Dear Mother,

I have seen you around town. I know you're wondering why people have stopped and stared at you as if they have seen a ghost. Wondering why they've been calling you by a different name. Not to be creepy or anything but we been stalking you ever since you moved backed with your new family. We have been following you around to make sure you're doing okay. That no harm will come to you. Jake and the other wolves are keeping an eye on you. But to be honest, I cannot fully trust them with you anymore. It's their fault that you died, they couldn't protect you. I know that I shouldn't be angry at them but I cannot help it. Not only am I angry at Jake and the wolves but also at Edward and Alice. They both knew they could have prevented it from happening and yet they didn't. I feel like they betrayed me, mother. I feel hurt. I'm so damn angry all the time. Rose or Jaz can't help calm me down. I'm so angry at the world and I don't know what to do. Mother, what should I do? I don't want to feel this way towards them but I can't change how I feel. Please help me. Tell me what to do, you always knew what to say to calm me down. You always knew what to do in these type of situations.

Have you really forgotten about me? About us, your family? Did those 80 years that you and I spend together really went away? When you see me, do you not know who I am? Do you not know that I'm your son, your Emmy bear, your child? Is there really any hope of getting you back? I don't know what to do without you, please remember so you can come back to us. Mommy, I miss you and I need you. Don't forget about me.

Love your son,

Emmett Cullen (your Emmy Bear)

LORELEI'S POV:

It's been about two weeks since we moved to Forks. My father got my mother to agree on moving on one condition. If we can move into the Rez then she'll move. There was this nice house near Sam's and Emily house. It's the perfect house, three bedrooms, and two bathrooms, and it even has it's own garage.

I have only been at Emily's house like twice, whenever I go it's awkward all they do is stare at me. I mean they're not bad people but it's somewhat weird when there about twenty and more eyes staring at every movement you make. The last time I was there I accidentally cut my arm.

FLASHBACK

"Hey Emily where do you want these plates?" I asked her.

"You can but them in the sink, I'll wash them later," she says back.

"Okay" I carried the heavy dishes over to the sink. Emily couldn't reach a plate from the top cabinet, she tippy toe and accidentally dropped the other dishes down.

"EMILY" I screamed pushing her from getting hurt. As I fell down the dishes all broke and one piece manage to cut my arm.

"Ouch," I say holding my bleeding arm. Emily came running to my side.

"OMG!" she yelled running to my side. She took my cut arm and stared at it. She began to cry.

"I'm sorry," she says.

"Hey, it's okay." I begin to say but she shook her head.

"No, you're hurt and it's because of me," she says crying. We heard some noise outside, probably the boys are here.

"SAM! SAM HELP!" Emily yelled for help. You can hear his footsteps from all the way over here and he wasn't alone. It sounded like there were more than two people running.

"EMILY!" Sam screamed out her name. Sam, Jake, and Leah all came running into the kitchen. Once they saw Emily and me on the floor Sam and the others came to our side.

"What happened?" Sam said staring at my bloody arm.

"I-it's m-my f-fault I d-didn't s-see w-where i-i w-was s-standing... s-she p-pushed m-me away... s-she s-saved m-me a-again... i-i'm ss-sorry," Emily says sobbing now. Sam and the others were staring at me guiltily.

"Hey don't cry. It's not your fault. It's just a scratched"I say wiping Emily's tears away. She was shaking her head disagreeing with me. I sigh. Sam went to touch my cut arm making me scream in pain.

"Ouch, that hurts," I say with tears in my eyes.

"I'm sorry," Sam says with guilty eyes.

"Here let me take you to the couch," he says picking me up. He starts to walk towards the living room and I hear Leah and Jake whisper things to each other.

"Carlisle isn't going to like this. She got hurt and under our watch, again" I hear Leah whisper to Jake. I looked over Sam's shoulder and saw Jake shaking his head angrily.

"Damn it" I hear him say. Sam gently puts me down on the couch, he looks over my arm and he sighs.

"You're going to need stitches," he says and now it's my turn to sigh.

"Do you know how to stitch?" I ask him. I saw Jake and Leah come to the living room and they sat on the couch. Emily sat next to me still crying.

"I'm sorry," she says. I turn to her.

"It's okay," I say smiling at her, reassuring her it wasn't her fault. I turn to Sam waiting for this answer.

"Well I'm not an expert on it," he says rubbing the back of his neck. Jake sighs.

"Let me call Carlisle" Jake says standing up. Sam's sighs heavily, Emily starts to cry harder and Leah looks down.

