about Brittany. We're best friends, but I think she wants to be more." Santana said as she sat down.

"What makes you think that Sofia?" asked Callie.

"She wanted to sing "Come to My Window" with me for Glee. And after we were umm…making out she wanted to talk about feelings," she replied.

"And how do you feel?" Arizona asked.

"I don't know Mom. Britt is my best friend. Sure we make out and stuff but…"

"But you're afraid of ruining the friendship that you have with her," Callie finished.

"Yes. How did you know?" Santana asked.

"Because I felt the same way when I was figuring things out for myself. I think we told you about how your mom and I got together, right? I was new to the whole lesbian thing, and she didn't want to take on someone who wasn't completely sure of herself," Callie said.

"Until I finally realized that I wasn't being fair to myself by ignoring my feelings for your Mama. So, I took a chance. And it was worth it. I don't regret it." Arizona said as she placed her hand on her wife's.

"So I guess the question is, Sofia, how do you feel about Brittany? Never mind what anyone else has to say about it. All that matters is how YOU feel about Brittany," Callie said.

Santana thought about it for a bit. "I think—I think I love her," she said. "But I can't do anything about it. You know how homophobic this city is! I told you what people at school did to my friend Kurt! I can't tell anyone, and I can't be with Brittany," she said as she started crying.

Both Arizona and Callie went to comfort her. "I can't. I just—I just can't," Santana whispered.

"I know sweetie, but you should at least tell Brittany how you feel. She deserves to know."

"I don't think I can," she replied.

"How about you sing a song with her? Aren't you saying that Mr. Schuster is always giving you assignments about singing about how you feel?" asked Arizona.

"I think I can do that," Santana said as she dabbed the tears from her eyes. "I know the perfect song."