OH MY GOD!! I got seven reviews!!! Im so happy! Thank you so much for reviewing! Im so glad you like the story so far. Some of you mentioned that I misspelled "lipsyching". Im sorry I didnt catch it and I did try to go back and change it but I couldnt figure out how. Im new at this and I havent figuered everything out. Now just to clarify, Edward and Bella are 18 and will be attending college in september. The story takes place during the summer before they go to. college. I hope that clarifies things. OK now here's chapter three. ENJOY!!

Chapter three: Speak

I. Was. Shocked. I didn't know what to say.

"Please say yes, Bella," he pleaded.

His face was slightly worried. His eyes tightened. I opened my mouth to say "yes" but nothing came out. I panicked. I cleared my throat and tried again. Silence. I could see irritation begin to form on his perfect features. I tried again. Nothing.

"Bella, will you please just answer my question. Stop mouthing words! Bella, will you marry me?" he questioned me again.

I was panicking! I wanted with all my heart to say "Yes! Edward of course!" but I couldn't. Tears started to form in my eyes much to my dismay. He was passed annoyance and now hurt and sadness overcame his angelic face.

Tears began to well up in his eyes as well. They began to run down his cheeks and made his emerald eyes blurry. When I saw him crying, I couldn't help myself. Tears started to rapidly run down my cheeks. I wanted so badly to tell him that he shouldn't cry but my voice was yet to be found.

"Bella, a-are y-you re-re-rejecting m-m-me?" his voice quivered at the end as I let out a sob.

A heart wrenching sob ripped through his chest as tears streamed relentlessly down his face. His knee dropped as his face fell into his lap. Sobs continued to rip through his chest. I was in shock no doubt.

My hands began to shake as my knees threatened to give out. My knees did give out and I fell to my knees in front of him. Both of us were sobbing on my livingroom floor. I wanted so badly to hold him and assure him that I did in fact want to marry but I couldn't. My voice was gone and I was sure he did not want me to touch him.

After what seemed like hours but was probably only minutes, Edward straightened up and wiped the last tears from his eyes. I looked up at his angelic face. His emerald eyes were red from crying. His eyelashes were wet and his cheeks were tear stained. The navy blue sweater he was wearing had a big wet spot from the tears he shed.

I sat on my knees, still sobbing, and stared up at him.

He knelt down and whispered in my ear,"I will always love you. My eyes see no other face. My ears hear no other voice. My lips feel no others lips. My heart loves no other. I love you, Bella. Forever. I will never love another. I love you."

He kissed my forehead and stood up. He turned abruptly, but not before I saw tears in his eyes again. He walked briskly to the door. At the door, he turned to me and with tears streaming down his face again, murmmered, "I love you, Bella. Goodbye."

And with that he turned and walked out the front door. I sat there on the floor sobbing as I heard his car door slamming. I heard the rev of his Volvo and the screeching of his tires as he sped away.

I couldn't believe what had just happened. I sat there on my livingroom floor with tears streaming relentlessly down my face. Sobs continued to rip through my chest. What I had just done?

I just lost my reason for living. The love of my life had just walked out the door and was probably never coming back. Why would he come back? As all this sunk in, the tears kept a steady flow down my cheeks.

so what do you think? its sad, I know but this is how it had to be. I would love to hear what you have to say so please review. I hope you liked this chapter and again please review. well Im off to go write the next chapter and one last time...please review.