"No, don't," I say making them look at me.

"Get me a needle, alcohol, and some thread I'll do it myself," I say. They all stared at me like I grew two heads.

"What?" I asked raising my eyebrow at them.

"You know how to stitch a wound?" Leah asked me and I shrugged.

"Can't be that hard and besides it looks like calling Carlisle won't do you any good!" I said making them look down.

"Got that right" Jake says going into a room. He came out with a first aid kit. He sat in front of me and put the kit next to him. He handed me alcohol and a towel.

"Damn this is going to hurt like hell," I say getting the thread in the needle.

Instead of putting some alcohol on the towel, I put the towel in my mouth so I won't scream out. Taking a deep breath I look at Jake, he was staring sadly at me. Ignoring his stare I nodded at him so he can pour the alcohol down on my arm. Once the alcohol touched my cut it felt like fire, burning my skin. I flinched, I didn't like the feeling it gave me. I screamed in the towel and some tears came down on my face. Wasting no time I started to stitch my arm. As I was feeling the pain in my arm I couldn't help but picture the red-eye demon from my dreams. I could hear his laughs, taunting me making me afraid of him. I finally finished stitching the cut, I looked at it and it came out like a perfectional.

"I thought you didn't know how to stitch," Leah asked staring at the stitching.

"I-i never did it before,"I say running my finger through the cut.

"Well you're pretty damn good at it," Jake says smiling at me.

I didn't return the smile back instead, I frown. It should have come out all wrong and messed up. It shouldn't have come out perfect. This doesn't make any sense. No one said anything it became silent. I took another deep breath wiping the tears from my face and looked up.

"I, umm... gotta go. I'll ... see you guys later" I say standing up. I didn't give them time to say anything I walked out. I know it was rude but I couldn't think straight. I didn't know what to think, this whole accident had me thinking.

FLASHBACK END

It's been two days since the accident and my cut has healed perfectly. Leaving no scar behind, no evidence that there was a cut there. It didn't freak me out like it should but rather it left me with more questions. Why did it heal so quickly? And why didn't it leave any trace of a scar? Breaking me from my train of thoughts my father comes into the living room, where my mother and I are watching a movie.

"Well, I just got off the phone with Chief Swan. His daughter, Bella, is inviting us over for dinner tonight." my father says. I looked at him confused why would she do that?

"How nice of her," my mother says smiling. I have a feeling like there is something else going on. But I wouldn't find out when I'm sitting here on my couch.

"What time should we be there I asked?" making them look at me.

"6 pm" he states.

"Then let's get ready we have about an hour," my mother says getting me up from the couch.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~AT THE CULLEN'S HOUSE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Arriving at Bella's house I was feeling extremely happy and nervous. Talking about those golden eyes people always had the same effect on me. It's always sadness, happiness, guilt and sometimes pain. I'm constantly asking that one question. Why do I feel like this?

Father parked his car in the front of Bella's house. Coming out from the car I notice that there were no lights on, it looked like no one was home.

"Are you sure they're expecting us?" I hear my mother say.

"Mmm yeah, he said to be here at 6 pm," my father says.

"Well if Chief Swan said to be here then we're here," I say walking towards the house.

I hear my parent's footsteps following me. I reach the front door but before reaching the doorknob, the door opened. Turning back to look at my parents, they both had confused faces. I shrugged and walked inside. Once the three of us were inside the house, the lights came on and they all screamed 'surprised'. My parents both jumped and screamed I, on the other hand, just stared at them with an are-you-for-reals expression. Everyone was there, the golden eyes beauty, Chief Swan and his wife Sue, Sam and his family, Leah, the boys from the Rez, and their girlfriends. The short pixy girl came skipping towards us.

"Are you surprised?" she asked us with a huge smile. I turn to look at my parents, they both were holding their hearts and nodding. She then turns to me and once again I shrugged.

"I kinda expecting it," I say and she frowns.

"Well, the lights were off. It's was either a surprise party or you guys weren't really home. So I went with the surprise party" I say. She pouts, crossing her arms and turns away.

"Never could surprise you" she whispers. I raised my eyebrow at her, what did she mean by that? Chief Swan comes toward us, smiling.

"Sorry about that. Alice thought it was a great idea throwing you a surprise welcoming party" he says. He looks at me. There was something in his eyes whenever he would look at me. It always turns soft and it would sometime show sadness in them. Another question, why would they show such emotion when staring at me?

