so thanks to the people who put this story under alrt and the three people who have reviewed this.. y'all make me want to write more..
in about 3 and half weeks i will be 21 and for my birthday i will be goign to visit some friends back on the east coast (im on the west)
so i will have a few chapters done on my stories that way you wont miss me too much...
id be more happy if i got more people to review but what can i do
thanks to katie.. shes amazing
"Yes Rose, that's what he said," I sighed into the phone looking over the outfit Rose picked out for me a few days ago and sent it over.
"I can't believe after all this time you two are going on a date," she exclaimed once again.
"I don't know if I feel right in this" she picked out a tight purple dress that gathered at ht sides and pushed my breast front and center. Black lace thigh high fishnets, ankle-strap heels and this really nice black clutch.
"Send me a picture real quick" I sighed and held the call while I tried to take a picture of me in the mirror. I sent it and went back to Rose.
"Okay it's sent" she made a noise and I waited.
"Holy fucking wow!" was the words that came back from the hold. I heard Emmett ask what happened. Rose tell him about me and the phone was passed to loud mouth Emmett McCarthy.
"Bella you are really going out with Cullen tonight?"
"Oh god, yes I am, he should be here soon." I shook my head and applied some light pink lip-gloss. Charlie and Sue had Sophia and I missed her already.
"Just tell him if he fucks you over I'll fucking have his head" I laughed and Emmett swore and passed the phone to Rose.
"Listen, be safe don't do what I wouldn't do, I love you."
"Great so now I have to slut my self up, should have told me hours ago" Rose made a snicker and I said bye and I loved them too. We hung up just as my doorbell rang.
My heart stopped beating when I opened the door. He had pink carnations and was in a blue button down shirt and some nice dressy type of jeans. His hair was perfectly tossed sex hair and he looked like just shaved the facial hair.
I watched his eyes scan my body and he gave me a crocked grin that made me Feel sexy all over. I bit my bottom lip and let him step in my apartment. I took the flowers and gave him a hug, inhaling the cigarette smoke and Stetson cologne. We pulled away slowly and I grinned at him.
"You look, so beautiful." I blushed and his face light up with a smile. I took his arm and we headed out I locked up and smiled him. He came around and opened my door and I swore I felt the earth shift, what kind guy was he to open doors? I smiled at him and slid in the seat.
There was small talk in the car about where we going, and how he was glad I came out tonight and that how great it was to get away even though I missed Sophia. We pulled up for some small little restaurant just before you hit port angles. It was more like a cottage looking place. Edward parked and I waited, yes he opened my door again.
He took my hand and laced his fingers with mine. I felt shivers up my spine. He smiled this crooked little grin that slowed down my heartbeat, I felt my checks get hot. Stupid smile. Oh but what a smile it was.
The waitress smiled at us, well at Edward at least and sat us at a small little table in the back. The whole place looked very romantic and interment. The lady bought over some wine, I had no idea what it was it was red but that's as far as it goes. I bit my lip when Edward poured me a glass. He looked at me with a raised eye brow.
"Sorry I was kind of pregnant when I turned 21 and, I umm..." Edward licked his lip and I seemed to fall into his words.
"Give it a taste" I watched him swirl the glass at first taste. I mean I had liquor but it was the hard stuff and it was like vodka and I mean we did drink back in high school, but I never had wine and I was pretty sure I was more into beer then this. It was fruity and kind of bitter. Edward smiled at me and I licked my lip and sighed.
"Better?" I smiled meekly and bit my bottom lip. He sighed and took the glass.
"I'm sorry, I'm just not the wine kind of girl I guess." He shook his head and laughed.
"Don't worry, lets see," he paused and opened the drink menu. He smiled and I watched him wave over the waitress and she came calling. He pointed to the menu; she looked at us and smiled. She took our wine glasses.
"What was that for?" Edward smiled and didn't say much. She came back soon enough with to margarita looking glasses and I eyed Edward.
"You ordered us a margarita? In a fancy place like this?" I sipped on it slightly letting the tequila hit my tongue. God I have not had a sip of alcohol in a long time.
"Don't worry, this place is not that fancy Bella, it use to be a whore house." I bit my lip from laughing.
"No it was, and they turned it into a restaurant a while ago and they server the best tacos in the world, I just was not sure what you liked." I gave a small laugh and touched his hand.
"No need to impress me Edward, you have already done more then enough." He just smiled at me and took a sip of the liquor.
We talked about Sophia and I told him about Jake and how he left after five hours of labor, he never saw her he never will. I told him about how I couldn't bear to tell Sophia about her father.
