Chapter (second part)
I finish receiving a Pluto message. Its face appears in the screen that there is in the central room of the Palace of Neptune. The Kingdom of the Moon has fallen. Beryl has won the battle. That means that there are lost… without to have fought.
Pluto, Uranus and I was tied to our sentry posts while in the heart of the Moon a battle by the survival of the Silver Millennium was carried out. We have obeyed to the Queen Serenity until the end. It prohibited us to leave our towers and to fight to its side we have fulfilled and it.
Damn Serenity!
Its egoism has taken to the defeat. Why it did not leave Uranus, to Pluto and to unite us to the battle? Why, for more years of the ones than I can remember, the unique thing that I have seen has been the roaring to the sea on my feet and the star which Uranus becomes when it is watched at the sky from my palace?
Hatred is appropriated my senses, does not let think to me with clarity.
The Uranus face appears in front of me when I close the eyes. Afternoons of music of piano next to the fire, concerts of violin in the beach and to the Ball of masks that place took when Princess Serenity fulfilled the majority of age and to the sailor they sent the Outer us to our sentry posts. Uranus, dressed target, like a masked angel, taking with elegance and masters to me by the room of dance and causing that my feet left the joy ground.
"Our first dance", whispered.
I kissed it.
"Our first kiss", I answered.
I felt its arm surrounding to me with more force and its hand narrowing mine while we danced. Its mask tickled to me I kissed when it, its lips transmitted a slight flavor to me to strawberry, fruit of the pie that we finished taking all. Their eyes said to me then that they wanted to me and I wanted to die.
As of that one moment I was not able to accept my destiny. How it could accept to be sent to the absolute solitude and to leave to somebody like Uranus sharing my same luck? How it could be the Queen Serenity so cruel?
My mother did few months that there was dead, following the Uranus mother, finally. It found me single but Uranus removed to me from the jail in which it lived locked up my heart. And Serenity asked to me that it returned to shut away my feelings that left in the middle of my soul by chance…
I hated it for that reason. I believe that at heart of my heart still there is resentment towards her. And I know that it is not just.
The Soldiers war like daughters for her. He sent to us, against his will, to face to us against our destiny. The stars marked our lives since we were born.
In the screen, the face of Sailor Pluto disappears. It did so much that did not see its face… almost did not remember how it was. Its expression, burdens, left-hand side, reflects what feels, which knows.
Before coming here, Pluto said to me that a day, the curse that fell on Uranus and me would break; that a day she and I would live free. I asked without thinking to me it twice to him if it could live with Uranus and she smiled. I believe that never it had seen smile before to the Guardian of the Time. It agreed.
The shades of my heart were illuminated and, then, yes I was able to confront my destiny with high the good head. The memory of that one kiss, that one night, would make me face destiny to me. Because a day, sooner or later, could live and with the love of my life, with the person by whom the life is worth the trouble to live itself.
