Well this is chapter three, I take my time to translate it because…well because it is hard for me and I still looking for a beta 

I really hope you like my story, and I hope that it is well written too if not then sorry for my grammar.

Daybreak

Chapter 3: Playing in the Day

Next morning I woke up hugging my brother. It was a very warm night at his side. I like the how does he came at my side to sleep just like a little boy. I like how he turns red especially when he doesn't have the control of any kind of situation. I woke up trying not to move him so he could rest a little more. I like to wake up very early in the morning to help mom making breakfast. I didn't want to wake him up because dad always wakes him up earlier than me so he could get out with the dog.

Mom was boiling water when I came in into the kitchen; she loves to fix breakfast when we were together. When I was alone she does it too but these days she does it better. Menu for breakfast was warm milk, bread and eggs; we didn't eat that but lately mom likes to watch cooking shows and she had decided to change some things in our eating.

-"Where is your little brother?"

-"He is in our room, he needs to sleep. You know dad wakes him up early"

-"Ok… What are you guys going to do today?" – It was a good question, we haven't plan anything at all – "Are you going to go with your friends? Because I have to do some shopping but first I need to finish what I didn't yesterday at work. I don't want extra work for Monday."

-"Don't worry mom. Do what you have to do. I will stay here with Kouji doing homework then maybe we could get out to play with our friends" - that was a good plan for me, al least it has work for us quite a while.

-"Ok. Breakfast Hill be ready in ten minutes so it would be better if you could try to wake up your brother" – But it was not necessary, he was already there stand up by the door.

-"Are you going out mom? I think that today we will be at home together" – I look at mom, she looks very sorry.

-"I know honey but I can't stop doing it; it is part of my work to keep everything in order. I promise you that next week I'll spend all the day with you to".

-"But next week I'll stay with dad but don't worry I know those things are important" – Mom was very sorry alter that conversation but as Kouji said those things were important. Kouji and I clean the table and began to do homework. We were good students, we make homework as fast as we can so we can enjoy the rest of the day together. We cooked together, I tell him what to do because he doesn't know how to make lunch. We eat alone alter we finished to clean our own disaster. It was noon now so we decide to walk. We put our jackets for the cold and the hats mom has sewed.

Weather was not bad today, a little windy but it was normal in autumn. The leaves of the trees were all over the sidewalks and some pounds of dark water were at some spots of the street. We can jump some pounds but some were too big so we have to walk them by the side. We walk where our feet guide us, we didn't have a final destiny but on our way we found Jumpei, it looks like he was going to go to Tomoki's house so they can go together to Takuya's.

-"Don't you want to come with me? We can be together at Takuya's house to spend the rest of the day and watch movies eating candies… what do you say? It was not going to be the same without you guys!" - I didn't have any problem to go to Takuya's place but I didn't know if Kouji has one. He stares at me like asking me if I want to stay, I answered that I really didn't care; it was the same for me. Jumpei keeps looking to us waiting for any kind of answered in silence. – "Do you have any decision?"

-"Ok! Let's go!" – The three of us keep walking and jumping all over the pounds. We pick up Tomoki and continue our way this time to Takuya's place that it was a bit far from us. The pounds were getting bigger as we were getting closer to our final destiny, Jumpei has to carry Tomoki so he could past some pounds, he was the smallest one of the group, and meanwhile Kouji and I help each other. Izumi was already sitting at Takuya's living room. When we get in we try to warm ourselves drinking hot cocoa that Takuya's mom offers us.

-"The true is that I wasn't expecting you guys. Nowadays you prefer to spend your weekends alone, you forgot us"

-"In our way we found Jumpei, we didn't know you were together all weekends watching movies"

-"Oh yes, we like to play but today is a bad day to play outside, that was why I invited them to watch movies" - Takuya takes out a box of the closet. The box was full of movies. – We have to choose one or two movies now… what do you want people?" – There were a lot of movies there and all of them show the preferences of the Kambara family very well. Most of them were cartoons that were for Takuya's younger brother, a boy a Tomoki's age, kids prefers cartoons. In other hand they have a lot of terror and suspense movies, his father loves that kina of movies, Takuya's taste were more of action just like his personality.

-"Do you have something that doesn't have action or violence?" – Izumi was not happy for those kina of movies. – "Well, I figure this up so I bring some movies from my house" – Now Izumi takes out of her bag a bunch of movies. All of her selections were to romantic and sweet for the rest of us. I hate girl's movie.

-"Well I bring comedy ones!" – Jumpei has brought his own movie collection too.

-"I have some movies too! Mine are cartoons… I don't know if you like cartoon ones but they are the only ones my parents allow me to watch" – The discussion of what movie match first started and after ten minutes they didn't agree in anything. Takuya finally brings a solution.

-"All right! We put names of the movies we want to watch and the lucky will decide. Kouji will choose the lucky paper" – Everyone writes their own preferences, I choose a suspense movie, I like those kina of movies but there were some that makes me nervous. Everyone were crossing their fingers to win but what we all pray was for Izumi's one not to won.

-"And the chosen movie is… who wants to see 'Darkness'?" – That was my movie! Everyone has to accept my suggestion and prepared to see the movie. Jumpei reads the DVD box to know what the movie was about and thanks me for the election, after that he runs at Izumi's side. Tomoki was the only one that has to go and watch movies with Takuya's brother.

