This story getting more reviews then the previews, I looooooooooooooove it and I hope it'll last

And the chapter's title is from Michelle Branch's Goodbye to You

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Goodbye to You

"This is weird" said Eric looking at the notes

"What is it?" asked Natalia coming into the lab

"You ok?" asked Eric

"Yeah" lied Natalia "why?"

"You look… like a mess" said Eric honestly

"Oh that… I just had a…"

"Bad night?" guessed Eric

"No actually I had a horrible morning" said Natalia smiling sadly the last night's memories floating in her mind and then the morning….

Natalia shook her head as if it'll make the thoughts go away

"So what's weird?" asked Natalia

Eric looked at her; he could see that something is wrong with his friend, she projected some kind of sadness but he also felt that it wasn't a good time to push it so he let her changed the subject

"We have to victims but we don't know how many killers we have"

"What do you mean exactly?" asked Natalia glad that he didn't asked her anymore questions

"Look at this notes" asked her Eric pointing at the notes that lye in front of him

"I'm sorry for thinking only about myself I don't deserve what I got"

"I'm sorry for not thinking before I acted I don't deserve this opportunity"

"Same hand writing same wording" pointed Natalia "that tells about one killer"

"But the two victims has the same time of death" said Eric

"Walter told me they were poisoned with a rare toxic" said Natalia

"Yeah I'm still waiting for Travers to tell me what the hell is it, but before that they were tight up for at leas twenty-four hours and by the age of their bruises they were beaten up in the same time"

"That's complicated the whole one killer theory" agrees Natalia "so somebody held them for at least one day abused them and then killed them?"

"Yeah" confirmed Eric

"Do they had something in common"

"Gabriel Marcel was originally from rich family in San Francisco had no family here a simple college student, Sharon Maroon was from Alaska had a kid, nothing in common, Tripp and Navarro are pulling their phone records and checking their circles"

"What are we going to do?" asked Natalia confused

"You and I are going to meet Sharon Maroon's neighbors they also her son's legal guardians and Walter and H' are going to meet Gabriel Maroon college roommate, because Calleigh is doing g'd knows what and Ryan is sleeping it off… are you ok?" he asked suddenly when he saw that Natalia turned completely pale

"I'm fine…" she mumbled "I'll meet you outside I have to get something out of my locker" and she walked out fast like Eric was about to chase her down

For a moment Eric was a little shocked then he started walking towards the elevator wondering what happened to his friends today

This is some kind off psycho's day

On the way he saw Walter standing and staring at the shift board with his mouth opened

And here's another psycho

"Close your mouth Walter it's just us there"

"Look" said Walter stunned pointing at the board

"I told you Walter it's just us see here Horatio Caine that's your boss if you didn't know, Calleigh Duquesne and... what the hell is that?" asked Eric stunned his mouth opened now too

"Told you" said Walter

"Ryan Wolfe medical leave? What the hell?" asked Eric again

"And next week too" said Walter "hey H'!" Walter called his boss when passed by them

"Yes Walter?"

"Where is Wolfe?" asked Walter

Horatio looked at the both of them for a moment and answered "I'm afraid I can't answer that Walter you going to have to ask him"

"Will he answer me?" asked Walter

"I'm afraid not" admitted Horatio

"When he's coming back?" asked Eric

"I don't think that he wished he knew that Eric" said Horatio bitterly

"No I don't get it! Somebody just goes away one day? Just like that no explanation? What the hell happened I know that it's been a crazy time but physically he was ok right?"

"Was he ok Eric?" Horatio answered with a question "let's go Walter we got work to do and so are you Eric"

A speechless Walter followed Horatio without saying a word his mind was too shocked to respond a part of him hoped that it's some freaking joke

And a speechless Eric left standing, Horatio's words floated in his mind bringing up the guilt

"Was he ok Eric?"

No he probably wasn't but because you're such a great friend Eric Delko you didn't sow beyond your own problems and you couldn't see that Ryan wasn't ok at all he wasn't ok for months but you…

You did it again… Idiot

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Natalia wanted to get away… to crawl into some dark corner and cry there for ages but the locker room will be enough for a few minutes she forgot that Eric is waiting for her, she didn't wanted to come today but she thought that work will distract her and she was a professional… but she forgot that she also human and when Eric mentioned Ryan… her mind went blank

After the best night in her life came the worst morning

"I don't want to leave you" So why did you left me Ryan? Why didn't you stay?

"'me and my problems would only be in your way" I love you with all of your problems don't you get that?

"please try not to cry" how do you expect me to do that when I don't know when I'll see you again?

"we both know that me and my mess is not what you need"

"I wish you love even if it wont be with me you deserve to be happy" brainless idiot does it look like I can love somebody else?

" I will always love you, Natalia I love you" I will always love you too Ryan

"Nat?" asked Calleigh's soft voice "maybe you should go home"

"I'm fine" snapped Natalia "and what are you doing here? And what is this for?" she asked pointing at the carton box in Calleigh's hands

"I… ah…"

"Don't mumble Calleigh" said Natalia angrily "just say that you came to clear his locker"

"It's true Nat, I'm sorry I know that this is upsetting but…"

"You could have prevented that you could have convinced him not to hide from everybody, because you knew that he'll leave and don't tell me you didn't!"

Calleigh looked at her friend eyes, she saw the pain and she knew that het poor friend is so hurt that she's shooting to all directions

"I'm not going to try and tell you anything because I know it's pointless I'll just go with Eric instead of you, you'll go home, and I'll come back later for the things"

"I'll do it" said Natalia snatching the box form Calleigh's hands "I'll leave it in the reseption for you because I wont know where to deliver it anyway!"

"Nat…"

"Just go!" said Natalia

Calleigh sighed and left

Natalia opened Ryan's locker and smiled

Ryan Wolfe's order system

She started to pull out his stuff she found a small old radio Ryan told her once that it belonged to his father and that he kept it here for luck, she tried to turn it on and magically it worked and Michelle Branch's voice came from it

She found a stack of photos, they were taken on the job just for fun between all the photos she found one that was taken about six months ago and made her heart squeeze harder

It was her and Ryan they were at the crime scene and she tripped over something almost fell and he catch her, they looked at each other and laughed

Her legs stopped holding her she sat down pout her head in her hands and started to cry the songs words followed her

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away….

In her heart she realized that has no choice she has to say goodbye

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

"Goodbye baby" she whispered to the photo and kissed it

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

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Ok someone have to force me to stop the sadness, I just cant

Sorry for the delay I'll try my best to write another one as fast as possible

There will be more crime solving there

Review please ;)