"No, it's okay. Unlike my daughter, we didn't expect it" my father says smiling at his boss.

I was paying attention to their conversation, I was too busy watching the others. Watching their every move, looking for any clues that can help me understand them better. Understand why would they stare at me with such emotion. Why do I get a feeling like I was once apart of them? At that moment, my eyes made contact with the boy with perfect copper hair. He was staring at me as if he was staring at my soul. Like as if he could read my mind.

But that was impossible if he could be able to read my mind that would be awesome and weird. I see him smile and I frown. Could it possible? I silently laugh at myself, no one can do that. I mean it's not humanly impossible. I see him smirk. If he was able to read my mind, then he's aware that I knew that he and his family has been following me around town. I see him stiff and I narrowed my eyes at him. Can you read my mind?, I mentally asked. He breaks eye contact with me and turns to the blonde dude next to him. I sigh, great another mysterious question without answers. I felt someone shake my shoulders and I turn to my parents and Chief Swan. They were looking at me as if expecting an answer from me.

"Sorry wasn't paying attention," I say turning to look at the perfect hair boy. I heard them laugh.

"It's alright. C'mon and met the gang" Chief Swan says walking towards the group.

My parents moved forward leaving me behind. I didn't move I was to busy staring at the boy. We were staring at each other for a while, I didn't know how long but I knew it might have been a minute or so just staring.

"Lorelei?" my mother calls my name.

Not looking away I mentally said 'I'm onto you' and he looks down. I could see his mouth moving but no sound came out. I couldn't hear them because I was far away. I finally looked away and turn to my parents. My father had his eyebrow raised at me and my mother had a confused expression. I smiled at them and walked over to them, pretending like nothing was wrong.

"So Chief Swan" he sighs and turns to me.

"How many times do I have to say call me Charlie," he says.

"Okay then, Charlie. Were you apart of the plan?" I asked him smiling.

"Well not really, I just in charge of calling Andrew over," he said.

That was another thing I realize they all did. They didn't say your parents but they called them by their names. Andrew and Mary. Almost as if they wouldn't acknowledge them as my parents.

"Oh well you did a great job," I say smirking at him. The pixy girl came over to us.

"I'm sorry but I'm going to steal Lorelei for a while," she says to my parents.

They both nods and left with Charlie. Who went to a table with a man in a wheelchair, his wife and some boys from the Rez, who I really didn't talk too. She grabbed my hand and pulled me to her family's table. I looked down at our hands. I was noticing the difference between them. We were about the same height, she was just a little taller than me. She was about 5'5 and I was 5'2. Another thing I noticed was that her hands were extremely cold, like freezing cold. I wonder how she can stand it. I know sometimes my hands would get cold but hers was something else. Noticing all of this I didn't realize we were already at the table until someone cleared their throat. I looked up and they were all staring at me.

"Here sit down," she says pulling out a chair for me.

I look at the chair and then at her. After a few seconds, I sigh might as well do what she says. Sitting down I looked around. On my right, it was the perfect hair boy and some other golden eyes beauties. On my left, it was the pixy girl, however, I did notice that Jake was in this time. That made this a little awkward. It was quiet, no one talked just stared at me. I was feeling uncomfortable.

"Sooo" I began to say, trying to break the silence.

"Who are you guys?" I asked them. They all frown, I kinda felt like I said something bad. Like I offended them.

"Not to be rude or anything, but I didn't catch your names back at the wedding," I say trying to not sound so offending. A lady with a heart-shaped face smiled at me but that smile wasn't of happiness. No, it was something else, but what?

"No it's okay, we really didn't introduce ourselves. I'm Esme Cullen, Carlisle sister" she says pointing at the blonde dude. Who I personally think he looks like a god. I see the perfect hair dude smirk and I glare at him. He just smiles and looks away. What a jerk, I thought

"I'm Alice," the pixy girl next to me says smiling

"Hello," I say smiling at her.

"This is my boyfriend Jasper," she said pointing to a boy with blonde hair.

"Jasper... you really don't hear that name, offend,"I say.

"It's an old name, madam," he says smirking.

"Uh, I'm pretty sure it is," I say suspiciously and he smiles at me.

"I'm Bella, Charlie's daughter," she says and I nod.

"Yeah I know, I have seen your wedding photos. Congratulations by the way" I say and she smiles.

"Thank you," she says. I turn to the perfect hair boy.

"And you must be Edward Cullen," I say.

"The one and only" he smiles.