"Bella, I think you are a wonderful mom, but how are you guys going to get over him if you keep buying her gifts" I licked my lips and took a bite of the taco Edward ordered us. Who knew?
"Because I'm not ready to let her know he is a dead beat, prowling threw the Californian whores." Edward's thumb caressed the side of my cheek and I downed the third glass of margarita.
We talked about him calling off his engagement to Jessica who was basically as good as Jake was to me. We talked about his parents, and our friends, I told him about Emmett and Rose getting engaged and married. I was a bridesmaid. He asked about Jasper. I told him we haven't seen him in a few months, but he did start a new band and the music was for more of an acquired taste.
"He was always a weird one."
"I love him like the brother I never needed." Edward smiled at me. We finished up dinner and we headed out.
"Would you like to come back to my place?" he asked and I just nodded. I felt my lady parts a wake with the thoughts of being alone with him.
We pulled up to a gate and he punched in a number. We drove threw the gate community and we pulled up to his very big condo and he did the door opening thing again. I stood in awe of his place. We walked up the steps to his house and I watched him open the door his fingers wiggled the keys.
His house was neat and very bachelor style, big screen TV leather couches, but very neat. I smiled and he ushered me to have a seat. It was soft leather. Then I felt and began to worry.
"Do you mind if I call to check in with my dad?" Edward slipped off his tie and handed me a water.
"No go ahead, I'll be in the next room." I smiled and dialed the number of my fathers, Feeling very guilty.
"Hello Swan residence"
"Sue it's Bella how is Fee?" I could tell Sue smiled into the phone
"She is wonderful Bella stop worrying, have a good night, he's a very handsome man" I heard Charlie grumble in the background and Sue laughed.
"Okay... Yeah, umm I'll call you in the morning" I hung up and followed to where Edward pointed. He was in what looked like a make shift studied and I saw him smile. All his DVD's and C.D's where lined in order of what I assumed was alphabetically organized and genre.
"A little over compulsive Edward?" he smiled and held up a movie, I didn't care so I nodded yes and he took my hand and lead me back to his soft leather sofa.
I kicked off my shoes and tucked the nicely under me. Edward stiffened and I looked at him.
"What?" he made no noise and I realize I was in a dress. I blushed and crossed my legs. I wasn't sure what kind of movie this was, it was funny I could tell you that but when was the last time I saw anything that didn't have a dancing bear or cute little girl in it.
Edward sat very close to me and I breathed in his sent. My heart was beating and I knew that the blood flow to all the right places was from the alcohol and from the fact he keep tugging on his bottom lip and his arms where lazy around the back of the couch. He turned and smiled at me and I felt a rush of courage and I leaned over and my lips meet his. He didn't pull away but pulled me to his lap and deepened our kiss. My hands itched its way to his bronze locks and they felt so good in my hand and I scratched lightly on his scalp. I moaned and he smiled threw the kiss.
Our tongue battled for control and I gave into him. His tongue slightly licked my bottom lip and I felt shivers. His hands traveled down my sides and I noticed my dress had hitched over my thighs now and you could clearly see the black lace boy short panties.
His lips nipped at my jaw and down my neck. I moved my hip down on his lap meeting his very hard bulge in his pants. It caused him to groan and I smiled lean my head back to give him better access.
"Edward." I panted and I watched his green eyes darken at they meet mine.
"Yes" he almost sounded defeated as I stopped him
"it unzips on the side" he grinned at me. He lifted me up and carried us to his bedroom. Dark blue sheets laid on a big comfortable looking bed.
"First, are you sure" he asked laying me on the bed and I started to unbutton his shirt sliding it off his shoulders. God his body got better looking threw the years. His chest hair has grown in and it was perfect on his god like abs. I groaned and bit my lip. He reached and did the side zip. The dress Feel of my shoulders and he kissed every part he exposed when he pulled it off of me. I laid exposed in my thigh highs and matching Lacey boy shorts and bra. He groaned and I smiled sitting up on my elbows and his hastily un-did the pants and shrugged out of them. He climbed over my body and I felt my skin grow hot and I felt the fire his finger tips left.
"How long" he breathed into my ear and I wasn't sure I knew how to speak. His hands roamed my sides. I could Feel his hard on between my thighs and it made everything Feel like it was on fire.
" almost six years" he pulled back and looked at me. So I have been pretty busy, and sure it may hurt again, but hell if I wanted to stop I got this far.
"Bella, are you sure" his hands never left my hip and I thrust upwards.
"Edward, I would not be here if I was not" his lips crashed against mine and his thumbs pulled the sides of my boy shorts down. Rose being the lady that she is always makes me shave and has a local beauty salon call me for waxing appointments. So I was thankful it was all smooth and I heard his breathing hitch in his throat.