The movie was good I'm not going to deny it. In the big couch were Takuya, Izumi that could stop screaming, and Jumpei that was trying to calm her down. Kouji and I sit down a little far from the rest. I noticed that Kouji was nervous and was looking for my hand to squeeze it. I didn't say anything; it was normal to show emotions and for him was a bit hard. When the movie finish everyone had screamed at least once, Izumi's screams were the louder one and have been scarier than the movie. It was late now so we decided to return home as fast as we can. At night things were scarier especially if you have to walk alter seeing that movie. The dark of the night didn't let us see the pounds in our way so when we finally reach the house our pants were al wet and with mood in the legs. Mom was already at home watching TV.

-"Hi! So how was your day?" – Mom was a little worry when she saw our pants. She pulls it out to wash it. We put our pajamas so we can walk in the house; she was not going to let us be outside any more until next day. We have a little lunch with mom before bedtime. Tomorrow was Sunday and Kouji has to go back with dad at noon to spend the week with him, we will meet again next weekend to be together but before that we have to survive the whole week in school between classes.

-"Kouichi?"

-"Yes?"

-"Can I sleep with you again? I don't want to be alone in my bed"

-"Did the movie get scared you?" – He stays quite for a while trying to think my question or probable looking for a good answered. I like the way he thinks but he has to learn to answer according the way he feels and not to be in grace with the others.

-"A little… but I think that you were the only one that noticed" – he stays in silence again – "Kouichi? Do you think that it is good to… well… thinking what happen the other day… you know… is it right that we feel this? I mean… we are brothers… maybe we shouldn't…"

-"I was thinking the same but I got a conclusion" – Now I have all his attention – "If I love you and you love me then we didn't need to care. We can't live wondering what the others thinks about us, everyone have their own things and we can't depend on the rest denying our tastes and feelings just to be in grace with them. To love is not a felony… isn't it?"

-"No… but… we are brothers… we shouldn't"

-"We haven't do anything wrong. We didn't harm anyone. How can I explain you Kouji that we shouldn't do things just because they are good or bad, we have to do them because that's the way how we feel? Nobody can order you to do something if you don't want to do it" – I get closer to him and give him a kiss on his cheek – "How many time were you thinking that?"

-"Since… a while a think… I was scared to tell you for what we spoke Friday but the true is that I don't know if it is ok or not…"

-"Maybe you didn't noticed but you will see little by little" – We get inside the bed to sleep. We hug each other to sleep, it was weird to find comfort in that way, I like my brother to be direct… he did it sometimes but it was becoming more frequently… I like him to express his feelings openly even if he doubted inside especially with the fact to show completely to others.

Next morning I woke up hugging my pillow, Kouji was already awake because I didn't see him in any spot of my room. I get out of my room into the living; mom was sit at the dinner.

-"Kouji?"

-"He is parking his staff, now is getting his clothes out of the laundry" – Mom was sewing some things for the living. Usually on Sundays everything was a little fast. When Kouji returns with dad he usually does early for lunch. Sometimes he stays until noon but others dad calls him to return as fast as he can or he comes to pick him up. When Kouji was not at home I stay only with mom and we spend the noon very peacefully. We stay at the living room reading or listening music, if there were a lot of homework then I use the time to finish it.

Kouji gets out of the bathroom ready to go. He was wearing his jacket, scarf and hat all of them make by mom. His backpacks were at the door, the school one and the one he brings full of clothes for weekend. He picks up his pencil case he was forgetting at the table.

-"You have to eat breakfast"

-"I can't now, I love to but I have to take the train that goes at nine to be at home by ten. Dad wants to eat at a restaurant today and I still have to leave my things at home"

-"You have at least to take a sandwich or something to eat on your way. The breakfast is the most important meal of the day!" – Mom took some chocolate biscuits and put them in his backpack asking him to eat them in the train. She kissed his cheek and let him go.

-"See you later Kouichi! Remember next week you have to go to my place!" – I remember it perfectly that I have to go to his place next week. It was a little far from here but I didn't have any problem to travel.

-"Yes I know! We are going to see each other at school tomorrow son don't be late!" – I remind him. Usually hi was late on Mondays, the other days he was there at time, I didn't know if it was because he stays sleep or what else. Kouji gets out of the house carry all his stuff, the way to the train station was short but carrying all his things plus the pounds in the streets… I was completely sure he was going to have problems to get into the train. I run to change my clothes and hurry up to reach him. It was windy outside, wind hits hard and menaces to blow my hat. It was difficult to walk especially when something invisible pushes you. I try and I reach him three streets down mine. He was stand at the corner under the light box waiting for the green light. I was in time to help him, without me he would had miss his train. He thanks me and before he enters into the train he gives me a kiss… in my lips. I couldn't react in time, I didn't know what to do but it was too late because the doors of the train closed at my face and then… he was gone. He was waving his hands, his eyes trying not to look directly into my eyes but his cheeks were all red. I didn't get mad with him, I was angry because he was still trying to hide his feelings and he was still believing that it was bad and forbbiben… when was he going to understand that to love was not bad? I would prefer to give that first step… his kiss has been simple and innocent but strong enough to move my floor… if this little and innocent kiss has been like this how was going to be a real one?

TBC

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