"The one and only" I repeated it. I looked down frowning. I heard it before but from where? Closing my eyes, I could hear a female's voice, it wasn't like any ordinary voice. This voice was like Alice's but more beautiful, like a song.

"I present you the one and only, Mr. Edward Cullen," the angelic voice said.

Opening my eyes I look at Edward and he was already staring at me. As though he saw what went through my head. We were having another staring contest but this time it was me who turned away. I wanted to avoid anything awkwardness from him. So I turn to look at the girl next to Jake, she sort of looks like Bella and Edward.

"And who might you be?" I asked the young girl.

"I'm Renesmee Carlie Leo Cullen, but you can call me Nessie," she says smiling.

"Renesmee such a unique name," I say smiling at her.

"You like it? Of course, you do. You na-" she stops talking and looks down. The others either frowned or looks downs. Another silent moment passed by. I turn to the boy with short black hair sitting next to Rose. He was also frowning.

"And what's your name, mountain man?" I say smiling at him. It was adorable how his face lite up like a child on Christmas morning. He was smiling at me almost like a child smiling at his mother.

"Names Emmett Cullen, ma'am," he said still smiling.

Once again I heard that voice calling out to someone. Emmy Bear don't you dare fight inside the house. There was a loud sound like something broke. Emmy bear, Jazz didn't I say no fighting inside the house? I hear someone gasped, my best bet would be Edward and I was right. He was staring at me, surprised this time. Before he could say something I talked.

"Okay so let me get this straight," I say avoiding Edward's stare.

"Esme, you're Carlisle sister" she nods.

"Dr. Carlisle, you're their adopted father?" I asked and his nods

"Edward and Bella are married," I say looking at Bella and she nods.

"Jasper and Alice are going out," I say and they nod.

"I'm pretty sure that Rose and Emmett are also going out?" I asked and they both nod.

"Not going to ask, but you two are differently going out,"I say pointing at Nessie and Jake. Jake looks embarrassed and Nessie smiles.

"You go it," she says and I smiled.

I felt proud that I got it all correct on the first try. I was smiling, feeling like I accomplished something big. I felt someone stare at me so I turn to look who it was. Carlisle was staring at me, almost like he was questioning something.

"One question," he asked looking at me.

"Yes?" I asked nervously.

"How did you know I was their adopted father?" he asked and the others stare at me. I frown what does that got to do with anything? Another thing, why did I say that and how did I know that?

"Umm, lucky guess?" I say scratching the side of my face. He nods but he didn't accept the answer. How did I know that I don't know? Somehow I can read him as if he and I were the same person. Crazy because I don't know who I am.

"Hey, guys let go eat" Seth comes breaking the silence.

"You should go eat, Lorelei," Carlisle says. I don't know why but I felt like he was pushing me away. Slowly getting up I walked away from them. I didn't like this feeling I get once I leave them.

CARLISLE'S POV:

I watched my wife walk away from me. I was staring at her as she got her food and sat down next to Andrew and Mary. Her back was facing us. Did she really forget about us?

"She sort of remembers," Edward says. I was looking at him but I was watching my wife with her new family.

"What do you mean sort of?" Emmett hisses at him. I understand where he's coming from. He's the youngest of the children. He was the baby of the family. My wife adores him, they spend most of the time together.

"She remembers some things from before. Like the first time I played the piano for Carlisle and her" Edwards says.

"The one and only" I whisper. I remember that day, she was so excited to hear Edward play the piano. Ever since then he would compose songs for her or he would play just for her. She loved when he plays, it was one of the many things she loved about him.

"And she remembered one of the times Emmett and Jasper fought in the house when she warned them beforehand... she even remembered his nickname. Emmybear" I closed my eyes, she remembers.

"Mommy remembers" Emmett whispers.

"She remembers little things"

"But she remembers and that's the most important thing," Jasper says interrupting Edward. We hear her laugh from the other side of the room. She was laughing along with Paul and Seth. I couldn't see her face but I knew she looked beautiful, she always did.

"I made a vow to her the day I married her. That no matter what I'll never give up, for she is my only hope and strength. Without her, I am truly nothing." I say looking at my children.

"So children, right here, right now I'm making a vow to you. I solemnly swear that I will bring back your mother, she will regain her memories, and we will be a family again" They all smile at me. Esme grabbed my hand squeezing it. I knew my children wanted their mother and Esme wanted her best friend back, her sister. So I promise I'll bring her back.

"No matter what it takes or how long it takes, I'll have my wife back," I say looking at my dear wife.