"You have to be one of the most sexiest women I have laid eyes on," I giggled and his fingers brushed along my opening. I let out a soft moan.
"Do you like it when I touch you?" I nodded and ran my hands threw his hair.
"How about when I do this?" his long index finger slid in my very moist heat and I groaned when he made a push and come here motion inside of me. Edward grinned and added a second finger. His thumb from the left hand massaged the pressure point at my hip.
"… Oh... Oh god..." I bit my lip and moved my hips. I took a deep breath as Edward let his tongue dart out and taste the juice that ran from my body. I felt my self shiver and he slide the fingers out and replaced them with his tongue.
"Fuck, Edward" I gripped at his hair he moaned and the vibrations made it Feel even better.
I could Feel the familiar tightening in my belly and I arched my back. Edward suddenly pulled away.
"What?" I asked. His fucking smiled at me and climbed over me. I ran my hands down his chiseled back. He opened a drawer and then shut it. The black wrapper came in view. I stopped his hand from opening it.
"I'm on the pill, i'm clean, you don't need that" I knew guys usually hated wearing condoms and I really didn't want to Feel him with that one I wanted it raw and I wanted to Feel everything. Edward sat back and tossed the condom to the floor.
His lips crashed with mine as I slid my hands into his boxers taking in his size and length in my hands. He inhaled tugged lightly on my bottom lip. His boxers Feel to his knees and he pushed them the rest of the way off.
"Let me know if it hurts you' I cringed.
"I'm not a virgin Edward, I have been threw this" he smiled and kissed the crock of my neck before sliding his tip along my slit. We both groaned at the contacted. He slid in all the way and I gripped his shoulders and wrapped my legs around him.
"Fuck" he whispered and I smiled. It felt like the first time only I didn't Feel it rip or hurt it felt like its what I was missing. He was going to slow.
"Fuck, Edward harder" he eyed me and I nodded his brows pushed together and he lift him self up with his fore arms and I felt him hit the right spot.
"Oh... Keep going... Edward" I moaned and rolled my head back.
" Like this?" his hips made a harder thrust and I felt my self losing control.
"Oh god yes" I ran my hands threw his hair again and tugged, it caused him to grin and moan. I kissed him fiercely and I sighed.
"Fuck me, oh " I arched into his body. Edward let out the sexiest grunt I have ever heard and I swore I almost came when he did. Edward lifted his hips and pushed into me again and again. I let out a moan and I felt my climax reach.
" cum with me Edward" he let out a curse word and I felt his body tense and our climaxes hit. Edward watched me as I let my toe curl and milk him for everything he had.
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My surroundings where different. Where was I? Where is Sophia? I sat up quickly and my head was pounding. The room was different this was not my room. I heard him snore and last night came into focus. Oh god. I was naked and so was he. Edwards arms where draped around me. I bit my lip. It was almost noon, and I didn't have my car.
"Edward" I whispered. He made no move meant.
"Edward please" I shook him lightly and he stirred. I waited he slowly opened his eyes.
"Good morning beautiful" I smiled.
"Edward I need to get home" he turned and looked at the clock, mumbled shit, and removed him self from me. My body felt cold with out him. He handed me a bottle of Advil and I thanked him and he went to his bathroom and returned with two glasses of water. I took it thanking him again.
"Here ill loan you a t-shirt and some shorts, and ill take you home" he went threw his drawers. I noticed he had pictures of him and his family all over. There was one of him and his sister Alice, I only meet her at graduation, she went to an all girl's school in New York during high school. Edward once told us she loved it.
I took the clothes he offered and I found my garments I slid them on and his clothes. His sent rushed to my noise. Edward dressed in something just as comfortable.
"Ready?" I nodded and we headed out. I grabbed my clutch. Only 3 missed calls from Rose. And a few text messages saying I was a dirty girl. I smiled and Edward opened my door again.
It was a short ride to my house and I paused before I got out.
"I enjoyed last night" his fingered drummed on his steering wheel I was not sure why he was so afraid to look at me.
"Yeah, umm me too" I went to get out and he stopped me and pulled me to him kissing me in my driveway. I felt my body heat up. I pulled away. Told him I would call him and shut his car door.
I called Sue and told her to bring Sophia home in a few hours. She was baking cup cakes and Sue said once they where done they would be here. So I called Rose. Got her voice mail.
"Hey Rose, its Bella... I made a mistake" I hit the end. I stripped my self of his clothes and stepped into the hot shower and I felt the tears form in my eyes. Oh god what have I done?
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